Feb 24
something i don't see us mentioning about the bed video is how smiley phil is throughout it. no lie, that man is dripping in fondness for his partner of 16 years. sixteen fucking years!!! and that gets me thinking about how much phil must have had to hide his smiles and fondness in videos. and how that's still ingrained in him because we haven't seen that fondness very often since.
and believe me, i know that sixteen years of mental programming is going to be hard as hell to undo. who knows, maybe that softness was just meant for the bed video. but i hope we do see more of it soon. because he deserves to show his love off for all of us to see. i want to drown in phil's happiness. i'm sure it would cure at least a few things in me.