─────⋆˚࿔ ⋆ strings and satin ( pjs ! ) — part 1
✩ˎˊ˗ enhypen masterlist
⤷ pairing — jay x fem!reader
⤷ part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | part 4 | part 5 ⤷ word count — 19k ⤷ based on this request by 🍓 anon ⤷ permanent taglist — open !
⤷ a/n — finally here it is ! i loved writing this so, so much—i hope you guys fall for it the way i did. there’s definitely a second part coming, so don’t forget to pace yourselves, loves 🤍
⤷ warnings — college au, guitarist!jay, ballerina!reader, college!jay, college!reader, college!enhypen, band!enhypen, slow burn, strangers to lovers trope, soft!jay, emotionally constipated!jay (but he’s trying), late-night cat hunt (we love doobu), subtle mutual pining, jay is in denial (maybe), reader is confused (definitely), domestic undertones, accidental vulnerability, soft tension, unspoken feelings, kpop demon hunters reference, fluff
✩ˎˊ˗ summary — as a ballet major with a bleeding heart and a cat that bites, you’ve learned to keep your world simple: dance, stretch, cry a little, repeat. you don’t do rumors, don’t do games, and you definitely don’t do campus heartthrobs with guitars and god complexes. so when a blurry photo and one harmless conversation spark a wildfire of dating rumors between you and park jongseong—guitarist, campus enigma, known for broken amps and colder stares. except, he’s nothing like they say. or, where he plays like the world’s his stage, but you're the only thing that makes him nervous.
The practice room was warm. Not hot, exactly—just the kind of warm that stuck to your skin, that lingered in your collarbones and made your bangs cling annoyingly to your forehead.
You stood in front of the mirror wall, catching your breath, fixing the satin skirt tied loosely around your waist.
Your black cropped shirt had already slid down one shoulder, exposing the strap of your leotard underneath. You didn’t bother fixing it.
Your focus was elsewhere—mostly on your discomfort, and the silent scream your thighs were making from doing that god-awful développé combo three times in a row.
“Hey,” Kazuha called softly from the side, wiping her neck with a towel as she approached you, “you okay?”
You nodded, lips pressed together in a tight smile. “Yeah. Just… not my usual skirt,” you muttered, glancing down.
Kazuha tilted her head. “I noticed. It’s shorter than usual.”
You gave a dry laugh, fingers tugging lightly at the tie. “Yeah, it’s my old one. From high school. My usual skirt’s in the laundry and I forgot to grab it this morning, so I’m surviving with this thing.”
Your reflection blinked back at you from the mirror—sweaty, flushed, still catching your breath. Your ponytail was coming loose and you were already sure your tights were rolling at the waist.
You turned slightly to the side and tugged the skirt again, voice flat. “This is what I get for being too lazy to do laundry.”
Kazuha laughed, leaning back on the barre. “It’s kinda cute, though. Retro. You look like you're in a throwback recital.”
You rolled your eyes but smiled anyway.
Getting into Decelis University hadn’t been easy. The performing arts department—especially the dance conservatory—was known across the country for its prestige and high expectations. Hundreds auditioned every year. Not all made it past the first round.
You did.
On your first try.
Full-ride scholarship. Competitive record. Trophies and tears to back it all up.
People said you made it look easy, like you were meant to be there. But it wasn’t ease—it was effort. It was years of calluses, missed parties, bleeding toes, and sacrifice. You didn’t just want to dance. You needed to.
Kazuha tossed her towel on the bench, pulling her leg up on the barre to stretch. “You staying late again tonight?”
You nodded, eyes fixed on your reflection again. “Yeah. I have to perfect the solo for finals. My second rotation’s on Friday.”
“You know,” she grinned, “you say that like you’re not already one of the top students here.”
You shrugged. “Perfection’s the bare minimum.”
Kazuha blinked at you like you were insane, but she didn’t push it. She knew you well enough by now.
The speaker clicked as the next song loaded, soft classical strings filling the room again. You took a breath, stepped forward, and let your body move—not perfectly, not effortlessly, but honestly.
Your feet kissed the marley floor with a quiet grace, arms extending with purpose as you lost yourself to the swell of the violins.
You didn't think, didn't worry—this was the part where everything else slipped away. Just you, the music, and the ache in your chest that only dance could reach.
Just as Kazuha stepped forward to join you in the center, the door handle jiggled behind you.
You both froze mid-pose.
Then—knock knock knock.
Sharp. Persistent. Not polite.
You blinked at Kazuha, who mirrored your confusion, and as you turned toward the door, you caught a chaotic shuffle of movement behind the foggy glass panel.
“What the hell—” you muttered, already walking over as Kazuha crossed the room to pause the music.
Three heads crammed into the glass at once, pushing and jostling to get a peek inside, like some low-budget Scooby-Doo skit come to life. Behind them, more bodies shuffled around, some holding instruments.
You squinted. One had a guitar case strapped to his back. Another was holding drumsticks. Someone in the back had an amp cord looped around his neck like a scarf.
Kazuha tilted her head. “Are we being… robbed? By a band?”
You raised an eyebrow, folding your arms across your chest. “Who even lets them in here?”
The glass panel fogged slightly from the nose of someone pressing into it a little too eagerly.
You sighed, took a few steps forward, and called out—loudly enough to be heard through the semi-soundproof barrier, “Do you need something, or are you just here for a group peep show?”
That did the trick.
The door burst open like someone forgot subtlety existed. Seven guys came tumbling in, all trying to talk at once, their words tangling into a mess of “wait—no you ask—dude, she’s literally glaring—” while you stood, unamused, watching the circus unfold.
Kazuha blinked, frozen in place like her brain short-circuited at the sheer volume of testosterone in the room.
The boy with dyed blonde hair lit up like a switch. “Kazuha!”
Her head whipped around at the sound of her name, and when she caught sight of the voice—tall, bleach-haired, grinning like a kid—her face softened instantly.
“Oh, Ni-ki,” she said with a small laugh, tucking a stray strand of hair behind her ear. “It’s you.”
You blinked.
Wait. Ni-ki?
As in—her cousin Ni-ki?
The one who, according to Kazuha, played bass ‘like he was born doing it’ and could barely stay out of trouble for longer than a week?
The dots connected in your head like a quiet click—that was the cousin who hung out with some band. That was the chaos she warned you about when she said don’t mind the noise if you hear it down the hallway.
“Wait,” you said slowly, glancing between her and the group of rowdy boys trying to look innocent while still blocking half the studio entrance. “This is your cousin?”
“Yup,” Kazuha replied, already looking more amused than confused. “And that—” she gestured loosely toward the rest of them, “—is his band, I’m guessing.”
“You’re guessing?” you deadpanned. “They walked in here like they were about to headline Coachella.”
The boy in the front—tall, dark eyes, jet-black hair pulled back under a hoodie—finally stepped forward, less loud than the others, but still undeniably present. A black guitar case hung across his back, the strap slung casually over one shoulder like it belonged there, like he belonged here.
He wasn’t smiling.
He looked at you, at the studio, at your sweat-damp shirt and worn-out ballet shoes, and then back at you.
He raised a brow.
And then he said, “Is this the part where we pretend to be sorry for barging in?”
Your arms stayed crossed, lips twitching. “That depends. Is this the part where you explain why you’re here like this is a battle of the bands?”
Kazuha snorted. Ni-ki cackled.
The guy with another guitar case nudged the hoodie boy with his elbow. “Jay, say something normal, you’re scaring them.”
You raised an eyebrow.
The rest of the room seemed to pause, some failing to hide their grins while others tried very hard not to look like they were watching a drama unfold.
The so-called Jay hadn’t looked away from you once—dark eyes unreadable, the weight of his stare almost intrusive if it didn’t feel so curious.
You refused to break eye contact. If he was testing you, he’d have to try harder.
Kazuha stood quietly beside you, arms lightly crossed over her chest now, the tension in her jaw suggesting she was just waiting for someone to say something stupid so she could comment.
Finally, someone near the door cleared his throat—a polite, practiced sound that immediately drew your attention. The boy who stepped forward looked nothing like the storm standing across from you.
He was shorter than Jay, cleaner cut, dressed neatly in a dark crewneck and jeans. He smiled, dimples flashing as he extended a hand toward you.
“Hi,” he said with a slight bow, voice warm and measured. “I’m Yang Jungwon. Sorry to barge in all of a sudden. I know it’s unexpected, but…”
He reached into his back pocket and unfolded a neatly creased slip of paper, holding it up for you to see.
“It says here on the permit that we were assigned this studio for band practice at 7:30 PM,” he added carefully, his smile faltering just slightly. “And, uh… well…”
His voice trailed off as you took the paper from him, your eyes skimming over the familiar university header. You read the fine print, squinting at the date and time listed in the middle of the page.
Your jaw tightened.
It was 7:32 PM.
You looked up. Right on cue, another boy—tall, broad-shouldered, impossibly pretty—piped up from behind Ni-ki, his tone light and almost too casual.
“Well, it is 7:30,” he said, shrugging one shoulder, an easy grin on his face. “Technically.”
You gave him a flat look. He smiled wider, clearly not sorry.
“I’m Lee Heeseung,” he added, a little sheepishly this time, like that would soften the blow.
“Oh,” you said dryly, crossing your arms. “So your plan was to just burst in and interrupt mid-combo because you had a slip of paper and a sense of entitlement?”
Heeseung winced, looking to Ni-ki for backup, who was definitely not paying attention—too busy playing with the hem of his oversized jacket while whispering something to Kazuha.
Jay finally blinked, his voice low and slow as he spoke for the first time. “No one said it was a good plan.”
Your eyes flicked to him again, sharp. He still hadn’t moved from where he stood—hoodie half-zipped, guitar case slung over one shoulder, hands tucked into the pockets of his dark jeans. He didn’t look embarrassed. He looked bored. Or tired. Or both.
“And you’re Jay?” you asked, tone unimpressed.
His head tilted slightly. “Unfortunately.”
You gave him a look. He held it again.
“God,” Kazuha muttered under her breath beside you, “do you two want a chair so you can keep eye-fighting in comfort?”
Jungwon, ever the peacemaker, gently stepped between you again, holding up his hands.
“Look, I think the admin office made a mistake. We’re not trying to kick you out or anything. We just… really need a place to rehearse tonight. Our usual room’s under maintenance.”
You glanced at the clock near the mirror.
Your solo practice was supposed to end at 7:30, but you usually stayed longer—everyone knew that. No one ever came after you. No one dared.
Until now.
You inhaled slowly, then exhaled.
“Fine,” you muttered, rolling your eyes. “Give us five minutes to cool down and grab our stuff. You guys can have it after.”
Jungwon looked relieved. “Seriously? That’s—thank you.”
Heeseung threw a little fist bump in the air, whispering a triumphant “yes” under his breath.
Without another word, the group finally started moving—some quieter than others—as they drifted further into the practice room. You and Kazuha stepped aside instinctively, watching as they began unloading.
The boy with the second guitar case unclipped it and set it gently on the floor. Jungwon followed him, coiling a few amp cords neatly, while someone near the door nearly dropped a whole keyboard with a loud thud.
You flinched.
Your jaw tensed. "Seriously?"
“Sorry!” the boy called out quickly, already scrambling to fix it.
Ni-ki ducked around him and pushed the door open again, holding it wide with his foot as another boy wheeled in a full drum kit like this was a full-blown arena setup and not just a shared university room.
“Careful with that, I tuned the snare this morning!” Jungwon scolded, and Ni-ki just huffed dramatically but helped anyway.
Across the room, someone handed Heeseung a mic stand like it was a sword and he was about to lead them into battle. You watched with a quiet sigh as chaos began blooming in your sacred space.
Beside you, Kazuha chuckled under her breath.
You nudged her shoulder with your bag. “Your cousin’s just as hardheaded as you, you know that?”
She laughed softly, looping her sweatshirt over her arm. “I know. I’m sorry. It runs in the family.”
You knelt down to grab your ballet flats, towel already half-hanging from your tote, when a shadow fell across your line of sight.
You looked up.
It was the same boy who had nearly dropped the keyboard earlier. He was standing in front of you now, hands clasped in front of him, an almost apologetic smile stretched wide across his face.
