#cestlathings

[cestlavieee]

So you pay like $7-8 a bottle for body wash right

I paid $15 for this big bottle of Cremo

And now one would say thats bougie but I just think its smart shopping

Because this bottle has last me forever and I still have a lot left

And the smell and quality is 10xs better

No brainer to me honestly

[cestlavieee]

Going to stay in tonight for an all nighter!

Calisthenics, biking, yoga, dumbell & kettle bells exercises

Work on a remix and original track

Look for a 2nd job option, need that cash flow

Work on my businesses, mainly website designs so I can get those up and running very soon

[cestlavieee]

This

Best

Wont last through tomorrow probably

[cestlavieee]

Redying my hair dark brown, it lightened too much

Love me as a dark brunette, I think it suits me best tbh although strawberry blondish brown is my original color

Then off to the gym and bingeing on L Word all night and doomscrolling

I haven't done reposts in a hot minute or focused on some of my main topics in a while..

Wanna get back into the regular swing of things again

[cestlavieee]

I need to get some full tracks sent into distrokid for Parish Illton eventually

Think I'm going to look for some fun midis to turn into remixes in the mean time while I cook up some song melody ideas

Sample, loop, drum kit, vst search too

If anyone wants to do vox, or send me some vox I can chop it and use it as samples

Or give me some Ableton pointers as I am just starting with that

I use FL Studio primarily

The test clip I sent in wasn't good enough for them because it was 30 seconds and not really a song is why I am assuming it never posted lol

So another thing to work on

[cestlavieee]

Not settling until I acquire an office job of some sort as my main. Thats hours can be incorporated with everything else in my life!

Main, part-time job (🤞🤞), locked in summer time job, gigs, businesses, Depop, etc.

Still forming my life all over again, and I started this last year...no new years about it for me..this is just a continuation.

I personally don't want to settle for any job. I am thankful I live a life where I can afford to keep looking. I find it very important and critical to be mindful of where you have privilege.

I have spent a lot of time in the dark. Wondering my purpose. To forever chase my dreams. Getting so close to them. But its a long haul. And the traditional life calls at the same damn time.

So its like living a dual life of chasing my dreams and living that traditional "adult life".

I'm very not locked in to that typical nine to five life..

I love the hustle, the chase!

The many ways to make money, before I lost my ambition and my drive..

Before depression took me down hill quickly and I hit rock bottom.

I struggle some days still. But I'm out the damn hospital renewed so I am ready to take on life.

I worked constantly and consistently and I am striving to get back to that every day.

[cestlavieee]

The stupidest happy dance I just did finding my super baggy green hoodie 🥹😤💚

I am the coziest and smell like Mahogany Teakwood

Now let me build up my colognes on it 🥴

[cestlavieee]

About to start Wonton Horror! The very first words of this book...Put-in-Bay lmfao I remember very fondly..I hope they choose to go to Put-in

This will be a fun page turner tonight as I fall asleep

If you ever want a nice mini island trip, take a trip to Ohio you'd be surprised