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As much as I would like a social media following, I think growing my Tumblr is a bad idea, the world aint ready to see my Tumblr page so this will forever be staying private.

The only place I'd remotely like some kind of publicity in the plural community is on YouTube or Nebula when I can afford it and that's it. I tried tiktok once and gained a small following. But tiktok is too demanding for any upkeep on my content. Also, it's festered by sysmeds.

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Wanted to share my Disclaimer that's going to play at the beginning of all my future 'Plural Coded Media Series' videos

The disclaimer for my Plural Coded Media Series is so long and it's sad that it has to be this way, but I'd rather not have the DID purists on reddit come after me as hard as they do with others (I can't stop them entirely but I can at least make my self sound legit):

Everything that will be mentioned in this video is not and will never be an objective statement for the experience of plurality, nor will it describe or cover every plural’s or system’s experience. Plurality is an umbrella term which describes the experience of having multiple states of consciousness and this CAN be applied to dissociative disorders as well. The DSM 5 itself even states that Dissociative States can happen in religious and spiritual contexts and not in a dysfunctional or disorderly manner. However in this video series and honestly my whole channel, I will not be speaking about dissociative disorders. I will ONLY be speaking about plurality. Which CAN encompass the experience of having a dissociative disorder, though at the same time dissociative disorders alone do not define plurality objectively or entirely. This video is purely for the sake of headcannoning and talking about the representation of Plurality in any media that intentionally or unintentionally shows a form of plural coding within the story. Take from this what you will. If you relate to what is being discussed, then this video is for you. If not then, watch something else; it wasn't intended for you. I only have my own plural experience to compare and this does not speak for all plurals in plural communities. Thank you for your understanding and I hope you enjoy the video. Let me know if there's anything else I could add to the disclaimer or if ya'll think this is good to put before every video in my Plural Coded Media series.

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Ya'll omg- this took like a year (well not really but it felt like it) but I finally finished my damn script on the plural coding of Ratatouille. I just need to find the time to record myself reading it-… but problem it's 16 pages. 🫠 Wish me luck on putting it together.

[Edit: Yeah, it took me 9 months to write.

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The biggest red flag for me is someone who doesn't like EDM as a genre given it has various types of subgenres and subgenres of subgenres and derives from genres of other types of music like rock, classical, hip-hop etc.

Denying such variety is such a close-minded move. And on top of that, I can't imagine not liking synthesizers, sampled sounds and hardcore beats like hello? What do you do for fun? You're literally remixing sounds from this reality and turning it into something cool...

Another part of it is that I stim to EDM, especially rave music, so like not only will these people mock the genre but also mock how I listen to it- throwing a little ableism in there too. Apparently it's uncommon to find people who listen for the sound and instrumental aspect of music rather than lyrics; I do that full stop. Why has it been so hard for me to find people who listen to just the instrumental aspects of music?

It seems like everyone gets all high over words (which is so overrated imo), were's my people who get high over wubs, motifs, and distorted sampling-?

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Let's Humble Allistics

I love it when I humble Allistics/Neurotypicals by saying "I could be worse" when they start complaining about a time my mask started slipping or when my emotions started to become "overwhelming" for them as if it's not already overwhelming for me.😎👑

I can't be Mr. Goody 2 shoes 24/7. They'd get mad if I yell at someone or start hurting myself or slamming my belongings. But you know; at least I didn't hit you, at least I'm not harming you or anybody else in the room. What more do you fucking want from me?

(I know what they want, they want me to stop being autistic.)

Those examples are the most mature thing for me to do in those moments tbh and that's what they'll never fucking understand. When my brain is overstimulated by my own emotions I need katharsis, it needs to be released, it has to come out.

I can't repress my overstimulation forever. And literally nobody on this planet is content 100% of the time and that's what Allistics/NTs are basically asking from me. I'm not going to be fucking happy and positive 24/7 too I have my ugly days and times too, get over it.

The last thing I want to do is hurt somebody so if you have a problem with the way I emotionally regulate myself (especially when it's not harming other people) then that's something you need to deconstruct on your own; NOT ME.

And I don't want you within my proximity either if you're just gonna call it "excuses" tell me to confide or comply to Allistic expectations or be deadset and commited to misunderstanding me and my neurotype.

Not everyone is obligated to try and change the way they emotionally regulate for the sake of your damn convenience, repuation or whatever fragile social status your trying to keep or claim.