His hair was cropped short, brushing just above his brows. His eyes practically sparkled.
“Hi,” he said brightly, almost like he meant it. “I’m Sunoo. I—uh—just wanted to say I’m really sorry about earlier.”
You blinked. He had that kind of smile that felt like it came with its own lighting—warm, unguarded, maybe a little too charming for your own good.
You stood, slipping your shoes into your bag. “It’s not that big of a deal,” you said lightly, waving a hand as if to brush it off.
Still, he bowed slightly, earnestness in every movement. “Still. I apologize. Jay usually isn’t that…”
He hesitated, searching for a polite word.
You offered, “Intense?”
He laughed. “Yeah. That. Or dramatic. Or socially incapable, depending on the day.”
You let out a small, unwilling laugh. Damn him and his infectious energy.
Behind him, the tall boy who had helped Ni-ki drag the drum set in let out a sigh as he leaned against the mirror wall, arms crossed.
“Yeah, seriously,” he said, brushing hair away from his forehead. “We don’t usually come in here, and we didn’t mean to crash your rehearsal or anything.”
You turned to him, a little caught off guard by his voice—deep, smooth, kind of casual in a way that made you think he wasn’t used to saying sorry out loud.
“Oh—yeah, I’m Sunghoon,” he said quickly, standing up straighter. “I play bass. In the band. That’s here. Right now.”
You raised an eyebrow at his awkward phrasing. He ran a hand through his hair, chuckling under his breath.
“Sorry. That came out weird.”
Before you could respond, Ni-ki—who’d reappeared from behind the keyboard stand—elbowed Sunghoon in the ribs with a mischievous grin and said, “You mean I’m the better bass player.”
Sunghoon didn’t even flinch. He just deadpanned, “Ni-ki, shut the fuck up.”
“You say that now,” Ni-ki replied, holding up a guitar clip like it was a trophy. “But when I go solo and top the charts, don’t come crying.”
Kazuha laughed, grabbing your arm gently as she looped hers through yours. “Okay, that’s our cue. We should go before my cousin starts making powerpoints about why he deserves a bass solo.”
Ni-ki beamed. “You’d watch it, admit it.”
“I wouldn’t,” she said flatly, already tugging you toward the door.
Despite Ni-ki being the only one actually saying goodbye, a soft chorus of murmured goodnights and lazy waves followed behind you—Jungwon giving you a polite nod, Sunoo offering a sparkly smile, and Heeseung shooting a goofy two-finger salute like this was some kind of after-school special.
You glanced back once, just briefly—only to find Jay still watching you.
Still standing near the mic stand, still quiet, expression unreadable.
There was no smirk, no apology. Just stillness. Like he was memorizing something, but didn’t want to show it.
The door shut with a soft click behind you.
The hallway outside was colder—empty, quiet, the lights humming faintly above your head. Your footsteps echoed against the tiled floor, and Kazuha’s arm still looped around yours like second nature.
You sighed as you leaned into her slightly, the ache in your shoulders finally catching up to you.
“My God,” you muttered, pressing a palm to your forehead. “Your cousin’s band is weird.”
Kazuha laughed, eyes crinkling as she bumped your hip with hers. “I told you they were rowdy. You just didn’t believe me.”
“I thought you meant, like… normal band rowdy. Tattoos. Bad rehearsal schedules. Not actual sitcom-level weird.”
“Oh, that is their normal,” she said, like it was the most obvious thing in the world.
You let out a soft scoff, nudging her with your shoulder. “You say that like you hang out with them.”
“I don’t,” Kazuha said quickly, laughing. “Not really. I mean, I’ve never actually seen them practice or perform—Ni-ki just never shuts up about them.”
You hummed in response, the sound quiet between your steps as the two of you walked in sync down the empty corridor. Your shoes squeaked faintly against the tile, the overhead lights casting soft shadows on the tiled floor.
Now that the noise and tension of the room had faded behind you, your body started to relax, step by step.
Kazuha glanced at you, her expression thoughtful. “But like… I have heard they’re popular or something?”
You raised an eyebrow. “Popular how?”
“Like… actually good,” she said, lifting her hands a little as if that explained everything.
“Ni-ki said they’ve won the university’s Battle of the Bands for the last few years. Every time. So now they automatically get a slot in all the school events—like festivals, College Week, charity nights…”
You slowed your steps, head tilting slightly. “Wait,” you said, frowning. “You mean… those guys are the ones that perform after us during College Week?”
She blinked, then nodded. “Yeah, I think so.”
You furrowed your brows, trying to remember. You knew College Week. Your dance troupe always had one of the final performances. But you never stayed long enough to watch what came after.
By then, you were usually backstage, catching your breath, fixing your makeup, or already halfway home with sore feet and sore everything else.
“Huh,” you muttered. “Weird. I’ve never actually heard them before. Like—properly.”
Kazuha hummed in agreement beside you as the two of you turned left at the corner, heading toward the student entrance.
“They’re good,” she said casually. “From what I’ve heard. Ni-ki plays me demos sometimes when I sleep over and pretend to be asleep.”
You looked at her. “That’s creepy.”
She snorted. “He puts his phone under my pillow. He calls it subliminal promotion.”
You couldn’t help but laugh, the sound echoing lightly down the hall.
The two of you finally spotted the main exit doors at the far end of the building, glowing under the fluorescent lights like a way out of chaos.
Kazuha reached forward to push one open, and the second the glass door swung wide, a rush of cold night air swept in—sharp and biting, cutting through the warmth clinging to your skin from practice.
You shivered, instinctively hugging your arms over your chest. “Shit,” you muttered under your breath, stepping outside. “I forgot to bring my leg warmers again.”
The sky had already deepened into a soft navy, stars just barely peeking out beyond the clouds. The faint buzz of field lights nearby hummed in the distance, illuminating the quiet path that cut across campus toward the dormitories.
Kazuha slipped her arm back through yours. “You’re always forgetting those.”
“I was in a rush!” you said defensively. “Besides, I wasn’t planning on staying that long. Or dealing with an entire band.”
“I’d say that’s your own fault for being talented and dedicated,” she teased, bumping your hip lightly.
You groaned, breath fogging in the air. “Wanna crash at my dorm tonight?”
Kazuha perked up immediately, turning to you with eyes bright. “Wait—are you gonna cook curry?”
You narrowed your eyes at her, lips twitching. “Do I have a choice?”
“Nope,” she grinned, not even a second of hesitation.
She tightened her hold on your arm and tugged you faster down the pavement.
“Come on, let’s stop by the convenience store near the dorms first! You need something warm. Let’s get you that fancy black tea you like—what’s it called again? The one that smells like actual flowers and money?”
You rolled your eyes, but let her pull you anyway, the weight of her excitement warming you more than your sweatshirt did.
“It’s not that fancy,” you mumbled. “It just doesn’t taste like cardboard.”
Kazuha snorted. “Mm, cardboard tea. A classic.”
Your steps fell in sync again, the gravel path crunching beneath your shoes as the golden glow of the dorms and the soft neon flicker of the convenience store came into view.
“Do we need anything else?” you asked absentmindedly, your voice quiet against the wind.
“Just curry cubes,” she said, already scanning the store shelves from outside. “And maybe a pack of Pocky if you’re feeling soft.”
You huffed a laugh. “I’m not feeling soft.”
“You will be,” she grinned, tugging open the door. The bell jingled.
The lock clicked softly as you turned the key, Kazuha hovering patiently behind you with her arms full of grocery bags and her cheeks pink from the walk.
You pushed the door open with your shoulder, and the familiar scent of soft linen, citrus cleaner, and a little bit of cat greeted you instantly.
The moment the door cracked open—a little white blur padded across the wooden floor, tail high and curling like a question mark.
You lit up. “Hi, Doobu! Mommy’s home,” you cooed, immediately crouching down to scoop her up.
She let out a pleased trill, practically melting into your arms like she’d been waiting all day for this moment. Her fur was as soft as ever—warm and fluffy and slightly dramatic as she pressed her face to your chin and gave a little snuffly sigh.
“God, clingy,” you mumbled affectionately, rubbing your cheek against hers as her tail flicked lazily behind her.
Kazuha stepped in behind you, carefully closing the door with her foot as she dropped the plastic bags down on the small table beside the TV.
“For a school dorm, you’re living kinda luxurious,” she muttered, glancing around.
She wasn’t wrong.
Your dorm was unusually spacious—one of the perks of applying early and having ‘scholarship kid who needs personal space for daily injury recovery’ written in your file.
There was a small kitchenette in the corner, a two-seater couch against the wall, fairy lights strung up along your bookshelf, and a thick pink carpet you refused to get rid of even though Doobu had shed all over it.
Speaking of—
Doobu sniffed at your shirt suspiciously.
“Yeah, I know,” you said, following her nose with a fond eye roll. “I had to deal with weird boys today.”
Doobu gave a grumpy-sounding purr, like she understood exactly what that meant.
Kazuha came to your side, reaching out to scratch behind Doobu’s ears. “I don’t know what you feed her, seriously,” she said with a shake of her head. “She’s so chonky.”
You laughed. “Cat food, duh.”
Doobu meowed again like she agreed, batting her paw gently at your necklace before giving a little yawn and curling closer into your arms. Her soft belly pressed against your forearm like a warm pillow.
Kazuha leaned her head on your shoulder. “Okay, I vote we wash our faces, put on something fluffy, and start on curry.”
You tilted your head. “You mean I start on curry.”
She gave you an angelic look. “Well, someone’s gotta entertain the cat.”
You both giggled, shoulders bumping gently, the warmth of home already settling around you like a blanket.
Not long after, you’d changed into your fluffiest oversized tee and tied your hair into a messy bun, steam from the rice cooker wafting through your dorm.
Kazuha sat cross-legged at the small dining nook peeling open packets of curry mix like she’d done it a hundred times.
Doobu, in the meantime, had circled your feet three times before flopping dramatically onto her back like she owned the floor.
Fifteen minutes and one mini kitchen disaster later, you were perched on your bed with a steaming bowl of curry and rice, your legs stretched out under a throw blanket.
Kazuha sat beside you, her own bowl balanced on her lap, a green clay facemask smeared evenly across her cheeks—yours was a little more chaotic, mostly because she insisted on artistic freedom when applying it on you.
The TV played softly in the background, some K-drama with way too many dramatic hallway scenes and brooding men in trench coats. You weren’t even fully following the plot anymore, just laughing when Kazuha made commentary.
“Oh my God,” she said, mouth full of rice, “he’s literally been staring at her for five minutes. Say something, you dramatic coat rack.”
You snorted. “He’s trying to speak with his eyes, Zuha. Let him suffer in silence.”
“Okay Shakespeare, relax.”
You giggled again, leaning back on your hands as you spooned more curry into your mouth, warmth blooming in your stomach.
Doobu had settled into her cat bed just under your bunk, tail flicking occasionally as she napped peacefully, her belly rising and falling in the soft golden glow of your fairy lights.
Just as you reached for your water, your phone buzzed loudly on your bedside table.
Both of you froze at the sound cutting through the moment, your ringtone echoing awkwardly in the room like it didn’t belong.
Kazuha paused the drama with her chopsticks still in hand. “Who is it?”
You glanced at the screen, brow lifting. “Unknown number.”
She hummed. “Might be important.”
You sighed, putting your bowl on the side table and swiping to answer as you leaned back against your headboard. “Hello?”
“Hey, um—sorry—hi! Is this Jeong (Y/N)?” the voice asked, polite and just slightly breathless. “This is Jungwon. From earlier.”
Your eyebrows shot up.
“…How’d you get my number?”
There was a pause on the line, followed by the distinct sound of Ni-ki laughing in the background.
“Oh—I, uh—sorry! I came from Student Affairs with Ni-ki and Jay just now,” Jungwon explained quickly, clearly flustered. “Ni-ki was trying to reach Kazuha but apparently—uh…”
“She blocked him,” you finished flatly, glancing at Kazuha.
She didn’t even flinch. “Deserved. He replaced my healing playlist with Mongolian throat singing.”
You blinked. “…That’s so specific.”
