I think it would both trigger my paranoia and make me feel flattered and ecstatic to have someone mail me printed out photos of myself they took.
Not in a threatening way but like, I'm watching you because you're beautiful and I love you here's all the times I've seen you
I'm already paranoid when I leave the house that someone's watching me so that would be like a sense of relief to know someone actually is but not in a way that puts me in danger?
I'd do it too if I could and it wouldn't be considered so bad.
Idk maybe it's just remembering when I left nevermore and got an anonymous text sending me pictures of myself and missing that? (Even tho they were being threatening about it)
Maybe it's mentally ill things maybe it's psudomemories maybe it's craving attention maybe it's all of it