My Enemy | 05
Pairing: Namjoon x reader
Synopsis: Namjoon being your biggest rival and the person you hate the most. But after some time you came to the realization that do you really hate him or is it an act?
Warning: Strong Language, mature content
Genre: smut, angst, fluff, College Au, enemies to lovers
Word count: 3,5K
Other parts: 01| 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08 | 09
A/N: I reposted this one since I fixed some grammar errors and added more scenes. I’m working back on this story, and damn am I excited. I’ll be fixing the first few episodes again because this was the first ever series I made so it was bad. But yeah enjoy.
4 years later
"Namjoon, the teacher needs you." You told him as he kissed your lips and quickly left in a hurry. You and Namjoon have been dating ever since senior year in high school. And well now both of you are in your 3 year of college. He has been the most amazing and caring boyfriend. You honestly can't live without him.
He’s the happiness to your life, the source of energy. To think your relationship would last this long seems crazy but it isn’t. Spending time with him is the things you enjoyed the most, and you can’t help but wonder how your relationship will go on.
Quickly, grabbing your belongings you headed out of the classroom and without paying attention in front of you, you accidentally bumped into something. "I'm sorry" you heard a soft voice say first. Looking up you see a guy.
He looks about the same age as you. Soft brown fluffy hair, perfectly shaped nose as well as lips. And don't forget how handsome he is. You haven't seen him before, he must be new.
"Don't worry about it" You told him with a smile.
"What's your name?" You asked him, as he nervously looked up. "I'm hoseok" He said, nervously looking down at the floor. And you chuckled at that. You know how it feels like to be the new kid in a place you don't know. You know the feeling of being put like an outcast
"Well nice to meet you, hoseok. I'm y/n" you smile extending your hand towards him, he quickly nodded grabbing your hand inreturn. Pulling your hand away you smiled. "Nice to meet you as well" He said as he gave you a shy smile.
"Do you perhaps know where classroom 4-4 is?" He said while looking at a white paper. And you could easily tell It was his schedule. Looking back up at him, you nodded "This is the classroom you're looking for" You told him as he looked up at you with a surprised face.
"Ah! Thank you" he said with a smile. He has a nice smile. You just know you'll be great friends with him. You can already tell by his sweetness.
"No problem class just finished, and well I'll be going to lunch. Do you want to come with me?" you told him, he smiled brightly. He's like sunshine, he truly is. Nodding quickly, the both of you started walking.
. . . . . .
"Who is this?" said Namjoon while looking at you and then at Hoseok . Quickly you got up from your seat to hug him, but he looked at you with confused and angry eyes. Confused, you look at him who was waiting for an answer.
"Namjoon, this is Hoseok, my new friend. Hoseok this is my boyfriend Namjoon” you told them as hoseok smiled but namjoon didn't. He looked serious and even annoyed. Is he serious right now? Jealousy again?
This wasn’t the first nor the last time Namjoon has shown jealousy towards you. Getting angry whenever you hang out with someone, especifically a male. Or feeling annoyed and giving you the cold treatment. You hope he changes that.
"Why don't you eat with us?" you told Namjoon, as you sat down on your chair. He nodded and without thinking he grabbed a chair and moved it between you and hoseok. Smirking, he sat on it.
Giving him a death glare as you pinch his arm. Is he that jealous? I mean you would understand him, Hoseok is really handsome. But you love Namjoon, you have told him that, shown him that. Yet he always finds a way to be jealous.
"You guys make a nice couple" said Hoseok with a smile, his eyes averting to Namjoon and then back to you. Nodding you smiled.
"Thank you" You told him, smiling as Namjoon kicked your feet softly. Looking at him confusedly, and then back to Hoseok, which you were helping him with his schedule before Namjoon arrived.
"So you're new?" Namjoon quickly said, turning towards hoseok's direction. He quickly nodded. "Yes, is it that noticeable?" He said as you laughed. Namjoon immediately looked at you furious. As you quickly took your smile off, which made Hoseok laugh.
"No it's not– okay maybe a little" You said which made hoseok laugh softly. He's such a kind and happy person. Wish you could be like that sometimes, but with the amount of stress you have it’s impossible.