She shrugged. “It was an experience.”
Back on the phone, Jungwon stammered, “Y-Yeah, well, I’m only calling because, uh—not me, technically—Jay gave me his phone to call you.”
You blinked again, this time slower.
Your fingers tensed a little around the device. “Jay?”
“Mhm,” Jungwon said sheepishly. “I mean—it’s his phone number, not mine. But, like, he told me to—um—just give him the phone. Give—give me a sec—”
You heard more shuffling, the soft thud of something being handed over, and then a low, familiar voice spoke next.
“Hey.”
You sat up straighter without meaning to.
Jay’s voice was smooth. A little quiet. Just like earlier. But something about hearing it now—soft and direct, in your private space—made your stomach flutter once.
“This is kind of last-minute,” he continued, “but our practice room’s under construction. There’s water damage and they’re doing renovations.”
You blinked. “Okay…”
He sounded mildly annoyed now, like it physically pained him to say the next part.
“It’ll be down for at least two weeks,” he muttered. “And apparently we need to share your room. The studio, I mean. Starting tomorrow.”
Your mouth opened. Then closed.
You blinked at the wall.
“…You’re calling to tell me that we’re gonna be stuck together for two weeks?”
“Unfortunately, yes,” Jay said, voice dry.
“Wow. You sound thrilled.”
“I’m always thrilled,” he deadpanned.
You pulled the phone away from your ear slightly and looked at Kazuha.
She was already wide-eyed. “What? What’d he say?”
You pressed the phone back. “Why do you guys even need to use the studio again?”
There was a pause. A beat.
Then Jay said, quieter this time, “Because we have a performance soon. A big one. We need the space.”
You exhaled through your nose, head tilting back against the wooden headboard, your eyes focused on the ceiling as a long silence stretched between you. The line didn’t hang up. He didn’t say more.
Neither did you.
There was a pause. Then—
“Seven onwards,” Jay replied, tone steady.
You closed your eyes for a beat, pressing your lips together. That meant long nights. Tired legs. Sharing mirrors. Sharing space.
“Okay,” you murmured. “Got it.”
Another pause. Faint static hummed between your ears. And then—
“…Thanks.”
The line went dead before you could say anything else.
You lowered your phone slowly, setting it on the nightstand beside your lamp, and let out a low cough—half irritation, half disbelief—as you mumbled under your breath:
“Rude.”
Kazuha was still staring at you, her bowl long forgotten, chopsticks perched against the rim like they’d been abandoned mid-bite.
“Well?” she prompted, peeling the now-dry mask from her cheek. “What did they want?”
You leaned back against the headboard again, letting your legs stretch out in front of you as Doobu gave a tiny sneeze from her bed below.
“They need the studio,” you muttered.
Kazuha blinked. “Again?”
“For two more weeks.” You rubbed your temple. “Apparently their practice room’s under construction or whatever. Water damage.”
She blinked again, expression unreadable. Then she shrugged. “Well… that’s not that bad.”
You whipped your head toward her. “You weren’t the one being stared down by Hoodie McBrooding in the middle of rehearsal.”
She snorted. “I was there. He wasn’t that scary.”
“He looked at me like I insulted his guitar.”
“Maybe you did.”
You threw a pillow at her, making her laugh as she ducked and caught it mid-air.
“I’m just saying,” she said with a grin, fluffing the pillow behind her, “if they’re really sharing the space, this might actually be kind of fun.”
“Fun is not the word I’d use,” you muttered, eyeing your phone like it might ring again.
Kazuha leaned back beside you, slipping her feet under your blanket. “Mm. I give it three days before someone flirts with you.”
You blinked. “Why would you say that?”
She grinned. “Because I know men. And I know your face.”
You groaned, pulling your blanket up over your head. Doobu meowed from below, clearly siding with Kazuha.
It was six in the morning when you blinked awake to the weight of soft fur pressed against your arm.
The bed wasn’t empty—Doobu was curled into a fluffy comma by your side, tail twitching as if to say how dare you even think about moving right now.
You reached over to gently run your hand down her back, your fingers brushing the warmth of her little body as she gave a contented little sigh in her sleep.
Your phone buzzed.
You squinted against the sudden brightness as you grabbed it, groaning as your dry eyes adjusted. The first thing on your screen was a message from Kazuha.
zuha [6:00 A.M.]: left at 5am to get ready, good luck waking up loser 💗
You scoffed under your breath, thumbs already typing a grumpy reply before tossing the phone aside. Still, you sighed and sat up, letting your legs dangle off the side of the bed.
You stretched slowly, your spine cracking, and rubbed the sleep from your eyes as Doobu rolled onto her back like a little queen.
“Be good today,” you murmured as you leaned down and gave her a kiss on the head. She purred, obviously pleased.
You padded into the bathroom, letting the warm spray of the shower melt away the heaviness from your limbs. Afterward, you tied your hair up, added a little makeup—just some blush and gloss and eyeliner to hide how tired you felt.
You pulled on a soft white ruffled blouse, tucked it into a pair of pale jeans, and layered a white jacket over it. Warm enough to fight the cold, but still light enough to move in.
You looked at yourself in the mirror and smiled faintly.
You kissed Doobu goodbye at the door, her round eyes blinking sleepily up at you from her cat bed.
“Don’t start a coup while I’m gone.”
She meowed like she made no promises.
The walk to campus was quiet.
The sky was still tinted pale gray, the kind that hinted at the rising sun behind soft clouds. Your boots clicked softly on the pavement as the cold air kissed your cheeks, your breath visible in soft puffs.
You moved slowly, soaking it in. The silence. The morning stillness. The kind of peace that only existed before the world woke up.
Until footsteps joined yours.
At first, you thought it was coincidence. But they fell in sync with yours too easily, too closely. Your shoulder barely brushed against fabric—black fabric.
You turned slightly, just enough to see the hem of a long, inky button-up shirt, sleeves rolled to the forearms, a silver watch glinting at the wrist. Black jeans. Clean loafers. And a guitar case slung casually over one shoulder like it weighed nothing.
Jay.
You raised a brow. “…Stalking me already?”
He didn’t look at you, but you saw the faint twitch at the corner of his mouth. “I live across the quad. You just happen to be slow.”
You blinked. “Not slow. Calm. It’s called appreciating the morning.”
He shrugged one shoulder. “It’s cold. That’s all I’m appreciating.”
You gave him a look, then returned your gaze to the path ahead. “Nice fit, though.”
That made him pause for half a second. Then he glanced down at his shirt like he forgot he was even wearing it. “Oh. Yeah. Thanks.”
You caught a glimpse of his profile—the sharp line of his jaw, the calm in his eyes, the way his hair was still slightly tousled from the wind.
Admittedly, the man had taste.
“Didn’t think black-on-black was a thing before sunrise,” you said dryly.
Jay glanced sideways. “You’re wearing white like you’re in a coffee commercial.”
You choked. “Excuse me?”
“All white, floating around in a dreamscape,” he deadpanned, eyes still forward. “All you need is a cup and a wind machine.”
You couldn’t help it—you let out a laugh, the sound cracking through the crisp air.
Jay didn’t say anything, but you saw the faintest quirk at the edge of his lips again. Like he was trying really hard not to smile.
“…You’re weird,” you mumbled, glancing at him again.
“Takes one to know one,” he replied.
You scoffed, raising a brow in mock offense as your eyes flicked toward him.
“Wow,” you muttered, hands deep in your jacket pockets. “Coming for my entire personality before sunrise. That’s bold.”
Jay only shrugged, unbothered, lips twitching like he was fighting back a smirk. “You started it.”
The two of you fell into silence again—not the uncomfortable kind, but the type that sat easily between two people who didn’t know each other well enough to fill it, and maybe didn’t mind that.
Your eyes trailed over the field as you passed it, where a few student athletes were already stretching, setting up cones and goalposts. You watched as one of them kicked a ball lazily toward the net.
“You play bass like Ni-ki and Sunghoon?” you asked suddenly, keeping your gaze forward.
Jay shook his head once. “No. Electric guitar.”
You nodded, quietly filing it away in the drawer of things you weren’t sure why you wanted to remember.
He didn’t offer more, but you didn’t really mind. You were content with the crunch of gravel beneath your boots, the wind playing with the strands of your hair that had come loose. The cold nipped at your cheeks, leaving them pink, but you liked the sting—it kept you awake.
A soft rustle came from your side, and you noticed Jay glancing at you again.
He wasn’t subtle about it. Not really.
He looked at your hair where it swayed against your shoulder, at the faint shimmer of your highlighter catching the morning light, at the soft pink ribbon that dangled from your tote bag—a leftover from the ballet shoes you had shoved inside before leaving.
He didn’t say anything, but he didn’t look away either. Not until you caught him.
You turned slightly, brows raised, your mouth tugging upward at one side. “Staring’s kind of rude, you know.”
Jay blinked, deadpan. “You have glitter on your cheek.”
You blinked back, lifting your hand to swipe at your face. “Do I?”
He watched you try, then sighed and reached into his back pocket, pulling out a pack of tissues. Wordlessly, he offered you one.
You took it with a quiet thanks, dabbing carefully.
“Better?” you asked.
Jay looked at you, slower this time. “Yeah.”
Another moment passed before you tilted your head toward him. “So what’s the big performance all about?”
He looked back at you, one brow lifting slightly. “Don’t we have College Week?”
You blinked. Froze. Then groaned like something hit you physically.
“Oh my god,” you muttered, dragging a hand down your face. “I totally forgot about that.”
Jay actually laughed—soft, deep, amused under his breath. “You perform every year, don’t you?”
“I mean, yeah, but I don’t remember until like, the week before,” you grumbled. “Last year I sprained my toe trying to cram the choreography into three days.”
Jay’s eyes widened. “That’s possible?”
“Apparently,” you said, exasperated. “My teacher still makes fun of me for it.”
A beat passed.
“…You’re kind of dramatic,” Jay said.
“You’re one to talk. You wear black button-ups at dawn.”
Jay gave you a look, but you caught the way the corners of his lips pulled upward.
The gates to the building appeared ahead of you, golden light just beginning to slip past the horizon behind it. You exhaled, watching your breath cloud in the air.
Jay suddenly spoke, quieter this time. “You looked like you liked the morning.”
You turned to him, a little startled by the softness in his tone.
“I do,” you replied, voice matching his. “It’s quiet.”
He nodded. “You look like you belong in it.”
That made you pause.
You didn’t have time to respond—Jay pulled the heavy glass door open for you and gestured subtly for you to go ahead. His face was unreadable, that same practiced neutral he always wore, but the soft pink dusting the tips of his ears gave him away.
“Thanks,” you murmured, stepping inside.
“Don’t mention it,” he replied simply, the door shutting softly behind the two of you as the cold gave way to polished floors and tall ceilings.
You both fell into step again, your footsteps echoing slightly as you walked side by side down the long hallway of Decelis’ east wing. The building was quiet this early in the morning—some classrooms still locked, lights flickering to life one by one, janitors mopping in the distance.
Jay glanced over at you. “What’s your first class?”
You blinked, glancing down at your schedule in your head. “Oh. Arts. I think we’re covering expressionist pieces this week.”
He hummed, nodding. “Makes sense. You… kind of give that vibe.”
You squinted at him. “What vibe?”
He looked straight ahead. “You know. All poetic and floaty and stuff.”
You snorted. “Wow. So insightful.”
Jay smirked, just barely. “I try.”
“And you?”
“Business math,” he replied, as if the weight of the world rested on those two cursed words.
You groaned instantly. “Ugh. Math.”
Jay turned to you, brow lifting. “You don’t like it?”
“Hate it,” you declared with no hesitation. “With a burning passion. I think numbers were invented just to make me cry.”
That made him laugh under his breath. “That’s dramatic.”
“You look emo right now. Don’t talk to me about dramatic.”
You saw the corners of his lips twitch again, his eyes dancing with quiet amusement.
And then—just like that—you came to a stop.
You glanced at the plaque beside the door:
ROOM 1B-04 ART HISTORY – PROF. CHOI
“Well,” you said, adjusting your tote bag higher on your shoulder. “This is me.”
