I Really Have To Do Better Than This... || Umeko || Execution Reaction
Watching the execution silently, Umeko…wasn’t sure how to feel anymore. Yuma wasn’t necessarily a bad person, but after this trial…after the last AB Game…it started to get harder to enjoy being in her company for even a short amount of time. Violence was not the answer- neither was anger. Umeko knew that sometimes it just couldn’t be helped if you were angry…but this was too much. She could’ve used her talent to protect others, she could’ve used it for a good cause…
Once again, Umeko burst into tears. She tried her hardest to think of the girl just by her side, who had told her to stop crying…but they wouldn’t stop. When she was a little girl, she would rarely cry, because nothing was able to make her sad. She was always a bright little ball of sunshine who saw everyone as good until proven to be wrong…but just being here made her feel empty and left a somber feeling looming over her. In the midst of her tears, she opened her mouth to speak quietly…to the deceased.
"…Sugawara-chan…I understand the need to see your family alive and well…I understand how you felt in ways you couldn’t possibly imagine- even after this motive I can’t help but fear for their safety…but what you did…wasn’t right. You hurt someone, stopped them from ever being able to see their own family and then tried to pass it off on someone else who was innocent. I only have one question now, Sugawara-chan- why? I suppose now I’ll never get my answer…so I’ll just let that question haunt me everyday until I find a way out…"
Gulping and rubbing her arm against her eyes, she wondered why she was even speaking like this to someone who could not hear her nor answer her. In truth…it was a bit hard to say it to her face, so once she was dead it all flew out of her mouth easily. She wasn’t scared of the anger that Yuma had- she knew that after saying all of this she wouldn’t be hurt.
No matter what happened, she could not get hurt or die…
"…But regardless…I hope you find peace, Sugawara-chan…I’m sure you are much better off outside of here…in a safe place…I can’t say I dislike you now…but liking you as a friend is going too far, I think. I don’t have much respect either, in all honesty…I…I’m sorry, I don’t know how I feel…but please know I hold no hatred for you…if you’re even listening, that is."
With a nod, she was done with her little confession and made her way to find her partner and room for the AB Game, giving the list a good luck to see who she would be up against. They…seemed like kind people…she smiled at the board before walking off to her fate.
One wrong move and it would be the end of Umeko Toujou.