vernon and i kissed last night, both of our first kisses. how odd, that neither of us has any experience with this sort of thing? i know i’ve never had time for a relationship because i’ve been focusing on my work, and i guess he’s been doing the same, but to also have someone inexperienced like me to share my first kiss with? i don’t mind it. i like vernon, i always have. he’s a good guy, super chill and i think he matches my eccentric personality nicely. not to say that this is going to end up with us together, because right now i think it’s just some harmless kissing, just dipping our toes into the water. but he did ask me to stay the night with him last night and we did kiss more this morning and he’s very nice to curl into while we sleep and even nicer to wake up to and he smells so nice and is so comforting to be around and i really like the way my head gets dizzy after our lips disconnect and oh fuck do i have a crush?