Jay looked up at the sign and nodded once. “Art history. Got it.”
You looked up at him, lips quirking into a soft smile. “Try not to die in math.”
“No promises,” he said with a small shrug.
You hesitated just a second longer. “Bye, Jay.”
He gave you a small wave—fingers lifted, the gesture almost lazy, but his eyes lingered for a beat too long. “Later.”
The door clicked shut behind you as you entered, and Jay stood there for a second, just looking at the nameplate again.
Then—without a word—he turned and walked all the way back down the same hallway the two of you had just come from. He passed the entryway, the glass doors you came in from, then turned toward the elevators at the far side of the west wing.
When he stepped inside, he hit the button for the third floor.
Business math wasn’t even remotely on the way.
And yet he walked you the whole time anyway.
Now, alone in the elevator, Jay leaned back against the cool wall, head tilting up as he let out a long breath.
‘It was just a nice gesture’, he told himself.
Nothing big. Nothing deep. Just something to make up for being—well. Kind of an asshole last night.
He shook his head once, jaw tightening at the thought. He’d been tired, irritated, and none of that was an excuse—but still. You didn’t deserve that.
You didn’t even react the way most people did. No sarcasm, no petty comeback, no wide-eyed awe or annoying flirtation. You just went silent at him. Met him exactly where he was.
Yeah. Had to make up for it. That’s all.
The elevator chimed softly.
The third floor was just starting to wake up—some lights flickering on, the coffee machine across the hall hissing in the break room, students murmuring half-asleep greetings as they passed. Jay walked down the long corridor, muscle memory carrying him as he reached the classroom near the end of the hallway.
He pushed the door open with one hand.
“Yo,” came Jake’s voice from across the room, already lounging with a pen in his mouth. “You’re a few minutes late.”
Jay didn’t even glance at the clock. “Yeah. I was busy.”
Jake raised a brow, his smirk a little too knowing. “With what?”
Jay walked past him, slinging his guitar case off his shoulder and leaning it carefully against the chair next to his. “Just busy,” he said simply, voice flat as he pulled his seat out.
Jake snorted. “Okay, then. Mysterious rockstar things, got it.”
Jay didn’t respond, only exhaled through his nose, resting his arms on the desk.
Jake didn’t press any further.
It was only after the classroom started to fill in around them—students trickling in one by one, the professor still nowhere in sight—that Jay reached into the pocket of his pants.
He pulled out his phone, screen lighting up with a soft glow.
He opened his contacts and stopped at the one number Jungwon had dialed last night to call you.
Just a random string of digits. No name. No photo.
He hesitated, then tapped edit.
Then paused. His eyes flicked to your tote bag again in his mind, to the soft pink ribbon hanging out like a little flag.
He typed in your name slowly, deliberately—
(Y/N) 🎀
Jay stared at it for a second. Just long enough for the corner of his mouth to lift—barely there, just the ghost of a smile.
Then he hit save.
And tucked the phone away like it meant nothing.
Even though, deep down, he knew it already meant a little too much.
It was just past one in the afternoon, and you were quite literally seconds away from collapsing into your desk.
The sun filtered lazily through the windows of the arts building, golden and too tempting, especially when paired with the drone of your professor’s voice at the front of the room.
“…and if we consider the range of motion relative to the joint axis, then the flexibility of the hamstring significantly affects the body’s—”
You drowned her out halfway through.
Kinesiology. Again.
God, how many times do we have to talk about hamstrings?
Your cheek rested on your fist, elbow propped on your desk, lips pursed in a subtle pout as your professor continued with the enthusiasm of someone who had never seen the sun in her life.
“Now, these handouts,” she said, finally changing the slide on the screen behind her. “Please read them thoroughly—we’ll be applying this next week during assessments. Pass them around.”
You barely resisted the urge to groan. The stack of papers was passed to the row in front of you, then to you. You took one, handed it back without a glance, and immediately began packing up the moment the bell rang.
Your bag hit your shoulder with a soft thump, the only thing more desperate than your escape being the dramatic sigh you let out as you pushed through the doors and stepped into the hallway.
The cafeteria was already buzzing when you got there. Somehow still not flooded—yet. You weaved between groups of students chatting loudly, trays clinking, the smell of coffee and fried chicken lingering in the air.
You spotted a seat by one of the tall windows—sunlight spilling across the table like it was calling your name.
You made a beeline for it and dropped into the chair with a soft huff, letting your shoulders relax for the first time all day.
Pulling out your laptop and your phone, you set them both down and opened your notifications—only to be met with a string of messages from your group chat with your friends.
zuha [1:14 P.M.]: guys i can’t make it to lunch TT i have to finish two portfolios before 3
chaewon [1:14 P.M.]: same! i’ve got a crit w/ my prof in 20 minutes
yunjin [1:14 P.M.]: i’m dying in editing class bye
manchae [1:15 P.M.]: pls save me
kkura [1:15 P.M.]: sorry baby i’ll treat you to strawberry milk later
You sighed, thumbs tapping out a quick reply.
you [1:15 P.M.]: okay study well :( don’t forget to eat!!
You turned off your phone, placing it face-down on the table, and opened your laptop with a soft click. A sea of reports blinked back at you—deadlines lining the corners of your screen like silent threats.
You pulled one up, adjusted your seating, and leaned in to start typing, the warmth of the sun kissing your cheek as your fingers danced across the keyboard.
The ambient chatter faded into soft background noise—until a shadow crossed over your screen.
You paused, blinking, then glanced down—familiar shoes coming into view. Black loafers. Paired with dark jeans cuffed slightly at the ankle. And then—
“Is this seat taken?” a familiar voice asked, low and smooth.
You tilted your head up, eyes meeting a very Jay-like expression: blank, almost bored, but eyes just a bit too focused on you to match the rest of his face.
He wasn’t carrying his guitar today. Just a laptop tucked under his arm and his phone in hand. Minimal, neat. The sleeves of his long-sleeved shirt were still rolled up to his elbows.
Jay nodded once and sat down across from you, sliding into the chair with quiet ease. He placed his laptop on the table, phone on top of it. His eyes flicked over to your trayless setup.
“You’re not with Kazuha?” he asked, voice lower than it needed to be—like the question was just for you.
You sighed, slumping slightly in your chair. “Nope. All my friends bailed on me for deadlines.”
Jay’s head tilted slightly to the side. “But you’re here. In the cafeteria. And…” he glanced at your table, “you’re not eating anything.”
You let out a short laugh, soft and almost embarrassed. “I’ll eat in a few. I was gonna finish something first.”
Jay said nothing for a second. Then stood up, brushing invisible lint off his shirt. “What do you want?”
You blinked. “Wait—what?”
He looked down at you, dark eyes steady. “To eat. You said you’re not eating yet. So what do you want?”
“I—Jay, you don’t have to—” You frowned a little, sitting up straighter.
Jay clicked his tongue lightly, cutting you off. “Come on. What do you want?” His voice was gentle, but it left no room for arguing.
And god—he was tall. Standing there with the sun lighting up the ends of his hair, shirt slightly wrinkled from his classes, his height felt… kind of overwhelming. You sighed, giving in.
“Fine,” you mumbled, looking up at him through your lashes. “Anything. I’m not picky.”
Jay raised an eyebrow. “You sure?”
You pursed your lips, thinking. “…Banana milk. And maybe tonkatsu with curry if they still have some.”
He nodded. “Any allergies?”
You shook your head. “None.”
Jay gave the smallest smile—so quick you almost missed it—and turned around to head toward the food stalls.
You watched him go, unable to stop your gaze from lingering on the clean lines of his back, the careful way he walked, the way he held his phone in one hand and checked something on it like he was making sure he got your order right.
The heat was crawling up your cheeks before you even realized it, blooming just under your skin and warming your ears.
You looked away, exhaling through your nose as you tapped your keyboard blindly, pretending to be busy—even though your fingers weren’t even on the right keys anymore.
But, your eyes found him again.
Jay stood by the food stall, head tilted slightly down as he tapped on his phone with one hand, the other holding the receipt.
He said something to the lady behind the counter—voice too soft for you to hear from this distance—and you saw her nod and begin plating the orders.
Your gaze wandered—he stood so casually, weight resting on one leg, hair slightly mussed from the wind earlier. There was a quiet patience to him, one that surprised you more than it should have.
You sighed softly, more to yourself than anything, muttering under your breath as you leaned forward, “I could’ve bought my own food…”
Still, you didn’t move. Just watched. And when he finally turned and walked back toward you—two trays balanced carefully in his hands—your heart had the audacity to skip.
He placed them down with quiet precision, yours sliding just in front of you as the scent of warm curry hit your nose.
You blinked. “Thanks.”
Jay gave the tiniest smile, barely there. “No problem.” And he sat back down like it was the most normal thing in the world.
You glanced at the tray. Banana milk, tonkatsu, steaming white rice with curry just the way you liked it. You didn’t even remember saying half the details.
He pushed a set of utensils toward you without a word, and you blinked again, heart fluttering at the small gesture.
“Thanks… again,” you murmured, accepting them as you pushed your electronics aside.
Jay did the same, nudging his laptop farther away as he grabbed his chopsticks and cracked them apart with a soft snap.
There was a moment of comfortable silence. Just the two of you and the hum of the cafeteria around you.
You fiddled with your banana milk straw for a second before asking, “Where’s your band? Thought they’d be glued to you.”
Jay took a sip of his miso soup, looking unbothered.
“They’re all busy. Practice. Class. Jungwon’s chasing down a professor. Ni-ki’s retaking a test he didn’t study for. Heeseung’s probably asleep somewhere.”
You laughed. “Sunoo?”
“Also probably asleep.”
You shook your head, smiling. “I didn’t know you did lunch like this.”
Jay didn’t look up as he stirred his curry around gently with his spoon. “I don’t,” he said simply.
You blinked. “Oh.”
That one word fell from your lips heavier than intended—softer, a little too laced with disappointment. Your smile faltered just a bit, a quiet frown forming before you could stop it.
But then Jay set his spoon down, the quiet clink of metal against tray pulling your eyes back to his. “But,” he said, lifting his gaze to meet yours, “I love curry.”
You blinked again, confused, but then—
“And you,” he continued, voice calm but not cold, “need to eat.”
Your breath caught, just for a second.
Jay was staring at you—not in a way that felt overbearing or cocky, but in a way that looked like he was trying to read you.
Not just the expression on your face, but the space behind your eyes, like there were answers only you could give. His gaze was steady, thoughtful, just the faintest softness lingering in the corners.
You stared back, lips parting slightly. You weren’t used to this side of him—not the aloof reputation, not the guitar-slinging campus enigma that everyone whispered about. No, this was something else entirely.
You smiled, quiet and warm. “Thank you, Jay. Really.”
His lips twitched into a small smile as he nodded once. “No problem.”
He went back to his food like it was no big deal, but your heart felt anything but calm.
You tried to do the same, digging into your curry with a distracted hum, before glancing back at him. “So… how much do I owe you—?”
“No,” he said instantly, cutting you off.
You blinked. “What?”
“No,” he repeated, tone firm but not unkind.
You tilted your head, eyes narrowing. “But I want to—”
Jay gave you a look—before he reached across the table, plucked your unopened banana milk off your tray like it was his, and silently started unwrapping the straw.
You stared as he poked the straw through the foil with surgical precision, then slid the drink back in front of you without a word.
“…Still,” you mumbled, fingers wrapping around the bottle.
Jay met your eyes. “And I said no. You’re not paying me for any of the meals you’ll be eating when you’re with me.”
That made you pause.
Your hand froze mid-air. Your brain might’ve, too.
“…When I’m with you?” you repeated, voice a little more breathless than you meant it to be.
Jay’s lips curled into the tiniest smirk. It wasn’t smug—it was playful. Mischievous. The kind of smirk someone wears when they know exactly what they’re doing to you.
“Depends,” he said, eyes flicking from your drink to your face. “Are you planning to eat lunch alone again tomorrow?”
You opened your mouth to respond—maybe to say yes, maybe to say something clever—but all that came out was a short laugh and a shake of your head.
“I guess that depends,” you echoed back, your grin growing.
