#cian x devlin

[anonymous-spooks]

”I gotchu, baby…”

@sanityshorror

[sanityshorror]

how was killian react to learn cian is gay? did he automatically accept or did this take time to accept? was killian mad before accept? one more inquiry was it cian choice to come out or was he become caught?

much apologies for bad english. i have learn this language for only one years.

Please don't apologize for your English! Learning a new language is very difficult and honestly, your English is very good for someone who has only been studying it for a year! I can understand what you mean just fine so please don't worry or apologize:">

Answer below cut since I rambled way more then intended 😭

Cian isn't gay, he's pansexual (meaning that gender isn't a factor in who he is attracted to). However, obviously he is married to another man (Devlin) and had plenty of other male partners prior to Devlin — though none of those relationships were all that serious. He never really had any genuinely serious, real relationships prior to Devlin, but that's a different topic for another time.

Anyway, given that Killian is also pansexual (and married to Julius, at that), he definitely wasn't angry when he found out. Cian never really 'came out', it was just kinda one of those things that Killian was aware of from the day they met (when Cian was 13 and Killian was 26), just as Cian was always aware that Killian is pan. They actually kinda called each other out on it within a few hours of meeting.

Killian asked if Cian had any kids yet (💀), to which Cian respond, ".... I'm 13." And Killian, in his infinite wisdom, said, "yeah, so? I turned 13 only a month before yer ma popped you out. What are ya, a faggot or somethin’?" To which Cian didn't miss a beat and retorted, "are you?" There was a short very awkward silence before Killian cleared his throat and changed the subject. More specifically, he asked Cian, "sooo...is yer ma still hot?" 💀😭

Cian was vindicated about Killian not being straight that evening, when Julius barged into Killian's office and plopped himself down on Killian's lap (and in a rather lewd manner, at that 💀😭) without noticing Cian was there. Killian panicked and did his signature panic-shove, pushing Julius onto the floor all while Cian sat there losing his shit cackling.

After Killian awkwardly introduced them, Cian attempted to hit on Julius (and now Killian was the one cackling). To Cian's dismay, Julius (23 at the time) responded by patting him on the head and telling him, "I'm a solid five years too old for you, and you're a solid 10 years too young for me, kiddo."

So, yeah, Cian's orientation was never an issue in his personal life. However he absolutely is very much closeted in his public life, he has to be, he's a mob boss.

Now, while Killian never batted an eye over Cian's attraction to men, he was absolutely devastated and extremely disappointed when he found out that Cian is a bottom 😭 Killian figured it instantly the moment he saw Cian and Dev together — it's quite obvious tbh lol.

[anonymous-spooks]

Now who’s the boss here again?

@sanityshorror

[anonymous-spooks]

Wonder what’s going on here?

@sanityshorror

[anonymous-spooks]

Cuties. 🥰

@sanityshorror

[sanityshorror]

Who does Cian like better, Killian or Devlin?

Cian's relationship with Killian and his relationship with Dev are very different, I don't think it's really fair to compare the relationships. Devlin is by far Cian's Favorite Person™ but that isn't too say Killian isn't held on a god-tier pedestal. Cian definitely spends much more time with Dev. But ultimately the relationships are so different it's really not fair to compare them. Cian is very, very, very overly attached to them both in their own way and for their own different reasons.

That's basically a tldr without getting into nitty gritty, and I will keep dodging opening that Can of Worms™ for as long as I possibly can😭

[sanityshorror]

Devlin: I really love your personality-

Cian: thank you, it took four disorders to achieve it!