WBWNS: 21. December - Risk
Katsuki pushed open the bathroom door, and warm, humid air curled around his bare feet. The world was still half-asleep - grey light filtering through the frosted window, the faint gurgle of pipes, the smell of soap and mint toothpaste. Izuku stood in front of the mirror, lips in a pout and his hands still in his curls, already fully dressed in a pine green, elegantly cut jumper from his mother's latest collection and dark trousers. Red eyes wandered. Slow and heavy-lidded, trailing over Izuku's silhouette. The buzzcut above the collar at his neck, the line of his shoulders, his hips, down to the fit of his trousers, the length of his trouser legs above the eyesores of his banana socks. But the coast was clear. No snaps of ugly socks on breakfast television (like last time), because Deku's trousers fucking fit. And he had often suspected it, often thought it, often imagined for it, and finally got his way on his last shopping trip: Black.
They bought a piece in black.
Cause black looked damn splendid on that nerd. And something about the dark, loose-fitting jeans that wrapped around his calves and thights ...left room for visions of strong muscles... the kind that’d slowly kill him on any staircase in the near future.
"Kacchan!" Izuku chirped, obvious as ever, thank God, as soon as the mist on the bathroom mirror revealed him standing in the doorway. "You're awake!" "More or less," he grunted. With a laugh, Izuku looked over his shoulder, lips in a small, grateful grin. Katsuki crossed his arms, trying to drown the growing warmth in something that sounded like authority.
"Ready?" It was the asscrack of dawn, and his body screamed for another hour in bed. Deku's eyes, however, were attentive and bright, and his body seemed to vibrate with suppressed excitement. "No, god - Kacchan - just no. I was never ever made for live television," he laughed shyly and rubbed his nose, "in my worst moments, I still spiral when I think of the interview training with Mt. Lady." Without taking his eyes off the nerd, Katsuki pulled a bathrobe off the hook behind the door and followed him into the kitchen. The floor was cold beneath his feet as he thrust his arms into the cozy, warm cotton. "How long do you think it’ll take?" Izuku asked, turning on the kettle. Katsuki crouched in front of the dishwasher, looking for Deku’s dented ‘lucky charm’ thermos cup. "Broadcast’s from six to eight. You could be home by nine," he muttered. A backpack landed on the kitchen table. Izuku squinted at the fridge, trying to read their rotas, while he fumbled with the zipper. "You'll be gone by then, though."
Katsuki grabbed the cup and pulled it out of the dishwasher to clean it. "Yup."
They met at the sink. "I—uh," Izuku started, eyes flicking from the sleek reusable cup in his hands to the old piece in Katsuki's hands, held together only by fond memories and long-banned chemical compounds, "where did you find that?" "In the Nightmare Void," Katsuki replied dryly over the sound of splashing water, "that crack beside your bed." Izuku snorted, the sound so loud and unhinged in the delicate moments of the morning that Katsuki startled, dropping the cup and promptly splashing himself with hot, lemon-scented foam. "What the hell, Deku—" He turned off the tap energetically, shaking off his arms, irritation barely covering the warmth creeping up his neck as he whirled to the side, "are you a damn boar—" He didn’t get to finish. Arms wrapped around his waist, sudden and solid, and Izuku’s cold nose brushed over bare skin in the deep V of his bathrobe. His heart leapt to the top of his skull and popped there. "Sugoi, Kacchan," his voice sounded muffled, face mushed somewhere between his pecs, "you're spoiling me. How am I ever going to live without you?"
Don’t. Katsuki looked down — and Izuku looked up. And there it was — adoration, trust, love — all the things Katsuki had no idea how to deal with at 4:47 in the damn morning. This guy… these eyes. These freckles. This mouth. This smile – he wanted to lean in. He wanted to. So so badly – shit. Katsuki bared his upper lip at his completely deranged thoughts before grumbling; "Any semi-literate roomie would know that..." your lucky charm is a thermos cup that had been lost somewhere in the flat for at least two weeks, and that it would only take two hours of searching and two minutes of internal war to face this gap next to your bed with the light from a mobile phone. (It wasn't really that bad. Apart from half a packet of nuts and three empty water bottles, he only found crumbs, dust bunnies and the aforementioned cup). Deku's grin turned sly, in that affectionate way that made Katsuki take a deep, silent breath every time. His skin began to buzz with irritation. "Back off or I'll do something you'll regret." "Like?" The nerd bit his lip, pink and raw, and Katsuki’s fingers (fortunately still halfway wet) curled hard into pine-green fabric as he finished his sentence, “…making me cry?”
"For fucks sake, I-zu-ku."
How dare he tempt him like that? It would be so damn easy to bury his teeth in those round, freckled cheeks right now and watch...-
"What's the letter?"
Oh. It was supposed to be R, like reliability. Rationality. Roommates - (and that's what they were, so he swallowed hard, shoving the thoughts about big, hot tears and damp cheeks deep into his subconscious) or respect. R.e.s.p.e.c.t.
"Back off," he managed, quieter.
R - like resolve, yeah. Or – resisting-
"What's the letter, Ka-tsu-ki."
His brow shot up and his teeth ground so hard, once, he thought he might have broken one. Never in who-knows-how-many years did his name leave that mouth. Deku's mouth. His lips, tongue and teeth. His fingers trembled, but that damn nerd was still so fucking close, so fucking daring – still fucking smirking.
"You've got a goddamn" he swallowed, "death wish."
"Tell. Me."
"It's R. Like –"
"Risk."
The whisper hung between them, bold and dangerous in the dawn light.
The kettle clicked off, steam ghosting past their faces. Neither of them moved until Katsuki cleared his throat and Izuku took a slow step to the side.
Seems like both of them weren’t yet ready to walk that one extra step, to cross the penultimate line, to really risk it all in a fracture of a second.
But obviously, they both wanted to be.