He raised a brow, a subtle challenge.
“On whether you’re showing up with curry again,” you teased, sipping your banana milk.
Jay chuckled under his breath, low and smooth. “Then I guess I’ve got my answer.”
You tried to focus on eating after that, really—you tried—but something about the warmth on your cheeks and the smug little tilt of his mouth had you poking at your rice with more enthusiasm than coordination.
Still, you managed a few bites, asking him casual things between sips of banana milk.
“So… when did you start playing guitar?”
“Middle school,” he replied, chewing thoughtfully. “My dad had one lying around. Got curious.”
“Is it hard?” you asked, chin resting lightly on your palm.
He raised a brow. “Compared to what?”
“Ballet.”
He scoffed a quiet laugh, like it was the most ridiculous comparison he’d heard all day. “Hard to say. You make ballet look easy.”
You blinked, heart hiccuping a little. “…You’ve seen me dance?”
“Once,” he said with a little shrug, lifting his tray. “Before I scared the shit out of you in your studio.”
You laughed, rolling your eyes. “Right.”
Jay smirked faintly, standing. “Mhmm.”
Before you could pick up your own tray, he was already reaching for it—wordless, fluid, like it was second nature. You moved to stop him.
“Jay—”
“Nope.” He cut you off smoothly, stacking both trays before walking off without looking back.
You sighed, lips twitching upward as you shook your head.
When he returned, he checked the sleek black watch on his wrist, lips tugging down a little. “Come on. We both have one more class this afternoon.”
You blinked, glancing at your laptop. “Already?”
Jay nodded, and just as you started packing up your things, he reached out a hand toward you. You looked at it, confused.
“…What?”
He didn’t answer. Just leaned over, hand brushing against your side as he effortlessly plucked your bag from the seat beside you.
You blinked. “Hey—”
“I’ve got it,” he said, tucking his own laptop under one arm and slinging your bag over the other.
You reached out again to take it back, but he shot you a look—stern, brow raised like a tired parent dealing with a particularly stubborn child.
You huffed. “You’re annoying.”
He chuckled. “You’re welcome.”
Grumbling under your breath, you fell into step beside him as he pushed open the cafeteria doors for you. “So… where’s your next class?”
You sighed dramatically. “Second floor. Art theory.”
Jay nodded. “Come on. I’ll walk you.”
You side-eyed him. “Why are you suddenly so nice to me?”
He smirked, not bothering to look at you. “Maybe I just like carrying your stuff.”
You rolled your eyes, walking a little faster to hide the way your smile grew too wide.
The studio lights cast long shadows over the polished floor, the mirrored walls reflecting every movement with brutal honesty.
You and Kazuha were the only ones left—again. Yunjin had dropped by earlier, but a project pulled her away, leaving you and Kazuha stuck in the studio running Swan Lake for the nth time that week.
You landed on your toes with a little huff, arms curved above your head as you wobbled slightly. “I didn’t even wanna be the White Swan, like come on, give me a break.”
Kazuha looked up from her own stretch, raising an unimpressed brow. “Stop acting like you didn’t fight blood and bone to audition.”
You groaned, flopping back down onto the floor and stretching your legs out in front of you. “Okay, fine. I do want it. But the work is slowly killing me.”
She laughed as she sat beside you, pulling her foot up into a butterfly stretch. “That part’s valid.”
You sighed, leaned back on your hands, and casually added, “Oh, by the way, Jay treated me to lunch earlier.”
There was a beat of silence.
Then Kazuha stopped mid-stretch, twisting to look at you so fast you thought she might’ve pulled something. “What?”
You blinked at her, deadpan. “What?”
“What?” she repeated, louder, eyes wide. “Park Jongseong, rock band Jay, treated you to lunch?”
You shrugged, rolling your neck as you moved into another stretch.
“Yeah. We bumped into each other this morning. He walked me to class, then sat with me during lunch ‘cause you all were busy.”
Kazuha stared at you like you’d just said you got proposed to. “Girl—what the fuck? You let that man walk you to class and feed you?”
You rolled your eyes and stood up, brushing your hands over your thighs to shake off the lingering ache.
The hem of your skirt settled lightly against your legs as you turned toward her with a half-annoyed, half-exasperated look. “What’s the big deal?”
“The big deal,” she said, stepping forward dramatically, finger pointed, “is that Jay doesn’t just do that. He barely talks to people unless it’s his band. Even Ni-ki was surprised he agreed to this whole studio arrangement.”
You raised a brow, unimpressed. “I mean… he’s not that bad, Zuha. He just did it ‘cause he was eating alone, too.”
Kazuha looked at you flatly. “Yeah. And I’m Korean.”
You squinted. “But you aren’t.”
“Exactly,” she huffed, walking back to the speaker as she tapped the screen and said, “Shut up and get into position.”
You stifled a laugh, fixing the ribbon on your skirt and stepping slowly toward the center of the room. The soft opening chords of Swan Lake echoed through the studio, and almost instinctively, your entire body shifted.
Your breathing slowed, arms lifting in delicate arcs as your chin tilted slightly upward.
Light from the windows caught the sheen of sweat on your collarbones, the glow on your cheekbones, and the pale shimmer of your satin skirt.
You moved like you were born from the music itself—weightless, barely touching the ground.
Kazuha couldn’t help but smile, her gaze soft and proud as she leaned her hip against the mirrored wall, arms folded loosely. “Yeah, (Y/N)’s made to play the White Swan.”
But just as you bent into the first arabesque, a loud bang sounded on the studio door.
Kazuha groaned and immediately pressed pause. “What now—”
You blinked out of your daze, lowering your arms with a frustrated sigh. You padded toward the door, soft steps echoing faintly across the floor as you pulled it open—
And were greeted with a tuft of blonde hair and the brightest grin you’d seen all day.
“Hi there,” Ni-ki said cheerfully, pushing a rolling cart in front of him that carried half of Jungwon’s drumset. His own bass was slung over his back, dangerously close to sliding off.
Behind him, the rest of the band stood loosely huddled with various instruments in hand—Jungwon with his sticks poking out from his tote, Sunghoon balancing his amp like it weighed nothing, and Sunoo waving excitedly.
“Delivery boys,” Heeseung deadpanned with a mock bow.
You blinked. “You’re early.”
“We came straight from class,” Jungwon said, adjusting the strap on his shoulder as he stepped around Ni-ki. “Didn’t want to waste time.”
“You guys could’ve texted,” Kazuha called from inside.
“We did,” Sunoo pouted, stepping in behind Ni-ki. “But someone blocked Ni-ki.”
Kazuha threw him a pointed look. “I told you, deserved.”
Ni-ki dramatically clutched his chest. “I’m literally your family.”
“I said what I said.”
You shook your head fondly as the group started filing in like they owned the place, all noise and energy and guitar straps.
Ni-ki rolled the cart in with zero regard for studio etiquette, and Jake was already dragging an extension cord from the corner like he’d done it a hundred times.
You stepped aside quickly, flattening yourself against the door as Heeseung strode in next, his mic stand folded neatly under one arm and the actual mic dangling precariously from his other hand. He shot you a polite, small smile as he passed.
“Thanks,” he murmured, careful not to bump into you.
Then came Sunghoon, carrying his bass like it was a part of him, the strap slung lazily over one shoulder. He gave you a nod as he maneuvered around Ni-ki’s still-parked cart.
Jay entered last.
His black button-up was slightly unbuttoned now, revealing a sliver of skin that caught the light just enough to make your throat dry.
The strap of his guitar bag sat snug across his chest as he adjusted it, dark hair falling slightly into his eyes. He glanced at you and offered a soft, “Hey.”
You blinked, caught off guard by the acknowledgment, but quickly recovered. “Hey,” you replied, stepping back to let him through.
As the door clicked shut behind him, the studio seemed to hum alive with the sounds of their set-up—clinks of metal stands, low murmurs of discussion, and the occasional curse word when Ni-ki nearly dropped part of the drum kit.
Sunoo had gravitated toward Kazuha in the corner, the two chatting animatedly as she tied her hair up again.
“Woah—really? Swan Lake?” Sunoo’s voice carried easily over the sound of Heeseung testing his mic.
Kazuha glanced up at him, her face bright with amusement. “Yeah. Me and (Y/N).”
Sunoo’s eyes widened. “Wait—you’re both in it? That’s… that’s huge, isn’t it? Like, I swear even people who don’t care about ballet know that one.”
Kazuha smirked as she crossed her arms. “She’s playing the White Swan.” She tilted her head toward you with a subtle grin.
Sunoo’s gaze shot to you so fast you froze mid-step. “The White Swan? That’s the big part, right? The main girl?”
You rubbed the back of your neck awkwardly, suddenly hyperaware of Jay adjusting his amp a few feet away. “I mean… yeah, but it’s not really finished yet, so—”
“Still,” Sunoo cut in, his grin infectious. “That’s insane. You’ve got to invite us when it’s done. I wanna see it.”
You blinked, surprised at his genuine excitement. “Uh… sure?”
“Promise?”
“I—uh, yeah. Promise.”
“Good.” Sunoo’s smile widened, almost mischievous now as he added, “Jay would wanna see it too, right?”
You caught Jay’s eyes flick up briefly from where he was adjusting his guitar strap. He didn’t say anything, but there was the faintest quirk of his lips before he looked back down.
You cleared your throat softly, heat creeping up your neck to the tips of your ears as you turned on your heel, walking back to where Kazuha and Sunoo were crouched over a tangled mess of speaker wires.
Sunoo shot you a knowing grin the second your shadow fell over them, his eyes sparkling mischievously like he’d caught the tail end of something he wasn’t supposed to.
“Need a hand?” you asked, trying to keep your voice steady, but the slight edge of nervousness betrayed you.
Sunoo smirked wider. “We’re good here. But you seem… flustered. Everything okay?”
Kazuha, bless her, didn’t even look up. “Leave her alone, Sunoo.”
You barely had time to respond before Ni-ki came bounding over, rolling his bass strap into his hand. His dyed blonde hair fell into his eyes as he grinned down at you, full of mischief like he was ready to stir up trouble.
“So,” he started, rocking back on his heels, “are you and Kazuha staying to watch? It’s gonna get loud in here, but I promise it’s worth it.”
You blinked up at him, caught a little off guard by his enthusiasm.
“Oh—well, I’m not really sure. We might have to run through some choreography again,” you admitted, fingers fidgeting with the hem of your skirt as you glanced at Kazuha for backup.
“We’ll stay,” Kazuha said simply, already settling herself cross-legged by the speakers like she was setting up for a full private concert.
“Oh,” you murmured, caught between protesting and following her lead. “I guess we’re staying then.”
Ni-ki’s grin widened. “Good. You’ll love it.”
And maybe you were imagining it, but when you caught movement in the mirror across the room, you realized Jay wasn’t watching his reflection like the others.
No—his eyes were on you.
He knelt by his amp, one knee pressed to the hardwood, black button-up sleeves rolled messily up his forearms as he plugged the cable into his guitar.
His fingers moved with practiced ease, but every now and then, his gaze flicked up—not to the tuning pegs, not to his bandmates, but to you. Like he couldn’t help himself.
You froze for half a second under the weight of it, lips parting slightly, feeling every bit like a bunny caught in headlights as Ni-ki kept rambling about their setlist.
Jay’s expression didn’t change, but there was something unreadable in the tilt of his head, the faint crease of his brows, the way his eyes followed your movements even as he reached for the volume knob.
You weren’t sure what to make of it. But it made your chest feel too tight for comfort.
You padded quietly across the wooden floor, the sound of your ballet flats muffled against the worn panels.
Kazuha glanced up at you as you settled beside her, tucking your legs neatly under you. She offered a small smile, the kind that said she noticed the pink lingering on your ears but wasn’t about to say a word about it—not yet anyway.
Your gaze drifted back to the seven boys scattered across the studio. They were lost in their element, voices low but urgent as they muttered among themselves, hands moving quickly as they adjusted knobs, checked wires, and tested mics.
Jungwon stood near the drum set, leaning slightly on a cymbal stand as he gestured toward Sunghoon’s bass. “You’re a little flat on the E string, try tuning up just a hair.”
