Okay, I just wanted to vent about this really quickly because it’s late and I’ve spent the last three hours sitting in bed crying my eyes out over people that I’ve never even met. Even though no one is going to read this even. I am extremely heartbroken over the news from the CTFxC. They’ve managed to be the only constant in my life for the past four years and it kills me that everything is changing and that they have been unhappy for this long. Alli and Charles have managed to make me care so much about them by simply allowing over a million of us into their lives for ten minutes each day. I want nothing more than for them to be happy whether that be with each other or with someone else. It is devastating to me that so many people can be saying such negative things about Alli, she’s only human and going through all of the things that they’ve been through has been hard on her. Being disrespectful to her may make you think that you’re standing up for Charles and making him feel better, but honestly it probably makes him feel worse. So keep calm guys and let them deal with things the way that they want to deal with them.
On a completely different note, I want to thank Alli and Charles for helping to shape me into the person that I am today, for always offering a smile or a laugh even when you guys were going through rough times. I feel as though we’re family, because I watched you get engaged, I attended your wedding, I’ve traveled the world with you, I was there when you found out it was cancer and went through brain surgery, When you joined my favorite band in the whole entire world, and now I’m here when you guys are separating, and you know what, I’ll be here to see where you go next. Even though my heart is sad to see it all end, or at least see it change, I want you guys to be happy. Thank you for being role models, and for getting me through rough times. No matter what we will continue to be the CTFxC, and we will always be for haters. Keep your chins up CTFxC, and if you know one, Hug a member of the CTFxC today, because they’re probably heart broken. Okay I’m going to go back to sobbing like a baby now. Have a good night everyone.