My turn to become a sappy old mess and many apologies in advance if I don’t sound coherent. It’s 9:43AM where I am and my husband took all the hot water in the boiler so I am running with no caffeine in my veins. //it is not a good look hah// In all honesty, 2017 was a pretty shit year for me. I struggled a lot through personal, mental, and professional issues. It was probably one of the worst years I’ve ever lived through in my entire life. I became really inactive on tumblr and my writing suffered for it but I got one chapter out. That was at least something and it wouldn’t have been possible for all of the love and support from my friends. I’m hoping 2018 will be different---no, it will be different. It will. It has to be. It must. //10 points to Slytherin if you know what chapter I’m paraphrasing from// Anywhoo---let’s get started :)
@seleneauger SELENE. I will always scream your name because you will always be my number one writing soulmate of forever and always. How do I even put into words how much I appreciate you as a person, friend, or writer? Correct---I can’t because I suck with words and there are no words in any dictionary worthy enough to show my gratitude in being able to read what you write. We don’t talk every day but you’re always so supportive whenever I need that one reply or response to uplift my spirit. You have a natural gift of being so personable, so lovely, so wonderfully wonderful and I really admire your strength and perseverance. The way you push through and keep looking forward is a quality I aspire to have. I tend to give up quite easily muahaha but you, on the other hand, are one of the most hardworking people I know. I’m truly happy to call you my writing soulmate and I’m sending you all the good vibes for your life and writing in 2018.
@jaebesoindetoi I never know whether to hug you or run from you whenever we talk (and half the time you scare me because you are the definition of unexpected (in the best way possible)). You really have made this year bearable and kept me sane. When things get rough, your words have helped me and allowed me to keep going. But I gotta say, the best moments are when we’re in each other’s google docs and the conversations that transpires always bring me into a fit of laughs and smiles. I will never let the ass talk die and it will come with me into 2018. Don’t fight it (There’s an ass under his pants and he just needs to firm it up in 2018). Whether you write for KDN, ONG, Myung, Dowoon, or Jaehyun, I will read and read because your writing style is a gift to this world. Thank you for being such a unique and talented person. You have become one of my closest friends and I’m so grateful to have you in my life.
@paperchemical To the person I KKT the most in the entire universe (ayeeeeeee universe). I give you the biggest hug! The screams, yells, and laughter from our conversation throughout the year has been some of my favorite moments. I love our talks, our weird snaps, our phone and video calls and I dearly hope these will continue into 2018. I don’t think I can survive without our daily screams about Sehun and how he tortures our soul. haha But on a more serious note---you are also one of the few I’ve unburdened my hardships upon and helped me through tough times. I can’t ever thank you enough for your kindness and the way you’re able to sympathize with my struggles. Thank you always for being there when I need it and for being one of the best friends I’ve ever had.
@pebble-xo I love you and your writing and I’m forever envious of how you post so many quality stories. I still can’t fathom how you do it---like where did you get this skill and how do I get it??? Do I need to sell my soul? I’d really like to know hahaha but Really---you are such a talented writer and I’m so proud of the work you’ve done this year. I still have major catch up to do but I hope in 2018, I can continue sending you inspo pics of Agent Hun muahaha
@suavesehun I silently lurk your tumblr. Hope you don’t mind haha. I find that you’re such a supportive person and with a genuine heart and I just wanted to send out my gratitude on the light you shed upon this platform. Sehun is so lucky to have you as his fan :)
@thesammtimes @causekpop @soobadnoonecanstopher @fantasies-from-nami @kbeatzscenarios @wynterstory I silently lurk all your blogs too and I’m so sorry we haven’t communicated more this year. I had many struggles and my friendships really suffered for it. I hope you all can forgive me and I will definitely do better in 2018 and scream and spazz over all of your writing.
To all my readers and anons. Thank you to all of the love and support you have given me this year. I can’t thank each of you personally but for those who have sent me a message of encouragement, I can’t thank you enough for your kindness in loving this fictional story.
Stay warm. Stay healthy and I wish you all the very and absolute best in 2018!