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Hi, I'm Clockworths

About me:

Mixed (Black & White) So- *GRAY*

AuDHD (Both Autistic & ADHD)

FtM Trans

Gay as hell~

Plural (of Protogenic & Gateway origins)

Collectively & Externally Polyamorous

Aromantic

Hypersexual

A Furry

Someone who cusses a lot

Someone who enjoys Dark Humor

Pagan & a VERY spiritual person

I also have synethesia (Lexical Gustatory being the main one) that plays into my spiritual, plural, and physical senses.

More about me:

I am an Artist. I like to Draw/Sketch, Animate, & 3D Model. I am a Musician, I play(ed) French Horn and I make my own compositions [with the help of circlemates of course].

Pronouns are He/Him, despite being plural we DO NOT use They/Them, unless if it's under the context of both me and someone else in my circle being mentioned. They/Them is not my Default.

We don't have a system name nor do we refer to ourselves as a "system". We prefer to be called Collective, Co, and/or Circle instead. Clockworths& is also fine.

Usually a maximum of 10 people are active a time, and they can also exchange or altrnate roles overtime. I don't have an exact member count of my circle because for one it's huge; it contains multiverses upon multiverses of people, and two, it fluctuates all the time anyway.

We are very fictive heavy. Sources include:

Cuphead (of course)

MLP based universes

Deltarune

Undertale AUs

Wreck-it Ralph

Arcane

(We love talking to doubles too.)

Most if not, all of us are non-human, ranging from mythological creatures to anthropromorphic humanoid creatures. Most of us identify as spirits, guardian angels and dimensional or celestial beings.

Call us 'cringe' (if you haven't already) but a few of us are god/deity kin including myself. The identity makes sense with the role I have within the collective. We don't care what anyone else external to us thinks or says of it, we've come to solid terms with our identities.

We have a DNI in our description. Please consider it before further engagment with us. If you have any questions about what I've listed in my DNI or if you need clarification on what is stated, please DM us about it.

If anything listed is a hard deal breaker, please do not engage if you fall under these, simply block us to avoid conflict.

Overall just don't try and push your reality onto us or tell us how we should go about our lives, mkay?😉

Oh, and if you're against people who experience system hopping/sharing feel free to block us.🙂

Please respect my wishes and say nothing to me, if you see anyone cooking up hogwash about us on any social media platform. [i.e. r/systemcringe, sysmeds on tumblr, twitter, tiktok, youtube, etc.]

How I'll use my account:

I would like to share my plural experience for the most part. I will talk about being trans, autistic, and a person of color too. I will occasionally talk about politics, rights/activism and light syscourse, though I don't enjoy it. I'm kind of sucked into it everywhere I go anyways given I'm a bunch of minorities all at once.

I'll only talk about the political activism and syscourse/discourse if it's nagging at my brain but other than that, usually my posts will be random, plural related, or just me vent posting and shit posting. So please be prepared and aware of that.

I will not be using "TWs" or "CWs" regularly on my account either, only when I put content under tags that use them often. I will only put warnings/disclaimers for common triggers (i.e. Blood/Gore, Death, SA, CSA, rape. etc) in a similar manner to how Movie/TV Ratings are used.

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Idk why I didn't go to tumblr earlier. It's layout is so pretty and you can decorate your blog and format your texts in all your posts. The character limit is amazing.

I guess my PPD made me too afraid to go on any other platform I'm not familiar with. I'm really not a community person yet I crave socialization, relatablity and to be seen. 👁👄👁

I have no idea what else to post rn that's plural related because I'm sure someone else has made a post on the same subjects I'd like to talk about many times before so like- I don't intend to copy anyone I just don't get out much; I live under a rock.

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I hope ya'll get where I'm coming from but why do singlets have trouble keeping track of headmates in a system when they do just fine remembering their biological family? Like... My mom would be like "Remember when uncle/aunt x, y and z did this 7 years ago?" and I'm like-... no... it was 7 years ago.

Yet when I show art of my headmates to my mom or my singlet friends on weekly basis or hell even if they see their profile on an alternate account, they forget who tf they're talking to-...

Like why? Why is it so hard for them? It's like its not priority to them and they subconciously forget (or sometimes it feels like they choose to forget). Please tell me ya'll know what I'm talking about. 🥲🥲🥲