#cherry.srs

[sayorithot]

hey in case you dont look at my bio or pinned for some reason. minors dni. this means anyone who is physically under 18. I wont be searching out minors interacting with a near 17k post but if u follow me have some explicit sign you are an adult or ur gonna get blocked

[sayorithot]

hey. um. serious posting there's someone w a brand new account claiming to be a minor in the omorashi tag rn?? and actively tagging their stuff as "bait". please keep an eye out that you're not interacting with minors sexually and report these posts if you can.

[sayorithot]

okay I need a break from denial lmao Im having some shit goin on and thats a lil too much to deal with. might try coming back on the 1st but for rn im done

[sayorithot]

lmao I just made myswlf horny reading thru my own pinned to update a limit I just remembered lmao...

[sayorithot]

hey so canceling current plans bc i just threw up. (tmi below cut)

first of all if anyone reading this encouraged me to eat: do not blame yourselves. I requested to be encouraged and took a personal risk that did not pan out. and in fact, while I do think the stuffing contributed to this situation, i dont think it was the cause.

I dont really know why my body suddenly reversed course, but I suspect one of the things I ate may have had something wrong with it. this is because I have had a history of throwing up after over eating, but the symptoms are usually different. this hit fast, I was continuing to barf longer, and my food seems to have been digesting just fine before this. I know this partly because my barf was very acidic and watery, as opposed to having incomplete digestion. I also still have some weakness and nausea, which the latter normally goes away after I barf from overeating.

im sure the heavy calorie counts and some recent sleep issues have not helped with whatever just happened. I did have a small fear of overdoing this and having my stomach revolt, but I paced myself best I could and did not feel major signs of the usual issues before this. I will not be continuing my current challenge and will likely not return to stuffing for a while, and definitely not to that extreme. I forgot that my digestive system could be somewhat delicate.

thx for your understanding ✌️ hopefully I can work on my appetite in a much gentler manner going forward

[sayorithot]

Maybe you should sexualise the *inability* to touch yourself when you’re horny but can’t do anything about it 😊

oh I absolutely also do that lol

its very fun but then the problem is im only half paying attention to certain things that really deserve full attention as well as sitting and just gooning out writing and reading horny shit because it still feels good to be horny even without touch...

one time i spent a whole day reading porn fic on ao3 and unexpectedly came just thinking about it. literally had to lean on a wall because of how hard it hit me and I was in shock after at having had that happen

hgnsjfhs I legit do think denial of some level could help me but its gotta be like. a limited and controlled amount of denial I guess... hmmm...

[sayorithot]

fuck. okay. I just realized the time and just how full i was. I wanted to keep holding so bad but had to tap out cuz i was nervous abt holding THAT long... the recommended rule of holding is 4 hours and I was wayyy past that tbh... like i said, I was super tempted bc i could have done it, but ive been having other things that feel like i should take a break... i would love to do that again sometime tho, that was sooo satisfying 💕💕

[sayorithot]

okay weird question but im making a smoothie bc I wanted to have smth tasty and high calorie but I opened up a can of coconut cream and not only did the can not have much of a "pop" when I used the can opener, it also smells like. weirdly meaty?? like canned cat food. tastes fine, the smell isnt anywhere deeper in the can, but ive been getting mixed answers when googling, abt whether this is like, a normal possibility with some unfortunate flavor or if it's a sign of botulism or smth. ive only ever experienced coconut milk tasting slightly soapy which i attributed to my own associations with coconut scented shower products, and this smell is. very weird to me. does anyone else cook w coconut cream who can tell me if this is normal??