"Food is good" Namjoon immediately said as he grabbed your arm, pulling you away from the table. Looking back you see Hoseok with a confused face. "I'll be back" You yelled as he looked up and nodded with a smile.
As Namjoon pulled you into a classroom, he locked the door. Crossing your arms you look at him. "What was that for?" you told him angrily, feeling irritated towards him. This isn't the first time he does a jealous boyfriend show to you. It's honestly the only reason why you don't have many guy friends.
"He was flirting with you" He calmly yelled, making you roll your eyes.
"Here we go again" you said, death staring at him. It has become a daily thing. He gets jealous and you tell him the opposite of what he thinks. These arguments always happen, and you always end up winning.
"He was flirting, he likes you" He said again, and with hand motions as well. "He's new namjoon, he's just nice" you said while copying his hand movements. Making him roll his eyes, putting his hands on a desk, looking back at you with a sad and angry expression, making you look away from him.
"He likes you, you can't tell me otherwise" he continued, pointing at you with his finger. You're so over these conversations. It's frustrating how much he gets jealous. It's suffocating. It's like he wants to keep you in a little box just for himself and that isn't right.
He wants to keep you in this closet just for him, for no one else to see you or be around you. It’s starting to make you feel like a trophy that he just brags about and wants no one else to touch it. You assured him multiple times about the love you have for him, yet he never believes you.
Just like now.
Coming closer to him , you softly touched his face. Looking into your eyes, he soon smashed his lips into yours. Quickly you put both of your hands over his neck, as he quickly put his hands on your waist. As the kiss kept it’s pace, he slowly pushed you towards the teacher's desk. Leaving soft and wet kisses on your neck.
Looking towards the door to see if anyone was watching or to see if the door somehow opened, but you didn't see anyone and the door was locked. Quickly you unbuttoned his shirt, he looked at you with a smirk, knowing what was about to happen. Once you were finished with his, he started to take your shirt off, kissing softly your shoulder and up to your breast, making you feel all types of butterflies.
Sex. That's something you both do. You waited a year until fulling getting on with sex. He's gentle, loving, caring, just everything. Sex has become a normal thing for the both of you. You love it of course you do. And well you have it every single time you have this same arguments.
The angry sex type is your favourite sometimes.
As he slowly traced kisses on your stomach, making soft moans leave your mouth. Smirking, he put you on top of the desk, while he took your pants off. Doing sex in a classroom is dangerous, but you're way too turned on to stop now. You wanted him to fuck you, to forget about the arguments. To show him he’s the only one in your mind. He’s the only person you are willing to fuck over and over again.
As you were lost in your thoughts, he placed a soft kiss on the fabric of your underwear, making you shiver.
He started by softly placing kisses on your inner thighs, making you gasp somewhat loud, his soft lips against your thighs felt so good. Quickly he got back up, making you unbuckled his pants in a hurry. He could see the frustration, the needines, making him smile at you. Pulling down his pants he finishes off by taking them off. Once his pants hit the floor, he kissed your breast again as he unclipped your bra. Cupping your breast, slowly licking them up and down. Pinching your sensitive bud, making soft moans leave your mouth. You were praying not to be too loud, or you would get caught and you didn’t want to go through that embarrassment.
"Lay down" he said, which you quickly obeyed. Laying in the empty and cold desk, you spread your legs for him, making you feel exposed to him but you didn’t mind. It’s not like it was the first time. Looking at your womanhood, he smirked. That smirk that always drove you crazy.
Carefully you took your underwear off, feeling the cool air hit you. Biting your lip you looked up to Namjoon, as his eyes never let your womanhood.
Rubbing your entrance with his thumb, you softly moan, arching your back just a bit. Lifting your leg up, you put your foot on his boxers, motioning him to take them off as he smiled and now obeyed your orders. Quickly he took them off as you see his cock come out. The veiny and hard cock, while precum fell from the tip. Biting your lip, you looked up at Namjoon as he put the condom on in a rush.
“I want to fuck you already” he licked his lips, almost like he was going to devour you.
“Go ahead” you chuckled.
And without wasting time he came closer to you, spreading your legs, he rubbed his tip on your pussy. As he immediately pushed his cock into you making you and him gasp. Your wall immediately wrapped around his cock as he groaned.
