#clef-de-re

[teethandcurls]

You’re not overreacting. The real question is why wouldn’t you be a lesbian I mean come on wake up world all those straight girls going to waste

hahaha i wish i had your wit, that would have been an awesome comeback. it wasn't specifically to me but it offended me and i felt like it was just really ignorant. 

[teethandcurls]

clef-de-re replied to your post: cup, english, naughty, picture, quality

Well, you’re cute as fuck. Sorry. Unsolicited opinion but I had to lol

Aww I'm really not but thank you :) you're so lovely.

[disintegratedsanity]

 clef-de-re said: Yeah, I can definitely identify with all of that. I’m glad it’s been slightly better at least but I hope it really starts going away soon. We’re all works in progress so something’s gotta give eventually. Best of luck <3

Thank you so much for your help and concern. It really means a lot to me you have no idea <3

-Xan

[disintegratedsanity]

Hey, Xan, I'm really sorry you're going through a rough time. I deal with death anxiety in varying degrees and am only starting to try and fix it. I don't know if you're into anything spiritual but reading about things like that and trying to believe it might help for a while. I've noticed my death anxiety increases around when I have panic attacks so if you have Xanax or something, it could calm the symptoms for a while. Ultimately I find I fear death the least when I'm doing something I find..

..worthwhile so maybe try and get involved in service projects that don't stress you out - I'm sure running this blog can be really triggering. Basically, if I'm living in the moment and staying around people I like and doing things I enjoy, it's harder to fear death because I'm at peace with myself. Death anxiety tells me death can take away who I am and what I love, but if I'm being myself and loving at the fullest, there's nothing left for it to take. More immediately, since it is a form of..

Disintegratedsanity:

Thank you so much for the advice. I only barely managed to get it under control although I find myself becoming hopeless or anxious more often than not. I considered doing some volunteer work at a local shelter since it's something I've always wanted to do but found myself having a panic attack when I walked in since I guess all the sad homeless animals and what they go through triggered my anxiety. I used to believe in reincarnation but it's like my brain is sticking these ideas in my head and kicking out everything I used to believe if that makes any sense. I don't have xanax but I still have some trazodone left which I use to help me get to sleep. I have been trying to find ways to deal with it and I will most definitely take your advice and try it. Thanks for your concern you have no idea how much it means to me to know people care enough to help. Thank you so much again <3

-Xan

[choral-dork]

Hello! I'm so excited I found your blog - I love it! There is a really special place in my heart for choral music. I was wondering: do you know of a good performance of Dies Irae (Z. Randall Stroope)? Just in case you have one handy :)

Sadly, Dies Irae is one of his pieces that i've had a hard time getting a hold of a good recording. I did, however stumble upon a mens arrangement that is not too shabby in my opinion! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YXyXxbFwbIY

The Iowa Statesmen

[betterthandarkchocolate]

Wow, I absolutely cannot believe that anon. Really? You care about people's issues and they're bashing you for it (with very trite, logically unsound insults I might add)? They seriously need to reevaluate their life. I know you don't need anyone to tell you what they're doing is stupid but you really do not deserve that kind of treatment. You're a fabulous person. I'm glad you blocked them. And I hope you have a lovely year!

Thank you for your kind message, I agree that they do seriously need to evaluate their life. 

It is just so frustrating having these sorts of close minded people attacking other because they are offended at being called racist. I feel so horrible that there are many people like this in the world, but messages like this give me hope.

Thank you <3

-Kris 

[betterthandarkchocolate]

18, 28 :)

18. What is your ethnic heritage?

My father is Irish and my mother is Chinese. 

28. Already answered :)

[betterthandarkchocolate]

I'm sorry you've had all of this to deal with. You're such a lovely, helpful person and so strong to have gotten so far. Just remember that you deserve to live a happy life. Although it might feel like it'll take forever, it will come. Bad circumstances come and go and difficult situations eventually get easier to deal with. Just put one foot in front of the other and remember to take care of yourself as much as you take care of others! Sometimes doing nothing is the best option. Best of luck <3

Thank you :)