today was really fucking hard for carlisle. as a doctor it was no surprise that he had to deal with sensitive matters, but today was horrible. a patient died after a car accident, leaving a wife and child behind. he had to stand there and tell them that their loved one was gone and there was nothing he could’ve done to save him. well... there was one thing he could’ve done, but he vowed not to mess with the natural progression of life anymore. it wasn’t his place.
he got home and walked through the house absently. his thoughts were racing; he just didn’t know what to do. what could he have done differently that would have saved that man’s life?