"Fuck you're so tight" He said while throwing his head back. He quickly took your hand, interlacing it with yours, just waiting for you to give him that signal. The familiar stretch felt so good, it was something you were getting used to. But loving it every single time.
Biting your lip, you tried calming yourself down. Just feeling impatient for him to move. Once you were a bit adjusted to him , you nodded. “Go on” you told him, as he started moving. Moving slowly, not trying to hurt you, which was just making you impatient. You need him to fuck you. To distract you from the argument the both of you just had.
To fuck the life out of you if he could.
"Fuck! faster please" You begged him as he chuckled at your low patience. Picking up his pace, his movements became firmer making you hold his hand tighter. If you moan you'll both get caught, and you can’t let that happen.
As he started thrusting faster into you, you cover your mouth quickly preventing you from moaning. Pleasure was hitting you quickly, he knew the spots. What buttons to push to drive you to the edge. It drive you insane how well he was just fucking you.
Keeping the thrusts faster into you, he groaned. "No one will fuck you this way" He told you as he thrusted faster, putting his hand on your waist so you wouldn’t move. Biting the skin or your bottow lip tighter, he continue thrusted inside of you.
The sound of his body hitting yours echoed around the room, the sweat that was dripping from your neck to your stomach, and the sweat that was coating his forehead, making some of his hair strands stick to it. God you loved the way he looked so unreal with his black hair.
Everything about these moments you loved, the way he kept thrusting and groaning while you tried holding in your moans. Or the atmosphere of pure sex in the air, you even feel bad for the person that was going to teach in this room.
"Tell me you won't go to anyone else" he said, keeping the quick pace. You nodded barely being able to talk or just nod in general. Your mind was foggy, full of pleasure. You couldn't think of anything else but him fucking you.
As he put your legs over his shoulder, Going now deeper with each thrust. He just knew your g-spot so well. Hitting your cervix perfectly with each thrust, was making small moans escape your mouth. "Say it" He said, thrusting faster, and pulling you up to the desk. Now making you face him.
"I only want you" You told him as he thrusted faster. “Namjoon” you let a moan escape your mouth. Digging your nails into his back, you continued to hold your moans in. "Fuck just like that. Please don't stop" You told him, dragging your nails down his back. He loved that feeling, he loved the way you desperately asked for him.
As he thrusted deeper, you couldn’t take it anymore. You felt as if you were going to cum any second “I’m cumming” you whispered, as he understood and kept the pace. As you couldn’t control your mouth , you moaned loudly making you cum all over his cock. Your body with sweat, heavy breathing as he kept thrusting into you.
He thrusted deeper one last time, finally cumming all over the condom. Throwing his head back, he sighed, resting his head on your shoulder.
"Hoseok was just being nice. We won't continue this conversation, got it?" You told him, while messaging his hair. Maybe it wasn’t the best thing to say after you both just fucked but you knew he would amke excuses later on. He quickly pulled out of you and tied the condom, and while he was about to throw it you stopped him. "Don't! They'll find out" you said while putting your clothes back on.
He quickly nodded. "You didn't answer the question" you spoke up to him while putting your shirt back on. He looked at you and then sighed. You quickly come over to him and put your hand on his face as he rested on it.
"I love you and only you. Please don't ever doubt that." You told him as he looked at you with a sad expression.
"We won't have this conversation again. I promise." He said as you smiled, kissing his lips. You love him too much to ever leave him. And leaving isn't even an option for you, ever. Fixing his hair, he smiled at you.
"I love you" He told you, and you smile. "I love you just as much" you said as he placed another kiss on your lips.
“Go change” you laughed, making him nod in embarrassment.
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Washing your hands on the bathroom sink, you fix yourself. Can't look like you just had sex, you have to look decent. Touching up your makeup you looked one last time into the mirror. Before you walked out of the bathroom, heading towards Hoseok’s direction.
"Sorry for the wait. Namjoon is just a jealous freak" You told him as he laughed. You sat next to him while he nodded.
"Don't worry about it. I understand" He said, smiling. He's just the sweetest person ever. Hope you can be friends with him without Namjoon's jealousy. "So you're a couple?" he asked, to which you smiled happily. Nodding quickly, he smiled.
