#cardinalau

[theshepherdshound]

please- let me do this for you

listened too much playlist and drew, tomorrow is update day

things from the first chapter, individual mini comics separated below in chronological order

i love them so much, i did't actually write them fighting, just Narinder dying cause i dunno really how to write a good fight scene so, this is all from the first-ish chapter so if you like consider reading the thing i am writing! tyty

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[theshepherdshound]

narinder being an absolute wet paper bag emotionally is so silly to me- he spends so much time being like i am feeling an emotion and i do not know what it is so it must be a bad one

based off this

LANCE *trips u with my wide sweep*

crunching the numbers

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i don't think we love each other

procreate hates me and tbh that's good otherwise i'd definitely overrender this, some missing things include the lamb's halo and cape but WAHH

i forgot i liked making comics this much- this goobers bring me so much joy- higher contrast and detail shots below

Text written out;

Narinder: Do you think we fall in love in every universe-

Lamb: …no, I’m- Sorry! I don’t mean to make you sad!! But, truly? I don’t. There are those in which your fear makes you cruel, and those which in my anger so am I. But… I love you in this one, in this universe, I hope-

Narinder: COUCH!

Lamb: You asked! That’s not fair!

Narinder: You’re supposed to say YES- see you tomorrow incessant lamb.

Small text to the left side of Narinder says: secretly very happy

In the bottom right hand has a white heart, indicating the lamb, with a question mark, surrounded by swirling hearts, indicating Narinder, as if to say he does in every universe

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my version of the wedding in the comic lololol

enemies to friends to lovers to enemies to friends

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I AM SO TOTALLY NORMAL AND FINE ABOUT THESE TWO- i love princess mononoke so much it's my favourite movie and it's always so fun to return to and be like haha yeah- that's such a huge influence on all my art

you're tell me those two people struggling fundamentally to be okay in a strange world of gods who are big and everything is morally grey and their bodies are monstrous and they have complicated relationships to outsiders and struggle to trust anyone but each other trapped in a situation neither consented to but chose to live despite it all had influence on me???

(and they're all full of WORMS????)

i almost forgot to give narinder pants okay tyty i did remember thooooo, referencing this scene

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i may have started woolhaven and Have Thoughts but they unsettled but then i was like teehee big lamb

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they're so fucking chewy AHHHH- a thing that does happen fighting cryptids not fully knowing what is happening to them ever so time to try and kill each other

(hello from the relative present, this is from mid feb and i want it to just like exist not in queue anymore lol- also a portion of what happens in this scene)

there was a background at one point but it make the silhouette weird so- b/w and maybe spoiler-y ramblings below

just you know- trying to kill each other things. when you're so bad at feelings the only option is murder. the weight is off the the original posing look too EHH so the weight is just weird! is fine, back to being naked because tbh it is just so much easier to render and because cryptid narinder is a LOT easier without clothe involved

monsters falling in love but having A Very Bad Day- this started because narinder tried to be nice but now is like well it's betrayal/murder time because otherwise you'll trap me in an unending and horrifying void so i will attack first cause i ain doing that again

their dynamic makes me so feral lololol drawing them is so dramatic also i am realizing how tiny my drawings are, i draw them at 300 dpi so it doesn't feel that small and then i upload them and i'm like oh

[theshepherdshound]

my good town boi- my sweet cheese