#chaotic compilation

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My family are supportive of me being noninary, on 2 conditions.

I don't change my name(they don't know that I go by skye here)

I don't get surgery to help me feel better about myself

This plan sucks as I am also not allowed to get a binder so I am stuck, uncomfortable, terrified to tell anyone with the risk of getting disowned and kicked out.

Fuck my family.

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HELP.

HYPOTHERTICALY.

IF A GIRL KEPT PLAYING WITB YOUR HAIR. AND HOLDINGT HE HANDLE OF YOUR CRUTCH WIRH YOU. JUST TOUCHING YOUR HAND BUT NKT QUITE HOLDING IT . AND WHEN. YOU MOVE YOUR HAND BACK OUT OF REFKEX SHE MOVES IT CLOSER. AND SHE DOEENT STOP LOOKING AT YOU. AND YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON HER AND ARE STUGLING TO COPE. WHAT DOES THIS MEAN!?

WHAT DOES IT MEAN!!?!

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Fun fact #2:

Prostitutes in Thailand tried to buy my dad.

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Ive been a bit quiet on here recently due to some life things, so let me catch you up on what's going on in my life:

Now officially physically disabled and have been adjusting to needing a crutch and not being able to use a walking stick due to weak grip strength due to EDS

Just had a bunch of exams

Finding out that an all encompassing burning sensation around your heart, lungs, diaphragm and general chest area isn't normal.

Im coping...

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Fun fact :

My uncle is a reverend at church.

He also said that whoever kills the irritating orange gets and immediate free pass to heaven.

Im not religious, but this sounds pretty good.

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When I say that my eyes are dark brown enough that they appear black, I mean it.

(Photo is from when I was younger)

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Turns out that when I get super affected by something I become profound.

Anyway here is a poem I wrote called

I look at you

I look at you,

And I want to say so much,

So many reasons,

So many points,

So many causes to care,

But I look at you,

And I lose it all,

Every argument,

Every excuse,

Every ounce of logic,

Because I look at you,

And I feel so much,

I feel pity,

I feel anger,

I feel scared,

So I look at you,

And I try to say it,

I say I have no fucks left,

I say I gave all my shits,

I say to fuck off,

So I turn, and walk away,

And for one final time,

I look at you,

And I leave,

So many regrets and none,

All at once,

I look away,

And I will never look at you again.

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My most popular posts in order:

Me losing my mind over griddlehark being pink with snowball animation. This has over 750 notes seriously guys please stop.

Whiterose post with a photo from one of the mangas where Blake calls them both out.

Palamedes Sextus has griddlehark fanfiction.