17th of February
Today we got the news that the cancer has spread again and that the tumour in his heart didn’t shrink at all. The tumour has gotten resistant to the chemo. Monday we have an appointment with the oncologist but I’m not sure what else there is that we can try. We are running out of options. Surgery isn’t an option since the metastases are back. It’s absolutely not looking good. I feel so angry right now. Angry with the world for putting my dad through that. He hasn’t been sleeping since we found out the news in September. I hate that he has to spend his remaining days in fear. He’s so scared of dying, he has tried everything. If anyone could help or knows a doctor specialised in cardiac angiosarcomas, would be greatly appreciated. I am powerless and I hate the feeling. In the meantime I’ll keep praying that He saves my dad.