Good morning. This is one of the symbols I drew in the midst of a cloud. I love that the zero in Farsi is a diamond. So I do a symbol of power for myself to remind me of undefinability. A whole series of them, that I want to charge as sigils in the future to empower all shamans in their embrace of their undefinability. Good morning. In the middle of the #40daysofSelf, I took a break of almost 10 days of posting to IG. The real reason: I was feeling cloudy, didn’t see the point in posting anymore. Who cares? Who’s reading it? Why do we do anything? And then I realize it was the voice that I learned about during a process I went through in the Spring. A voice I fundamentally knew about, but never really understood. I haven’t spoken about the process/project because I was trying to keep it under wraps, but I think that’s what I do with everything. Keep it under wraps. Don’t talk about the projects, the good things happening enough. In a world where artists/performers need to be blasting their hustle every day, some folks are not built to do that. They might be incredible thinkers, doers, creators, but they don’t talk themselves. I can talk myself up, but there are voices, external and internal that keep me from floating, soaring. I had to get off of social media, and posting to understand that. Now it’s time to float. To Soar. Even though it may be hard, and I am still afraid of the pool of water that I think will overtake me. I am going to take on that fear. As a matter of fact, I already did. I had no idea that the work I am doing with learning how to swim, and dealing with fear of water, has so much to do with this time. When I proposed the project in 2015 to the Knight Foundation, I had no idea, how necessary taking on great fear with joy and playfulness would be right now. As I sat in a cloud, I was thankful for the joy people shared with me and the playfulness in my heart that allowed me to feel the warmth of the shine again. I wish you that light. I send it your way. Time to float. To soar. #championswimmer #nourishmentnotjustfood #swimmingpoolparty #floaton #soar #sigils #femmeshaman #consafos (at Culver City Plunge) https://www.instagram.com/p/BoenYwmhhzz/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1iqop5dokasvi
