Drama
my preferred name rye I am go by they/them! Pronouns I’m mildly mentally handicapped and have arthritis
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That moment your mom has made the biggest mistake of her life, by dating someone who is very very bad, he convinced her to move, again and again, my mom’s first house was a house she bought with the money donated by nice people who also helped us pay for my little brother’s funeral! He was 9! And that house was special, but he came into my mom’s life and fucked everything up.
the first house was fine for awhile but eventually it turned into hell hole, to make it simple the swat team came barging through our door and he prevented my mom from paying bills and paying rent by lying to her Then we moved again and we lost everything all my clothes all our stuff we had to start from scratch because the landlord wouldn’t let us get our stuff except for a few items, like my cat! Who was in there for a month! [That’s a whole other rant for another time] oh and my mom’s boyfriend let’s call him BP he also called in bomb threat to his work while he was high and he might be involved in a missing person/murder investigation!
Anyway it was alright and pleasant at first but then it happened again no swat team though but the police come here all the time and I hate it, and people come here all the time, and I have severe anxiety I hate it! I want to kill myself so badly but I also don’t want to.
Only thing keeping me alive is, my pets, Tumblr, youtubers!, fanfic’s, and my friends.
Yeah I can’t keep this in anymore, sorry mom, if you see this is, I can’t keep quiet anymore.