I need to start posting on tumblr again cause I miss it so much. .__.
There's a lot to be said about, idk, the last six months, what's been going on in my life etc. I should make several posts about my Chernobyl-related trips (including my trip to Lithuania to spot Chernobyl filming locations).
Maybe in the future.
The more I think of what has happened the more I find it hard to believe. Suffice to say that last August me, @fuerst-von-argot and @progressi9 were able to visit Valery's apartment in Kaunas (it opened its doors to the public as a museum only last January), that in October I finally saw Alan Williams (Charkov, head of the KGB) on stage and gave him his present, that last weekend @stellan-pip-69 and I got the chance to meet Jared Harris and Robert Emms.
Phew.
It's been a lot.
Nowadays I post mostly on Instagram but I do miss tumblr. It's more fandom-centred, I'd say.
I used to have too much FOMO, care too much about what people say, be jealous of people, friends, who were active in a fandom when I wasn't. Burn-out is a thing, and so are insecurities.
Idk.
I guess what's left after all the hype is gone (and the haters distracting us from our true goals) is the original content itself, the creative minds behind it. The friends we meet along the way, the trips. The love we have for a pairing and the appreciation for the people that brought it to us.
I guess what is left is the inspiration, the art we make with our own hands, the process.
I guess nothing else matters.