Sunghoon gave a small nod, fingers turning the tuning peg with practiced precision as he strummed lightly. “Got it. How’s that?”
Heeseung, crouched with his mic in one hand, grinned. “Better. Jungwon’s ears never fail.”
Jake, who was sitting cross-legged by the amp, chimed in. “Do we want to start with Karma or Blessed-Cursed? Karma has a softer open, might be easier to soundcheck.”
Jay was leaning against the wall now, his black top unbuttoned just slightly at the collar as his fingers skimmed the strings of his guitar in a soundless rhythm. He hummed, low in his throat, eyes on the floor but clearly listening.
“Go with Karma. Better flow into the setlist that way.”
“You guys read my mind,” Jungwon said with a grin.
Ni-ki was already setting his bass strap across his shoulder, bouncing slightly on his heels. “Let’s not waste time. I wanna hear how the mix sounds in this room.”
Sunoo, who had been coiling cables neatly, added, “We’ll need to check the balance too. The acoustics here aren’t what we’re used to.”
You couldn’t help but watch them, your chin resting lightly on your knees. There was something mesmerizing about it all—the way their movements fit together like gears in a clock, efficient and familiar. It was chaos, but it was their chaos, and somehow it worked.
“They’re… really good at this,” you murmured softly to Kazuha, not taking your eyes off the group as Heeseung tested his mic with a smooth, “Check, check, one, two.”
“They’ve been at it for years,” Kazuha replied, her voice low but warm.
“Even if some of them don’t seem like it, they’ve always been serious about music. Ni-ki says they barely ever waste a practice session.”
Sunoo pressed a few keys on his keyboard, the warm synth notes cutting softly through the quiet air of the studio.
“Sorry for the wires,” he said into his mic with a sheepish grin, his voice light and melodic even in the test run.
Jungwon cracked his knuckles, adjusted his drumsticks in his hands, and leaned slightly toward his mic, his expression calm but focused.
“We are Enhypen,” he said, voice smooth yet commanding, like he’d done this introduction a hundred times. “And this is Karma. An original.”
You blinked, sitting up straighter. Original?
Before you could fully process it, Jungwon tapped his sticks together—“One, two, three, four”—and the room came alive.
The first sound was Jay’s guitar, low and steady, the distorted riff crawling like electricity over your skin. His fingers moved fluidly over the strings, confident and deliberate.
It wasn’t flashy, but there was weight in every chord, a rhythm that anchored the entire song as Jake joined in with his own guitar, layering bright accents and counter-melodies like sparks dancing over embers.
Then Jungwon came in. His drumming wasn’t frantic—it was calculated, tight, every beat hitting perfectly as his foot worked the bass pedal with precise force.
You could feel it in your chest, that deep, steady thrum that pulled you in and refused to let go.
The rock instrumental wasn’t loud in the grating way you expected from underground bands—it was powerful but clean, addictive even. The kind of sound that could fill an arena yet still feel intimate in a room like this.
You didn’t even realize you were holding your breath until Kazuha nudged your knee.
“They’re… insane, right?” she whispered with a grin, her eyes locked on Ni-ki as he stepped forward for a small bass run.
You could only nod, your eyes catching briefly on Jay again. He wasn’t looking at his reflection in the mirror. He wasn’t looking at his bandmates either.
He was looking at you. Fingers steady on the strings, the faintest smirk tugging at his lips as if he knew exactly what he was doing.
Your eyes were locked on Jay, unable to look away even if you tried. He was in his zone—fingers gliding across the frets with a practiced ease that spoke of years spent mastering his craft.
The way he leaned into his guitar slightly during heavier riffs, the faint furrow of concentration between his brows, even the subtle tap of his foot in time with Jungwon’s drums—it was mesmerizing.
And damn it, he knew how to play. No unnecessary flair, no overcompensation. Just clean, precise chords that bled into Jake’s bright melodies and Sunghoon’s heavy bass lines like they belonged there all along.
They all were good—no, they were phenomenal. Voices layered perfectly, harmonies slipping in like silk as Heeseung and Jake took turns on the vocals, with Sunoo and Jungwon occasionally adding backing vocals that rounded everything out.
Even Ni-ki’s occasional adlibs on the bass fit seamlessly, his energy infectious as his head bobbed with the beat.
As the song started to wind down, the final chorus hit with one last punch of sound—Heeseung’s voice raw and gripping, Jay’s guitar sliding into a clean, lingering note that seemed to hang in the air long after Jungwon gave a final, decisive hit on his snare.
The silence that followed felt heavy but electric.
You exhaled, realizing too late that you’d been holding your breath for most of the song.
Heeseung was the first to break it, pulling back from his mic with a grin. He ran a hand through his hair, sweat sticking a few strands to his forehead as he looked over at you and Kazuha.
“Well?” His voice echoed lightly through the room, still amplified by the mic. “How’d we do?”
You blinked, caught off guard at suddenly being the center of seven pairs of eyes.
Kazuha let out a low whistle, clapping her hands together. “I mean… that was insane. You guys sound like you’re ready to headline college week and then some.”
“Right?” Sunoo grinned, tapping a few playful notes on his keyboard as he leaned toward you. “(Y/N), what about you? You were pretty quiet over there.”
You opened your mouth, then shut it again, trying to find the words.
“I… you guys were incredible. Like, seriously. I didn’t expect it to sound that—” You made a vague gesture in the air, your mind still fogged from the performance. “—that good. That clean.”
“Clean?” Ni-ki raised a brow, smirking. “That’s it? We pour our souls into the song and all we get is ‘clean?’”
“She’s stunned.” Jay’s voice cut in suddenly, calm but with the faintest edge of amusement. He still sitting on his amp, one leg crossed casually over the other as he adjusted the knobs on his amp. “You can tell.”
Your head snapped to him, but he didn’t look up—fingers busy with the guitar strap, lips twitching into what looked dangerously close to a smirk.
“Guess we’ll take that as a compliment,” Jake chuckled, his dimples deepening as he leaned his guitar against the wall.
“You should.” Your voice was softer now, almost too quiet as your eyes flickered back to Jay. “It was really good.”
The clock above the studio door blinked 11:03 PM in harsh red digits when Jungwon clapped his hands, declaring, “Alright, pack it up before someone locks us in here.”
The sound of zippers, metal clasps, and light chatter filled the space as the boys moved quickly—Jake carefully winding his guitar cable, Sunghoon clicking his keyboard case shut with a soft snap.
Jungwon muttered under his breath as he berated Sunoo, “You almost killed my snare earlier—careful, man. That drum costs more than my entire existence.” Sunoo only laughed sheepishly, clutching said drum like it was a newborn child.
Kazuha was kneeling near the mirrors, folding up her jacket as she handed you your pointe shoes with a little grin.
“Here. Thought you’d want to put these away before they get stepped on.”
“Thanks, Zu,” you murmured, fingers moving to re-lace them neatly before slipping them into your tote. The satin was frayed at the edges, little scars from all the rehearsals you'd been throwing yourself into lately.
By the door, Sunghoon glanced over his shoulder, bass case in hand. “Everyone done?”
“Yes,” came a chorus of voices, yours included as you adjusted your bag strap.
Ni-ki, ever the chaotic younger one, suddenly grabbed Kazuha’s arm as she tried to slip past him.
“Did you film me? Tell me you filmed me—I swear my solo was sick.”
You laughed at Kazuha’s wide-eyed expression as she tried to shake him off. “Ni-ki, let her breathe. She’s not your personal videographer.”
“Should be,” he shot back with a pout, finally releasing her.
The group filed out into the hallway, their footsteps echoing off the polished floors. The building was quieter at this hour—no chatter from other students, no professors barking reminders.
Just the shuffle of sneakers and the occasional creak of instrument cases shifting against shoulders.
You hung back slightly, letting the line of boys and Kazuha move ahead as you pulled your jacket tighter around you. The hall’s faint chill clung to your cheeks. You didn’t notice Jay slowing down until you caught up beside him.
He glanced at you out of the corner of his eye, his pace shifting effortlessly to match yours.
“Hey.” His voice was low, almost lost to the quiet hallway.
“Hey,” you replied, tucking your hands into your coat pockets.
For a moment, neither of you spoke. It wasn’t uncomfortable—just the sort of silence that settled when two people didn’t feel the need to fill it.
The air smelled faintly of dewy grass and cold concrete, your breath coming out in soft little puffs that fogged in front of you. Your gaze drifted to the field outside, now cloaked in darkness with only a few stray lampposts keeping it alive in faint golden light.
“…What did you think?” Jay’s voice broke the quiet, low and steady, pulling your attention back to him.
You blinked at him, tilting your head slightly. “Huh?”
“The songs,” he said, his dark eyes catching a glint of light as he glanced sideways at you. “Were they… good?”
You nodded almost immediately. “Oh—yeah. They’re good. You guys are really good.”
A flicker of satisfaction crossed his face, his lips pressing together in a subtle nod. But you weren’t done.
“And you’re… really good at playing that guitar,” you added, words softer now. You didn’t know why your cheeks felt warmer as you said it.
Jay looked at you fully this time, the corner of his mouth tugging up into a small, quiet smile. “Thank you.”
You returned it with a shy one of your own before tucking your chin back into the soft folds of your white jacket.
Silence settled again, but this time it felt a little different—like it wasn’t just there by default, but because neither of you wanted to disturb it.
“…Aren’t you cold?” you asked suddenly, glancing at him from the corner of your eye.
He glanced down at you, buried like a marshmallow in your jacket with your tote bag swinging at your side. The faintest laugh escaped him. “No, not really.”
“You’re insane,” you huffed, your breath fogging in the chilly night. You exhaled again on purpose, watching the puff disappear like smoke as you hugged yourself tighter.
Jay chuckled under his breath but didn’t argue.
The group had slowed as they reached the path that split off toward the quad. The boys began murmuring their goodbyes as Sunghoon and Ni-ki led ahead, Sunoo falling back slightly to walk closer to you.
Jay suddenly stopped and turned slightly. “Guys, this is my stop,” he said, jerking his chin toward the dimly lit path across the field.
“Oh yeah, mine too,” Heeseung added, adjusting the strap of his mic stand case on his shoulder.
“See you tomorrow,” Jungwon called, waving his free hand.
Jay’s eyes flicked back to you once more. “Bye, (Y/N).”
Your name on his lips—simple, soft—sent an odd warmth rushing up your neck. You raised a hand hesitantly, giving him a small wave. “Bye.”
Heeseung shot you a bright grin and waved too before both boys began crossing the field.
You didn’t notice Jay slowing for just a moment, glancing back over his shoulder one last time.
His eyes caught on you, furrowed brows and lips parted slightly as you nodded at something Sunoo animatedly explained to you, trying your best to keep up.
A small smile tugged at Jay’s lips as he shook his head almost imperceptibly. Then he turned back, shoving his hands into his pockets and falling into step beside Heeseung as their voices faded into the cool night air.
They walked in silence for a few moments, the sound of their shoes against the pavement echoing faintly in the stillness of campus. The air smelled faintly of cold grass and leftover rain.
“Hey,” Jay said suddenly, voice calm but a little lower than usual. “You wanna stop by Prada with me tomorrow?”
Heeseung’s brows shot up slightly in surprise as he glanced at his friend. “Prada? Sure, I guess. I need a new bag anyway—my old one’s starting to look beat up.”
Jay nodded absently, his gaze fixed ahead at the dimly lit path. “Thought so. You’ve been carrying that same one since last year.”
Heeseung chuckled, adjusting the strap of the mic case on his shoulder. “Yeah, yeah. So, what about you? What do you need?”
Jay’s hand brushed against his guitar case as he shifted it slightly, his expression neutral as he replied, “A scarf.”
“A scarf?” Heeseung repeated, a teasing grin tugging at his lips. “Since when do you get cold?”
Jay’s lips quirked faintly—not enough to call it a smile—as he muttered, “It’s not for me.”
“Oh?” Heeseung tilted his head, curiosity written all over his face. “Then who’s it for?”
“Don’t worry about it.” Jay’s tone was final but not sharp, and he quickened his pace slightly as if to move the conversation along.
