beg for it
pairing: toxic!eren x fem!reader
word count: 1.9k
a/n: whoops, i cant stop thirsting for toxic!eren lmao. ANYWAYS - thank u guys for the support from the last fic. hoping to get better at writing with time <3 also, this one might have mistakes, i wrote this very late at night.
MDNI 18+
content warnings: toxic relationship, cheating, ex's, make up sex, swearing/fighting, slapping, oral (f receiving ), choking, biting, degrading, unprotected penetrative sex, cervix pushing, cream pie, dacryphilia
"fuck you, fuck you, fuck you" you practically screamed slamming the bedroom door onto eren's smug face. running through his apartment, grabbing your purse and clutching it tightly as you head out his front door. the chill of the late-night air settling into your skin and running down your spine as you get closer and closer to your car. "forgetting something?" his deep voice taunting as he leans against the frame of the door, waving your car keys with an outstretched arm. your cheeks flush red, you have to be kidding me you mutter to yourself. "give them back eren." you cry, keeping your distance. "if you want them come get them" he teases, not moving a muscle. be real with yourself, you know eren won't budge. without arguing back, defeated, you walk up to him as he glares at you, smirking while dangling your keys inches above your head. "go ahead, grab them y/n". you stick your arms out to grab your escape and he pulls them out of your reach.
you and eren broke up two weeks ago. although, your relationship was doomed from the start. he was the pretty boy that the girls couldn't keep their hands off of. you knew from the start, that he was a player. but you, like all the rest, couldn't resist his temptation. he swore you were different, professing his love to you while fucking your guts out. you believed him too. he's cheated on you countless times. every time he gave you those big round eyes, swearing "it will never happen again". even if you didn't believe him he would always find a way, usually through your adoring cunt, to make you his again. you encountered your last straw while at work, on your lunch break smoking a cigarette as you skipped mindlessly through instagram stories. and there it was, a video that jean kirstein posted of a party that you knew eren was at. as the shaky camera work panned around, you caught a mere glimpse of eren, tongue throat deep in another girl. well, fuck it. you text jean that night to come over when you get off work, using him to fill the void that eren left. marking the beginning of the end of your relationship.
"you're not fair. you're taller than me, stronger than me, just please give them back" you're almost in tears, trying to swallow your anger. eren looks down at you- still taunting you with your keys. "you know why i asked you to come over right?" he asks calmly. "what? so you could ridicule me for sleeping with jean? try to make me the villain after you slept with countless girls during our relationship?" eren shushes you and throws your keys in the house, closing the door behind him. "do you think those desperate whores meant anything to me, y/n?" he sneers. "then why did you do it, why did you do that to me?" you retaliate, tears welling up in the corners of your eyes. eren places his hands on your shoulders causing you to flinch against his touch. his strength prevents you from pulling away. he lifts a hand, pushing your hair behind your ear and griping you closer to him. he leans down to your level and slyly whispers "let's put the past behind us, i'm going to make you mine again. let's face it, i'm the only one who can satisfy you".
you're at a loss for words. your throat is still bubbling with anger, but you know he's right. fucking jean only solidified the truth. eren is the only one who knows how to break you. your eyes are looking down at your feet, you don't want to give in. you resist making contact with his engulfing emerald stare, stuttering over your words trying to formulate a rebuttal. "look at you, you're a pathetic mess without me" his words as cutthroat as ever. you fall silent, there is nothing more you can say. you try to break free from eren's hold, but still, he holds you tight. he pushes your chin up to force his stare onto yours. he feasts his gaze onto your flushed red cheeks and gleamy tears. why is he so fucking handsome? he brings his hand up to your cheek pulling you into a rough and messy kiss. he leaves you with no space or time to react or pull away. you melt under his intimate touch. you love the way he tastes, the way he forcefully prods his tongue down your throat, the way he bites at your pouty lip. you breathe in sharply between every deep, longing, kiss. you are eren's plaything after all. and honestly, at this moment, you're okay with that.
while still intertwined with your saliva dripping tongue, eren pushes the door behind him open. he grabs you by the waist and throws you over his shoulder. "eren-" you gasp, the force knocking the air out of your words. "put me down, put me down" you squeal berating his back with little slaps that mean nothing to him. he brings you into his bedroom, letting you go onto his bed. he sits on the edge of the bed and pulls you onto his lap. your face buried into the comforter, your bottom half sticking up. eren lays a firm slap onto your clothed ass. your half moan, half yelp sends a wave of gratification down his spine. "you can be as bratty as you like, y/n, but i know your body is begging for more". he slaps your ass again, harder this time. your knuckles are turning white from your clench on the sheets. he reaches under you to undo the button of your jeans, pulling them off in a swift motion. biting his lip, he admires your pretty little ass bent over his knee, snapping the waistband of your delicate black lace panties. he slaps you once last time, your now bare skin turning bright red. you let out a high-pitched moan from the pain he inflicted.
