#chaethoughts

[udonxchaerin-blog]

Am I just a burden to you? Is that why you keep throwing me away? All this time I was trying to be perfect for you and waited, all I ever wanted to do was make you happy, let know you, you were loved.. I just feel like giving up on everything, I had here..if you go..I have no one. You showed me what love was truly about..and you throw it all away..

[hm-chaechae-blog]

Lately, I've felt like grabbing Zico, taking my shit, and starting all over again...

[hm-chaechae-blog]

I always see that my twins are usually in a happy relationship. They're engaged, married&having kids, or in a very long term relationship. I look at Jiho and I know that's going to be us one day and I can't wait. He has given me hope even though I'm constantly treated poorly, he knows how to counteract everyone elses shit and make me smile, laugh. I'm so lucky to have him and I plan on keeping him. My one good decision ever, he has proven again and again his love and how he truly values me. I couldn't love anyone more, he is perfect for me.

 He is considerate of me. He is kind to me. He allows me to let loose and say as I feel. He does not rush me, making things uncomfortable. He doesn't cause me stress, instead he is quick to relieve all of it. He is my best friend and therapist. He is my lover and protector. He's beyond all my imaginings for a boyfriend.

I love you, I want to see the future with you, and I'm so ridiculously grateful.

[hm-chaechae-blog]

Ask limit for the first time that I started this account...