Heeseung raised his hands in surrender, smirking. “Alright, alright. Your secret’s safe, Romeo.”
Jay shook his head with a quiet scoff, but the faintest flush crept up his neck under the dim streetlights.
They didn’t speak again as they reached their dorm building, the sound of the door clicking shut behind them echoing in the empty hallway.
It was Saturday morning—the kind of golden, lazy one that draped sunlight through your open curtains and made the dust motes dance in the air.
Your dorm room smelled faintly of Sakura’s lavender hand cream and the cup of instant coffee you’d abandoned hours ago.
The TV buzzed softly in the background, some slice-of-life K-drama playing with warm colors and melodramatic music. Laughter bubbled from the floor where Yunjin, Kazuha, and Eunchae sat sprawled out on blankets, their hair tied messily back, snacks scattered between them.
You were curled up at the head of your bed, your laptop balanced on your knees as you furiously typed.
Beside you, Sakura sat cross-legged, her hands skillfully moving a crochet hook through pastel yarn. The soft sound of her work was oddly calming against your clacking keyboard.
“Is that your Art History paper?” Sakura asked without looking up, her voice soft but teasing as she looped another stitch.
You let out a distracted hum, barely glancing at her. “Yeah… it’s due at three. I’m almost done.”
“Almost done, she says,” Yunjin snorted, tilting her head back from the floor to peer at you. “Why are you even cramming that? Didn’t the professor give you like… a week?”
“I thought it would be easy, okay?” you muttered defensively, your brows knitting as you hit delete on a sentence for the third time. “Turns out, it’s not.”
Chaewon let out a giggle from where she was cradling Doobu in her lap. The cat was purring like a tiny engine, squishing its face happily into her hoodie sleeve.
“Yeah, you hear that, Doobu? Mommy’s a really bad crammer, huh? Good thing your aunts aren’t.”
You shot her a mock glare over your screen, your lips twitching despite yourself. “Ha. Ha. So funny, Chae. Keep talking—I’ll assign you to finish this paper for me.”
Eunchae snorted and threw a pillow lightly at you. “She’d probably do a better job.”
You caught it with one hand, tossing it back at her with a small laugh. “Traitors. All of you.”
“Not a traitor,” Kazuha said from the floor, chewing thoughtfully on a piece of tteokbokki she’d brought from the convenience store earlier.
“I’m just saying… you’ve been acting busy all week. Between rehearsals and… other things.”
Her voice trailed, and Yunjin’s head snapped toward her with a grin. “Other things? Wait. Wait. Did something happen?”
You felt your fingers hesitate on the keyboard for a second too long, and that was enough for Yunjin to pounce. “Oh my God. You’ve been quiet since yesterday too. Is there something you’re not telling us?”
“I think there is,” Sakura chimed in, side-eyeing you with a knowing little smile, her crochet work still going steadily.
“There’s nothing,” you said quickly, but the heat rising to your cheeks betrayed you. “Seriously. You guys are so dramatic.”
But Kazuha just leaned back on her hands and raised a brow at you. “Is it about Jay?”
You froze mid-type, your fingers pausing above the keyboard. “…Excuse me?”
“Jay who?” Yunjin asked immediately, her head snapping between the two of you like she’d just caught the scent of drama.
“The one from my cousin’s band,” Kazuha replied casually, twirling a piece of her hair around her finger.
Sakura’s crochet hook stilled as she turned her full attention to you, eyes widening slightly. “Wait… Park Jongseong?”
“The emo guitarist?” Eunchae added in, eyes sparkling with mischief. “The one Ni-ki’s always talking about in Biology? That guy?”
“Oh yeah,” Kazuha chimed in, nodding thoughtfully as if she’d just remembered a passing detail. “I forgot you guys are in the same class.”
Chae-won tilted her head at you from the floor, still holding Doobu lazily in her lap. “So? What’s up with him?”
You let out a groan, throwing your head back against the headboard dramatically as your laptop slid slightly down your thighs. “First of all, he’s not emo—he just… owns a lot of black clothes, okay?”
The room broke into quiet snickers, Sakura biting back a smile as she picked her crochet back up.
“Second,” you continued, shooting them all a weak glare, “he’s… nice. That’s it. He’s just nice, okay?”
Kazuha’s grin widened as she dropped her bomb. “And he bought her lunch yesterday.”
You buried your face in your hands, muffling a groan. “Zuha—”
“Oh, oh!” Kazuha added cheerfully, “And he walked her to class too.”
Yunjin’s jaw dropped as if you’d just confessed to dating a K-drama male lead. “What? Jay? That Jay? Doesn’t he like… not talk to anyone at all?”
“I don’t know!” you burst out, throwing your hands up in defense as your friends all gawked at you like they were watching the climax of a drama. “Maybe he just—was being polite? Or he felt bad? I don’t know! Stop looking at me like that.”
“Polite?” Eunchae repeated, raising a brow.
“Girl, he looks like he wants the ground to swallow him whole whenever Ni-ki drags him to our morning classes, and you’re telling me he voluntarily walked you to class and bought you lunch?”
You let out an exasperated groan, flopping back against the headboard and covering your face with your hands.
“I don’t know, okay? I’ve barely even talked to the man! I already told you guys—he’s just nice. End of story.”
Sakura, sitting cross-legged on the other end of your bed with her crochet still in hand, hummed thoughtfully. Then she said, far too casually, “What if—and it’s a very big what if—he likes you?”
You peeked through your fingers, shooting her a look so sharp it could cut steel. “Sakura.”
“What?” she said with a little shrug, feigning innocence as her eyes sparkled like she’d just lit a fuse.
Kazuha, lounging lazily on the floor with her hair tied up, raised a brow and added fuel to the fire.
“I mean… it’s not impossible. Ni-ki literally says he’s single, and—if we’re being honest—Jay doesn’t seem like the type who cares about romance.”
“Exactly!” Eunchae said, snapping her fingers. “So what if you’re like… the first person who’s caught his eye or something?”
“Guys—seriously?” you muttered, your ears already burning as you hugged a pillow against your chest.
“You’re all making this sound like some kind of webtoon. He’s not interested. He’s just… being decent. That’s it. End of story. Period.”
But Yunjin, sprawled on your rug with her legs propped up on the edge of your bed, smirked knowingly. “You don’t sound very sure, babe. Are you sure it’s not you who’s starting to like him?”
Your head snapped down, “Yunjin.”
“What?” she said with a laugh, holding her hands up defensively. “I’m just saying. You’ve got that look on your face when we brought him up.”
“I do not—” you began, but Kazuha cut you off with a teasing grin.
“Yeah, you do. You’re blushing right now.”
“I’m not—oh my god.” You buried your face into the pillow, groaning as the girls broke into laughter and squeals.
When the sound died down just enough for you to breathe, you peeked out from the pillow, face still flushed, and mumbled under your breath, eyes fixed anywhere but at them.
“He’s… popular, you know? And he’s intimidating. Like… the way he carries himself? I don’t know, it’s hard to explain.”
Kazuha raised a brow, smirking as she picked up her water bottle. “You’re saying that like you’ve been analyzing him.”
“I’m not,” you said quickly, grabbing your laptop again and pulling it onto your lap as a weak distraction.
The sound of your fingers clacking on the keys filled the room as you added, softer this time, “I’m just saying—I have to agree with Kazuha. Maybe he’s not into romance at all.”
You took a breath, forcing a little laugh that sounded too tight. “So yeah. He probably just… took pity on me or something. Like, no big deal.”
The room fell quiet. Suspiciously quiet.
You didn’t look up, too focused on pretending to type as if your project was suddenly the most important thing in the world.
Then Sakura’s weight shifted on the bed, and you felt her scoot closer. Her hand landed softly on your knee as she said, voice gentle but firm, “(Y/N), don’t say that. Okay? Don’t ever say that about yourself.”
Then Sakura’s weight shifted on the bed, and you felt her scoot closer. Her hand landed softly on your knee as she said, voice gentle but firm, “(Y/N), don’t say that. Okay? Don’t ever say that about yourself.”
You blinked, your fingers pausing mid-word.
“We all know you—inside and out. You’re beautiful, and you’re talented, and you’re so kind it’s almost annoying sometimes,” she said with a small laugh, her eyes searching yours. “Jay wouldn’t be taking pity on you. Not a chance.”
“Exactly,” Yunjin chimed in from her spot on the floor, propping her chin up with her palm.
“And we’re not saying this just because we’re your friends. You really are that girl. Like, honestly? Half the campus has been trying to get your number since freshman year.”
You snorted, shaking your head, but Eunchae leaned forward too, her expression serious for once. “Plus,” she said matter-of-factly, “don’t you, like, reject guys every month? All because they’re too into you, or too clingy, or whatever?”
You groaned again, tugging the pillow back up to your face as their words made your ears burn even hotter. “Oh my god. Can you guys not bring that up right now?”
“Nope,” Chaewon teased, scratching Doobu’s chin as the cat purred in her lap. “Because we’re trying to remind you who you are.”
“You’re not someone he’d ‘pity,’” Sakura said softly. “You’re someone people fall for. And maybe he’s no exception.”
You blinked at her, the words sinking in like warm tea on a cold day. Your lips tugged up, small but genuine, and you nodded slowly.
“Thank you,” you murmured, voice quiet but full of gratitude. “Really. You guys are… way too good to me.”
Yunjin stretched her arms over her head with a dramatic sigh, the elastic between her teeth as she tied her hair up into a quick bun.
“Good to you? Babe, we’re saving you from spiraling into overthinking about some tall broody guitarist who might actually like you.”
“Yunjin,” you said with a laugh, rolling your eyes.
“What?” she grinned, hands on her hips now. “It’s true. Anyway, I’m hungry, and clearly you’re too distracted to feed yourself, so—” She pointed at you with mock accusation. “What do you want? Name it.”
You shook your head, amused. “Anything will do. There’s still stuff in the fridge.”
Yunjin nodded like she was preparing for battle. “Perfect.” She waved dramatically as she made her way toward the kitchenette. “Come on, Eunchae. You’re my sous-chef.”
“Eh? Why me?” Eunchae grumbled but still hopped up from her spot on the floor to trail after her. “Fine—but I’m not cutting onions!”
You shook your head fondly, the soft smile still lingering on your lips as you turned your attention back to your screen. Fingers danced across the keyboard, the steady click of the keys mixing with the sounds of Sakura’s crochet hook tapping against itself.
Then you felt a slight weight on your shoulder. Sakura had leaned her head there, peeking at your screen. “You spelled ‘kinesiology’ wrong.”
You snorted, backspacing quickly. “I always do.”
She hummed softly, her voice barely above a whisper. “You know, (Y/N)… we’re really proud of you. Not just because of ballet or school or whatever. Just… for being you.”
You paused, the words catching you off guard, and turned slightly to glance at her. She wasn’t looking at you—her eyes were on your laptop, her expression calm and warm.
“You guys are seriously going to make me cry today,” you teased lightly, though your throat tightened a little.
Sakura’s lips curved into a small smile, her eyes finally meeting yours. “Good. Means we’re doing our jobs as your best friends.”
You laughed softly and shook your head before turning back to your screen. “I really am glad I have you all, you know?”
“We know,” she said, patting your leg before picking up her yarn again.
In the background, you heard Yunjin yelling something about “Where’s the sesame oil?” and Eunchae responding with “You’re holding it!”
The scent of something beginning to fry wafted from the kitchenette, and you let yourself relax—shoulders uncoiling from a tension you didn’t realize you’d been carrying all morning.
It was perfect. Cozy. The kind of afternoon that felt like a bubble outside of time.
You smiled faintly as you hit the final save on your document, Sakura peeking over your shoulder to murmur, “Finally.” You chuckled. “Took me long enough.”
By the time six in the evening rolled around, the sky outside your window was a watercolor wash of peach and violet. The air had cooled further, and one by one, your friends began gathering their bags, the lingering laughter softening into sleepy goodbyes.
“Thanks for letting us crash your dorm,” Yunjin said with a grin, pulling her hoodie over her head.
“Don’t mention it. Come any time,” you said, hands resting on the doorframe as you watched them shuffle into their shoes. “And thanks for doing the dishes, Zuha.”
