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[filmychokri]

So I have taken up a #30DayDrawingChallenge and I am done with #ChallengeNo1 A #SelfPotrait ! #LetsSeeHowItGoes #InstaDrawing #InstaShare #FeelingAccomplished #InstaDaily #Excited #Sketch #Drawing #Challenge #popxoartfeatures

[dxniellemxe]

Day 11 - Your family

My family's pretty messed up but I love every member of it. They're all special to me in their own reasons. My dad and mom are in a fight since I was like 5 years old until now, I'm used to it. I have the prettiest half-sister, I love her though she's only my sister to my dad. :)

[dxniellemxe]

Day 7 - five pet peeves

People leave you for no reason

Being ignored

Being replaced

Not getting what I want

Be annoyed when someone interrupts when I'm speaking

Tama ba 'to? HAHA. =))

[dxniellemxe]

Day 5 - Things you want to say to an ex

Dear Deterson,

Thank you so much. Thank you for spending those 8 wonderful months with me as your girlfriend, recently lang ako naging best friend within a girlfriend e. Thank you for those happy moments, those unexpected moments that became my favorite  memories. Thank you for making me your first serious girlfriend out of the bunch of flings you had. Thank you for understanding me in so many ways. You're the only person I told my whole life to, thank you because you accepted me as I am, you know how messed up my life is and you've made it better for once.

Honestly? I'm scared, I don't want anyone else to have your heart, I don't want anyone to kiss your lips, I don't want anyone to else to be in you arms, I don't want anyone else to be the one you love. I don't want anyone to take my place. Well, I don't have the right to say that anymore, you know what? I still love you but I don't want to hurt anymore, I've figured I might be happier without the pain and that'll be best for us both. Y'know, break up because the feeling's gone?What I'm feeling is more than a friend's love but less than a lover's love, maybe? You're something special to me and I don't want to lose that feeling so we're better friends than the usual lovers, haha. But I'll miss you, having your skin touch mine, those kisses and hugs, when you put your arms around me... around my waist and of course the way you  look at me. 

No hard feelings, that's a relief for us both. I was wrong in giving you another chance but it's worth it. You've changed me back and we knew each other more than ever. We both made mistakes but we don't regret it, right? :)

Thinking we'll be friends until 4th year high school is such beauty to imagine. Well, I'm sure they won't hate you for taking me for granted. I'll explain your side well so they'll understand. Sa barkada natin family ang turingan, kung tayo nga hindi magkagalit e, sila pa kaya? They'll accept our decision that we'll stay friends instead of lovers, no hate and not bitter.

Well, that's it. Good luck and take care of your family. I know you love them so much. :)

We were just kids in love but we really loved each other, didn't we?

[dxniellemxe]

Day 3 - A Book You Love

The Last Song - Nicholas Sparks

The best novel I've read so far aside from The Twilight Saga and Harry Potter. I like the flow of the story and honestly I can relate to the story. It's about a girl who became a rebel after his parents separated then she meets this guy who changed her life, who changed her in a better way. I'm like that in some way, but not a rebel. :)

[dxniellemxe]

Day 2 - Something You Feel Strongly About

LOVE

I honestly feel loved by my family, friends and of course by my boyfriend. We all know that our family loves us so I won't elaborate this anymore. My friends are best and true, I have the same best friends for almost 3 years now but of course I met some just this year and we've been together for almost a year. They stick with me through good and bad times that's why I feel love, well not love as in love... love as a friend, caring and stuff like that, luls. My boyfriend and I are together for 8 months already and still going, he's the only person I talk to when I have problems and stuff, he's the only person that knows me like I do, I think? It's different with him and I'm not afraid I'll be rejected for some reasons. I tell him everything, yep. I feel love with him the most, so yeah. :)

[dxniellemxe]

Day 1 - Five Ways To Win Your Heart

Leave notes on my table as possible as you can, I find it sweet. (CHECK)

Sing me a song, a song that you want to dedicate for me.

Give me a shirt (CHECK!)

Promise to me with a promise ring, lol but yeah.

Go with me wherever, shopping and stuff. Handle my girly-ness :))