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I don’t know what to do. My friend just pointed out to me the behavior my dad does isn’t normal or right.
That watching me and my friends sleep isn’t normal. That searching through my desk and backpack and even sketch book multiple times a day isn’t normal. That openly looking at pornographic fetish images out in the middle of the living room for everyone to see isn’t normal. To turn custom characters in video games your daughter made after themselves in his fetish fuel yet still keep her face and name the same is really wrong. That making your kids go hungry because they don’t bother trying to get food isn’t normal. To sell your child’s belongings (both gifts and bought themselves) for money because you don’t want to get a job or sell your own stuff isn’t normal. To have your child have no other choice but wear the same clothes for months because you don’t feel like doing laundry isn’t normal. To do nothing when your daughter is being molested isn’t normal. To do nothing when your child is being publicly humiliated by your ex’s boyfriend isn’t normal. To practically forget your child exists because your online friend messaged you isn’t normal. To act like a child throwing a temper tantrum when asked to stop isn’t normal. To violently stomp around and yell (and floor it on the gas if in car) if asked to do something isn’t normal. To bring home a stranger you met at a bus stop to your home and tell your child that they’re your girlfriend and will be staying here isn’t normal. To have multiple girls you call “baby” and “sweetheart” isn’t normal. To neglect your cat with needed things (like brushes and vet visits) isn’t fine, they need it from the get go. To make your child cry and feel hopeless isn’t normal. To do nothing as your child cries for 3 hours straight. To make your child do all the mathematics because you don’t feel like doing yourself. To have your child spend days alone because you just didn’t even feel like talking to them isn’t normal. That telling complete strangers every minute detail of your life down to things your so ashamed of you don’t even tell your friends isn’t normal.
What I do know that’s not normal is to show pedophilic intest in my transboy friend. What I do know is not normal is joke that my friend should “show me a good time” just because he’s bi. What I do know that’s not normal is to spend almost 15 hours a day on the computer looking at porn, fetish images, and execution videos. What I do know that’s not normal is to use your child’s belongings. (My 3Ds and WiiU) for your fetish kicks when a computer isn’t available.
Yes I’m 18 but I still don’t know what to do, where to go or anything. I’m afraid to leave because I’m so dependent. I’m afraid to leave because I don’t know if I can bring my cat with me and I don’t think he even knows how to take care of her.