#chatbox!

[dazevi]

hey girl 🤓 any thoughts on jealous vi? idk why but I feel like she gets upset-jealous rather than angry-jealous. definitely starts spiralling into a “everyone leaves me” moment. poor baby i just want to hold her and kiss her forehead 😣

btw i love your works!!! ❤️

vi is definitely not your typical jealous type of girlfriend. and when she does get jealous, however, it’s pretty rare. she’s confident in herself and knows that you love her but she also has that tiny little voice in her head sometimes saying “what if they realize I’m not as good for them as someone else would be?” poor baby, indeed :( i don’t think she’ll get angry or lash out. she’ll probably retreat into herself. she’ll get quiet, spiral, and overthink. she’d be extra protective, always finding a way to keep you close to her—pulling you into her side, keeping a hand on your waist, resting her chin on your shoulder. it’s not really a dominance thing, more like her way of reminding herself that she’s the one you’re with and that she’s the one you chose. she’ll be clingy, but at the same time, she’d also would want to distance herself maybe for just a little bit out of fear that you’ll push her away.

but she’s so desperate for reassurance and literally craves any little sign that you still want her. she’s so vulnerable when she’s jealous. and it’s pretty clear that her jealousy isn’t about anger or distrust—it’s about fear. she’s afraid of you changing your mind about her and losing you like everyone else in her life. and one of her biggest worries is that she’ll love you so, so much and you’ll wake up one day and decide that she’s not enough. but, god, she melts into you so fucking fast every time you take her face into your hands to kiss her gently on those soft, heart-shaped lips of hers, reminding her that she’s everything you could ever want. she’ll look up at you with those shiny, big, blue, puppy eyes, and cling to you like her life depends on it, strong arms wrapping around your waist before burying her face into the crook of your neck, peppering the softest kisses ever on your skin there while mumbling quietly, “sorry for being dumb.” and she practically swoons when you run your hands through her pink hair—it’s growing longer by the week—and tell her that she never has to apologize for feeling things and loving you as hard as she does… oh, to be loved by vi…

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[ellieswaifu]

I legit missed you have you been good? 😭

Also happy late Valentine’s day!!

hi 😭 yes i’ve been good LMAO,, i’ve been hopping thru fandoms (i’m in a star wars phase rn) and took a break from tlou and resident evil, but now that hbo max’s The Last of Us is out, i’m back !!

also re4remake is coming out so no doubt i’m gonna get back into writing for jill i’m so excited

n happy late valentine’s day my lov!!!

[dazevi]

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[dazevi]

first of all, happy new year!!!!

second thing, i’ve always been curious about how r and vi’s first time was, i assume they were each others first everything (or at least, that’s sort of a hc i have), is that something you ever thought about?

late but happy new year anon!!!

and to answer your question! assuming you are talking about h2h (if not u can just read this as a modern au childhood friends to lovers vi x reader sort of thing), i also hc that they were each other’s first times as well as they were each other’s first love too. i’ve thought about a couple ideas before i scrapped it—one of them was where i imagined their first time as something very romantic vi planned. like a date where she takes r out for a drive away from the city and maybe have like a little picnic in the evening with sandwiches they made together, or a pizza or something, watching the sunset in the back of her truck where she laid out some blankets and pillows…

but i always picture r as the one who initiates, making the first move because vi is overthinking, flustered, and a bit nervous the whole time which r obviously finds endearing since vi is usually so confident. when r kisses vi and tells her she wants her, vi is like a sleeper agent because as soon as she hears those words, she moves instantly, making sure r is comfortable, feels safe with her. she’s gentle and anxious all at the same time, hands trembling when they feel r’s skin, all because she wants to do it right. lots of giggles and smiles and gentle passionate sex follows soon after of course :)

(after that, vi practically makes her mission to sneak out of her bedroom window at night to head to the house across the street, into r’s window whenever she can… i mean not that she hasn’t snuck out to hang out with r when they were younger before… now… she just has a better reason to hehe)

[dazevi]

giggling and kicking my feet because i just saw a twitter post and it had a picture of vi and the caption said “my girl can wear whatever she wants because i can break your jaw.”

[dazevi]

hello guys im back …. ?

[dazevi]

i dont think it’s that relevant to the story, but around when in the chronology of vi and r’s relationship do you think vi got her back tattoos?

like did she already had her full back done when they were in new york? or was it done in the meantime they were apart?

i know it’s such a little detail but i think we can collectively agree that one of vi’s hottest trait is her back. and as a reader i can’t help but think what would her reaction be seeing them in person, specially after so many time apart

(another late reply i apologize) but great question!! i was actually thinking about her tattoos a while ago and wanted to write a drabble about how vi probably got her first tattoo right as she turned eighteen—the first tattoo being her name on her cheek and the ones on her back she gets a month after going to new york.

she’d be super super casual about it… besides, everyone already knew that vi’s always wanted tattoos. at the start of high school, maybe late middle school, she’d draw out the designs of what kind of tattoos she’d want in future and probably tell you something cocky like, “it’ll feed the rockstar image, you know? i’d look badass.”

eventually, as soon as she turned eighteen, she got the “VI” tattoo on her cheek, most likely without vander even knowing, and came home one day with it—“really vi? on your face?”

and she panics, asking him, “what? does it look bad? you think ____ won’t like it? it’s not that big.”

then at night, she sneaks out of her bedroom to runs across the street and climb up to your window, as she always does, knocking three times on the glass, just to show you. but her anxiousness goes away when she finds that you like it.

then, she graduates and leaves for new york to sign with the record label soon after. and during this time in your relationship, vi is very good with texting/calling while she’s away, always sending updates, telling you she misses her, etc... she sends lots of pictures, too.

and one day, she sends a pic, a selfie—about maybe a month into her stay in the big city—of her leaned forward on a padded chair, no face, just a smug little smirk in the corner of the frame, pink hair slipping forward, toned and broad shoulders, the flex of her biceps as she holds her phone up. she’s shirtless, obviously, and the top curve of the unfinished tattoo peeks through by her neck—bold black lines over red-tinged skin.

of course, you blow her phone up the moment you see her message. you want to see the whole thing, but vi absolutely refuses to send you a full pic.

“show me the whole thing please,” you text her, “i’m serious. violet.”

“u can see it when i get back :)” she replies, and sends bunch of silly emojis right after.

you roll your eyes, “fine. i’ll wait. not like i’ve been DYING to see you shirtless or anything.”

“i hope it’s crooked,” you add.

and vi laughs at that.

in truth, she reaaaaaaaally wants the first time you see it to be in person. wants you to trace it with her fingers, kiss while she lays on her stomach in your bed.

and when she comes home a couple months later to visit for a few days, you do just that.

i love vi’s back … </3

[dazevi]

idk if you already saw this but umm

lord please🙏

I HAVE AND ITS SO DELICIOUS AHHHHH there are so many things i love about this fanart — just hockey player!vi, her biting the hem of her jersey so we can see her abs, the kiss mark by her belly button, that smug fucking look on her face, also is that a happy trail i’m seeing (it has to be) but even if it’s not i’m always gonna imagine it’s there, AND NOT TO MENTION… it looks like she’s…packing… ahem anyway

yes lord please

i think it’s a shame i’ve only written one fic about hockey player!vi — i must get to work