#ciarra13

[okyahno]

him: what do you want from me?

me: i want you to lay me down. i want you to hold me. i want you to kiss me. i want you to trace you fingers down my leg. i want you to make my whole body just tingle. i want you to kiss me neck. i want you to pull me closer to you. i want you to bit my lip. i want you to drive me crazy. i want you to grab my ass. i want you to take off my clothes, piece by piece. i want you to make me arch my back. i want you to love me. i want you to tell me you love me. i want you,

[okyahno]

i hate that just when i'm ready to give up and move on bc i don't need the hurt he calls me and tells me he's crazy about me and can't stop thinking about me and i'm too foolish not to believe it and it absolutely sucks. i just don't even know what's going on in my own life.

[okyahno]

as the person someone cheated with, I always wished someone would tell the girlfriend. so if you know someone’s cheating, you should tell the boyfriend/girlfriend, they deserve to know.

[okyahno]

ironically, i'm not sober enough for this. 

[okyahno]

this just seems like its getting worse and worse. 

[okyahno]

remember when we were 5 and we thought that everything we wanted our life to be would happen? ha, what bullshit.

[okyahno]

My life is just a big bundle of disaster.

[okyahno]

On the bright side, I finally cried.