#chronic sadness

[blurredflicker]

normalize being so overcome with sadness you could swim in it

[ridzbidz]

the chronic sadness strikes again

[crochetandclockwork]

I hate sleeping alone. I don't think sertraline works. I'm scared of everything. I just want sleep

[jennipur]

Another year, another surgery

Abdominal and pelvic exploratory. Something else might be going on because things keep getting worse. Today's PT was so bad I almost vomited. I literally had to take my Zofran on the way out. I was trying to avoid going more than twice a month so we wouldn't have trouble financially, but with conditions as they are, it has to be aggressive, so now I'll be going weekly. They suggested twice weekly, but there's no way in hell we can afford that. I had to cancel going over to see Sissy & Landon because I felt so bad when I got out. I don't do that unless I'm really having a hard time because I don't get to see them as much as I'd like. I just wanted to get home, take my meds, get my heating pad on and cry. We were going to decorate his room today. I am so fucking frustrated.