you hate to admit it, but you love the comforting burn his hand grazes you with. eren runs his hand over the sting of your ass cheek before sinking his fingers between your legs, teasing your cunt through your panties. your wetness is already soaking through. he leans down to your ear and whispers "get up and straddle me slut". you follow his orders, like the good girl you are, and sit up onto his lap, facing him. he groans at the sight of you sitting obediently on top of him. "i was starting to miss that pretty face of yours" he coos. your heart swoons from the praise, but to deny him the gratification, you just stare back at him with furrowed brows. eren lifts your shirt to expose your stomach, biting at your flesh, leaving teeth marks as he goes. he reaches further up your shirt, pulling your bra down, causing your breasts to spill out. he aggressively paws at your exposed tits, pulling and pinching your sensitive nipple. you're rocking back and forth on his muscular thigh, letting out small moans between labored breaths. he pulls your shirt and bra off of you, tossing them onto the ground before taking your swelled nipple between his teeth. he runs his hands down your back while sucking and biting are your tender nipples. you moan his name, running your hands through his shoulder-length brunette hair. you feel his stiff cock twitch under you as you lean into him. eren's at his limit, he needs more of you. he flips you onto your back and kisses you down your stomach. his tongue flicking at your oh-so-soft skin. without warning, with gentle lips press against your clothed clit. breathing all of you in. he licks you over the fabric, causing your hips to buckle. you want more, more, more. "look at you babe, you want me so damn bad" he chuckles into your heat. fuck, you do want him. you want him bad. "if you want more you have to beg for it" he grins. you roll your eyes at him, although, your dripping cunt clearly aches for him. "so be it" eren scoffs, before slapping your cunt, hard. you wince, and feel tears beginning to run down your cheeks. "if you aren't gonna place nicely then neither am i" eren's voice is deep and sultry as he looks down at you. he slaps your pussy again, harder. your shriek turns into a moan as more tears stream down your face. you call through your sobs "p-please please eren fuck me, i want you, i need you". he pulls his black t-shirt off, licking his is lip. "that's what i thought" he pouts. he sinks between your trembling thighs and pulls your soaked panties to the side, relishing in the sight of your red swollen cunt. he brings his tongue to you, running it up and down your slick folds. the sweet relief of pleasure washing over you, you're moaning uncontrollably, gripping his brunette hair in between your fingers. he latches his mouth onto your clit, sinking two fingers into you. he curls his fingers inside you, causing you to buck your hips up in response. he adds a third finger in you, stretching you out even further. "hmm you taste so good, bouncin' on my fingers babe" he mumbles, mouth still pressed against you. his voice sends you over the edge, "i-i'm gonna cum" you purr. he fucks his fingers into you faster and faster. "cum for me, cum all over my hand you slut" he grins. you're moaning his name over and over as you he brings you to your climax, your hot slick dripping down his fingers.
he pulls out of you, licking up the mess you made. he leans over and kisses your forehead while wiping the tears from your cheeks. "it's my turn" he barks, lightly slapping your upper thigh. he pulls off his jeans and boxers, revealing his long, hard cock, dripping with pre-cum. he's a sight to behold. his tall, muscular figure looming over you. his moody green eyes eating up your trembling figure, you want more of him. "eren" you call his name for the 100th time, your hunger for him growing more intense. you bite your thumb and spread yourself for him, "i want you" you beg. without hesitation he dives into your pleading cunt. "fuck" he moans throwing his head back while his cock rams into you. your arms are bracing onto his shoulders as you bounce back and forth from his strength. your name is slipping off his tongue in between heaving moans. "your pretty little cunt feels so good around me" he calls as his tip presses against your cervix. your legs are starting to go limp as the warmth in your abdomen expands. "baby i'm gonna cum" you manage through labored breaths. he pulls a hand up to your throat, squeezing the whimpers out of your voice. he's looking you directly in the eye, his eyes are dark, filled by his expanded pupils. "cum for me baby" he groans before filling you up with his seed. you feel his cum, mixed with yours, dripping out of you while you ride out your climax. he falls on top of you breathing heavily, his hair messy from your grip on it earlier. he pulls his half-hard cock out of you before falling beside you. you curl up into his sweat-drenched body. eren pulls you closer, into an embrace. he uses his hand to guide your chin up. you look into his tired, heavy-lidded eyes and he smiles sweetly, "wanna get back together?"