Overloaded serial stresser, I'm sitting nauseous
Panic on a loop in my head, I'm chronically cautious
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Overloaded serial stresser, I'm sitting nauseous
Panic on a loop in my head, I'm chronically cautious
This is gift art I made for this birthday fic for @autumnignited by @/infinitesongbird called Chronically Cautious. It is an incredibly creative and unique concept, and an amazing story that I highly recommend reading!
The song Chronically Cautious reminds me of Shane from Stardew Valley and I understand exactly why but I don't know how to explain.
Shane knows that his alcoholism and other issues are bad for him but he doesn't know how to get out. He doesn't want this at all but it's like he's drowning. 34 is a hard age to realize that your entire life is fucked over. He doesn't know how to get better and every time he tries he fails. Shane questions how much he wants this. All of the issues he's had over the course of his life have built up and it's so difficult to deal with. He's chronically cautious because it's like anything he does will somehow come back to hurt him in the end. It's a never ending loop that he has been struggling to break for years but there is still some strange glimpse of hope for change to still come.
Do y'all know what I mean by all this?
Inside x Chronically Cautious edit
To keep it simple
I think I've been willingly following every impulse
Picturing a future, then tossing it out the window
overloaded serial stressor, i’m sitting nauseous
how do i get off this?
CHRONICALLY CAUTIOUS - Braden Bales