#cheshire.

[seawattgaming]

Gee, it's almost like you said that the fighter level was right before the master level.

But sure. I'm the worst guide cat. I'm not even suppose to help you out. Just a reminder.

Fuck off. I don't know if its below the noob level. I don't know where Jester is from. Go choke on a hairball.

And this isn't my job either but apparently that stupid Champion is incompetent and incapable of doing his job. Because Evbo forbid someone who's not me has to do their job.

[helleboree]

I love you.

i love you, too., always will.

[helleboree]

ive been writing more lately princess, yet its rather dark. but romantic? and usually when im inebriated. huh.

i’m proud of you for writing more! hey, as i see it there’s a lot of beauty that comes out of the darker corners of our minds, you know? and writing is writing no matter what it may be. i’m gonna lurk and read through what you’ve posted.

[helleboree]

i know i know, but we are the same and hide it until it spills over. im trying to be brave and strong. despite ife being shit im half manic so i take advantage of those moments. strategize disorders.

i should say we should both really fix that- but chances are we probably won’t. even the fact that you’re trying makes me proud of you, just know that. i wish i could channel everything the same way… seems like i’m having a hard time of it lol. but having an outlet, a productive one at that, is good. and i’m proud of you for that, too. i don’t say it enough – i need to start saying it to people more – but i love you, okay?

[helleboree]

also i love you very much and just no, no matter what whenever shit gets too hard i think of you and i keep going.

i love you, too. very very much, and i think of you often. i hope things start going better… always remember i’m here, just a message or text away at all times.

[helleboree]

has my princess seen that ive been writing again?

i haven’t been on much outside of setting things up to queue (i’ve been so tired lately, it’s actually ridiculous lol…) but i’m going to go check now!

[helleboree]

how is my princess?

there’s a lump in my throat i can’t seem to clear away. and an ache in my chest, growing against every effort to rid myself of it. i could say i’ve been ‘bad’ lately but- it doesn’t quite feel enough. there’s no other way for me to really describe it, however, so it’s the best i can really do. sadly i’ve come to the realization that ‘feeling things’ doesn’t quite feel like the right thing for me.

[helleboree]

ahhh i just love you so much.

i know, and i love you, too. i hope you’ve been doing alright as well. you know i worry–