hmu with that 'Empty Kiss' + Shyan. I'm in the mood for angst 👌
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Retrospectively, the worst part is that fact that it comes as no surprise when Shane doesn’t kiss him back.
“I’m sorry, Ryan,” he’d said, two weeks ago, when Ryan had told him, falteringly, that ‘maybe, I’m a little bit in love with you’. “I’m not-- you know,”
He’d been gentle then, voice quiet as he had forced a polite, uncomfortable smile.
“We can still be friends, right?”
When Ryan unthinkingly leans forward and presses his mouth to Shane’s, a sad, desperate little whine at the back of his throat as his heart leaps at the feel of Shane’s lips, the taste of beer on his tongue, Shane is gentle again as his hands find Ryan’s arms and firmly push him away.
“Ry--” he says, his voice painfully soft. “Don’t do this to yourself, Bergara.”