"Yeah, 4 years strong" you told him as his eyes went wide with a smile, but then he quickly went silent. "I was once in a relationship as well. We only dated for 2 years though." He said, looking down at the table. That's your biggest fear now. Breaking up with Namjoon. You're so attached to him that losing him will be hard.
It will hurt you like no other.
"I'm so sorry to hear that" you told him, grabbing his hands. He looked up and gave you a weak smile. It must be hard breaking up with someone you really love, you can’t even imagine breaking up with Namjoon. You love him too much to hurt yourself that way. "Don't worry about it. It's in the past now. It happened about 3 years ago. I'm fine now" He said with a smile. And you could see he meant it. With the way his eyes shined brightly at the word fine.
"I'm proud of you" you said while getting up and pulling him into a hug. As he hesitantly returned it back. "Thank you" He whispered. Holding you tighter in his arms with a smile.
"I'm happy to have met you. Hope we can be friends" He said. Pulling away, you meet his eyes. You hope for that too, but with namjoon you're not really sure. And you're sure he knows that.
"I hope so too" You told him while smiling.
. . . . . . .
"You got to be fucking kidding me" He yelled as you rolled your eyes. Stupid Kenzie. How could she?
"You believe her more than me?" you yelled back. Hoseok has become a part of all your arguments. Ever since you became friends with him Namjoon has been the most jealous freak ever. He has never been like this. He has gotten jealous before but never like this. And that day you hugged Hoseok. She took a picture of it and lied to Namjoon.
"You love him more than me?" He yelled, making you roll your eyes again, laughing sarcastically. He's being so annoying right now. Putting your arms on your face with frustration as he kept yelling.
"Shut the fuck up. I have told you millions of times. We have had this same argument for days now. I love you and only you. Can't you see that!?" You yelled at him, making him go quiet. You're over these conversations. It's exhausting how much he keeps talking about the same thing.
It’s been three weeks over the same arguments, over the same stupid arguments. And you can’t help but feel tire, tire at this situation.
"Tell me. When did you fuck him?" He said, looking straight at you. Throwing your head back in anger, he kept asking the same question. "I didn't sleep with Hoseok." You said calm while he hit the table with his hands.
“You didn’t? Don’t lie to me!?” he yelled, keeping his eyes on you at all times. You tried to stay calm, but it felt impossible now. You are over this and this will end today. “I’m not fucking lying to you” you yelled back, giving him the same energy.
"Fine. Guess what. This is over" He yelled heading towards the door, quickly you followed after him, grabbing his hand tightly. "Kim Namjoon. Think of what you're saying and what you are about to do. You're going to end our relationship because of jealousy." You yelled.
“Because of a bitch that never liked us together. That you have to admit she likes you” you yelled back, as he quietly stood there listening to you. “Think about this” you calmly said, he opened the door and walked out. "I need space" Was the last thing he said before he left.
Closing the door a tear fell from your eyes. In disbelief you sat on your bed crying. Why does things have to be like this? Why did it had to go this way?
You cried until there weren't any more tears left. And without realizing you fell into a deep sleep, that you weren’t even aware you needed until now.
The ringing on your phone is what gets you up. Clicking on the notification, seeing the bright light flash into your eyes, making you close them shut.
“Shit” you cursed you, feeling blinded. Once your eyes were adjusted you looked at the message, making your eyes grow wide.
"Is he serious!?" you yelled, standing up from the bed. It was a picture with him hugging Kenzie. and a winky face. The exact same person that made you guys fight. Anger was all you felt. Your blood boiling while you just stare at the picture. Here you were crying yourself to sleep while he was over here having fun with that girl.
Fuck you hate that girl, and you had enough. You truly had enough, from her, and even Namjoon. He wants to play this game then so be it. You aren’t scared of losing. And if he think he just make fun of you and leaves well, he's wrong.
You played this game before, but before it wasn’t this intense. Just like you were enemies back then you can still be now.
"Two can play a game. You just wait namjoon. And by the way I play to win" You smirked, feeling hurt and angry at the same time. But you were determined to win.
He isn't going without a battle. Let round 2 begin.