Kazuha waved you off, tugging Eunchae’s sleeve to hurry her along. “You let us stay; it’s the least I could do.”
Chaewon turned back briefly, holding Doobu like a baby in her arms. “Bye-bye, mommy’s little princess. Don’t keep her up too late.”
You laughed. “Goodnight, guys.”
“Night!” they chorused back, their voices overlapping as they spilled into the hallway.
Doobu trotted out after them as if to see them off. You crouched and scooped her up easily, cradling her against your chest. “Come on, girl,” you murmured, pressing your cheek into her soft fur. “Let’s get some sleep.”
You nudged the door closed with your foot, the faint click echoing in the now-quiet room. The air still smelled faintly of fried rice and buttered eggs.
As you laid Doobu gently onto the bed, she circled twice before curling into a neat ball beside your pillow. You smiled, slipping under the covers, pulling the blanket up to your chin and her tiny body close to yours.
The hum of the air conditioner filled the silence, joined by faint footsteps down the hall—someone passing by, a door closing a few rooms down. It was soothing in a way, grounding.
Slowly, sleep crept in, your eyes fluttering shut as your breathing evened out.
You didn’t know how long you’d been out when your phone buzzed softly on the nightstand.
With a groggy groan, you reached out blindly, fingers fumbling until you grabbed it. Blinking against the harsh light of the screen, you squinted at the time. 9:12 PM.
“Ugh.” You stretched lazily, arms above your head, a yawn spilling out as you rubbed your eyes.
But when you turned back, your brows furrowed. The blankets were rumpled—too rumpled—and the familiar soft weight of Doobu was missing.
“Doobu?” you called softly, still half-asleep.
Silence.
“She’s probably under the bed,” you mumbled to yourself, slipping one foot to the floor. You crouched down, peeking under. “Doobu?”
Nothing.
Maybe the bathroom. You padded over, cracking the door open. Empty.
“Come on, girl, where are you?”
Panic didn’t hit right away—not until your eyes flicked to the door and you noticed it.
A sliver of faint golden light where there shouldn’t have been any. Your door wasn’t fully shut.
“…Shit.”
Your voice was barely above a whisper as you crossed the room, heart thudding. You tightened the knot of your hooie over your pajamas and cursed under your breath again.
Pulling the door shut behind you with a quiet click, you huffed out a shaky breath, shoving your phone into the pocket of your oversized hoodie.
“Shit… okay, okay, don’t panic,” you muttered, yanking on your outside slippers so hard you almost tripped. Fingers raked through your hair in a half-hearted attempt to tame the mess from your nap as you stepped into the hallway.
The air outside was cooler than your room, and the fluorescent lights buzzed faintly above you. You padded quickly down the corridor, whisper-yelling, “Doobu? Come on, girl… where the fuck did you go?”
Your voice echoed faintly against the closed doors lining the hall.
“Shit, shit, shit—she can’t have gone far,” you hissed to yourself, scanning every corner like a deranged detective.
You peeked around the trash bins, past the stairwell, even crouched briefly to check under the benches near the elevator. Nothing.
You bolted up the stairs to the next floor, slippers slapping quietly against the steps. As you rounded the corner, a small group of arts students you recognized from studio night looked up at you from where they lounged against the wall, sketchbooks in hand.
“Hey, (Y/N)!” one of them greeted cheerfully.
“Hey,” you said a little breathlessly, not slowing your pace as your eyes darted around. “Sorry—uh—if you guys see a white cat, she’s mine. She slipped out.”
“Oh no,” another said, eyes wide. “We’ll keep a lookout!”
“Thanks,” you called over your shoulder, already halfway down the hallway.
“Doobu!” you hissed again.
“Do not make me climb this entire fucking building in my pajamas. I swear to god—” You groaned, dragging a hand down your face. “Way to go, (Y/N). Lose your cat and look like a sleep-deprived idiot in the process. Great job.”
Your slippers squeaked faintly against the linoleum as you turned another corner, scanning the dimmer end of the hall where the lights flickered faintly.
Your heartbeat was loud in your ears, your breath visible in the cold drafts slipping through the windows.
“Doobu? Baby girl? Please don’t make me cry right now…” you muttered desperately.
You made your way down the other floors, checking every nook and cranny, even peering behind trash bins and under staircases. Your slippers scuffed against the stairs, the sound almost swallowed by your frantic heartbeat pounding in your ears.
Every student you passed got the same frazzled question. “Hey—sorry, have you seen a white cat? Fluffy, kind of round?”
Some shook their heads apologetically, others blinked in surprise at the sheer panic in your tone before nodding.
“Oh, I’ll keep a lookout!” a girl carrying an armful of books promised.
“Thanks—thank you so much,” you said breathlessly, bowing your head slightly before bolting down the next set of stairs.
When you reached the ground floor, you didn’t even pause. The cold air slapped you in the face as you pushed open the glass doors to your dorm building, the metal handle biting into your palm from your tight grip.
“Shit—Doobu, where the hell are you?” you whispered harshly, stepping into the crisp night air.
The campus was quieter now, the golden glow of the streetlamps casting long shadows across the empty walkways. You scanned the quad, your eyes darting across the open field, the benches, even the bases of the trees.
Your slippers whispered against the pavement as you jogged lightly toward the benches near the edge of the field.
“Doobu!” you called again, voice cracking slightly. “Come on, girl… don’t do this to me.”
Muttering curses under your breath—“Goddammit, (Y/N), you’re so careless…”—you almost didn’t notice it.
But then—there it was.
A tuft of white fur. A bushy tail flicking lazily.
Your breath caught in your throat. Doobu sat primly on one of the benches under the golden streetlights, her little face upturned like she owned the entire campus.
“Oh my god,” you whispered in disbelief, your knees nearly giving out in relief. You walked closer, slowly, carefully, afraid that a sudden movement might startle her away again.
Your cat sat so calmly on the bench, tail curled neatly around her paws, completely unbothered as if she hadn’t just sent you on a heart attack-inducing campus-wide manhunt.
You started walking closer, slow and careful, not wanting to startle her away. But as you got nearer, your steps faltered.
You started walking closer, slow and careful, not wanting to startle her away. But as you got nearer, your steps faltered.
There was someone sitting on the bench with her.
A man.
He was leaned back casually, one arm resting along the backrest as his other hand absentmindedly stroked Doobu’s fur. She—your Doobu, who notoriously despised every single male human who dared to even look her way—was preening under his touch.
The little traitor was even leaning her head closer, purring so faintly you could hear it from where you stood.
Your eyes flicked up, scanning the guy. Black hoodie pulled over his head. A gray cap tucked low enough to shadow his face. Cream pants loose but clean. His sneakers looked a little scuffed, as if he actually walked around campus instead of just cutting through in a car.
Then he laughed quietly—low and warm, almost like he didn’t mean for you to hear it—and said to your cat,
“I bet your owner’s losing her mind looking for you, huh?”
Your jaw nearly dropped. He was talking to her?
You let out a shaky sigh, deciding to ignore him completely as you stepped forward. “Hey, Doobu,” you murmured softly, crouching slightly as you reached a hand out. “You scared the shit out of me. Do you know how long I’ve been looking for you?”
At the sound of your voice, Doobu’s ears twitched. She gave a soft purr, standing on her paws to hop down—only to pause when the guy slowly drew his hand back, letting his palm rest on his knee.
That’s when he finally looked up at you.
Sharp eyes under the cap. Lips quirked in an almost imperceptible smile.
“She’s got a habit of wandering off, huh?” he said, voice low and smooth with the faintest trace of amusement.
Your heart stuttered at the sound, recognition dawning like a wave crashing down on you.
“…Jay?”
He chuckled under his breath, his fingers drumming lightly against his knee. “You didn’t notice? Thought you were too focused on your runaway cat to see me.”
You straightened, blinking at him incredulously as your cat jumped off the bench and started rubbing against your legs.
“I—You—what are you even doing here?” you asked, your voice tight from a cocktail of exhaustion and mild embarrassment.
Jay didn’t answer at first. Instead, he leaned forward slightly, reaching down to grab two sleek Prada paper bags sitting on the concrete by his feet.
He swished them in the air casually, the crisp sound of the handles snapping into place breaking the quiet night.
“Shopped a little,” he said, his tone easy. “Went with Heeseung. We had some free time.”
You blinked at the bags, then back at him as he patted the now-empty spot on the bench beside him. “Sit down. You look like you ran a marathon.”
Hesitating only a moment, you bent down to scoop Doobu off the concrete, clutching her soft, warm body against your chest as you crossed the few steps to the bench.
Sitting down beside him, you let out a slow, shaky breath. Doobu purred against you, seemingly unbothered by her little adventure.
Jay was already looking at you—one elbow draped casually over the backrest, his dark eyes unreadable under the brim of his cap.
You glanced down at the bags and pointed at them. “So… you’re rich-rich, huh?”
His lips quirked, a small laugh rumbling out of him. “Not me. My parents are.” He nudged one of the bags with his foot before adding, “And anyway, I bought these using my own money. No trust fund involved.”
Jay chuckled again, softer this time. “I guess.”
There was a beat of silence before he tilted his head slightly, his eyes darting to the white fluff curled in your lap. “Can I?” he asked, one hand lifting a little as he gestured toward Doobu.
You looked down at your cat, who blinked up at you lazily as if granting her approval herself. “Sure,” you murmured.
Jay shifted closer, his fingers brushing over Doobu’s head with surprising gentleness. She pressed into his touch, tail flicking lazily as a faint purr rumbled from her chest.
“She likes you,” you said quietly, unable to hide the faint trace of surprise in your voice.
“She’s cute,” Jay murmured, his thumb stroking behind her ear. Then his eyes flicked back to yours. “So… what happened? How’d she get out?”
You sighed, your shoulders slumping as you leaned back slightly against the bench. “I didn’t close my dorm room all the way. Must’ve been when I fell asleep earlier. She probably pushed it open and slipped out.”
You buried your face briefly in Doobu’s fur, muffling a groan. “God, I feel so stupid.”
“Don’t,” Jay said simply, his voice steady and calm. “She’s safe now. That’s all that matters.”
You peeked up at him, startled by how sincere he sounded. He wasn’t looking at you anymore—his eyes were on Doobu as he continued stroking her fur—but there was something in his tone that made your chest tighten.
“…Thanks,” you murmured, hugging your cat a little closer. “For finding her.”
Jay glanced at you again, the faintest smile tugging at his lips. “I didn’t find her. She found me.”
You huffed a small laugh despite yourself, your nerves slowly beginning to settle. “Typical. Little traitor.”
Jay chuckled too, his hand still absentmindedly stroking Doobu’s fur. “She’s got good taste, though.”
You froze slightly at that, unsure how to respond as the warmth from his words and the gentle sound of Doobu’s purrs filled the air. Your eyes flicked to his, catching the way he was already looking at you—something soft and unspoken in his expression.
Then his gaze dropped, and a faint smirk tugged at his lips as he tilted his head toward you. “Not sure about her owner, though. Teddy bears and choo-choo trains? Really?”
You blinked in confusion for a moment before glancing down at yourself, realizing too late he was talking about your pajama set—the faint pastel print of tiny teddy bears riding toy trains now painfully obvious.
Your jaw dropped slightly. “Oh my god—Jay!” You slapped his arm, mortified.
He let out a laugh—louder this time, low and warm in his chest—as his hand came up to rub the spot where you hit him. “What? I’m just saying.”
“Shut up!” you hissed, cheeks flaming as you buried your face in Doobu’s fur. “I was in a rush, okay? I didn’t think anyone was going to see me like this.”
Jay’s grin softened, his dark eyes glinting under the streetlight. “Okay, okay. No need to hit me. I surrender.” He raised both hands in mock surrender before leaning back against the bench again, his posture relaxed and easy.
You frowned at him anyway, though the heat in your cheeks didn’t let up. “You’re insufferable.”
“Maybe,” he said with a light shrug, still smiling.
The evening breeze picked up then, making you instinctively pull Doobu closer to your chest. You shivered slightly, tugging at your thin jacket as a chill ran through you.
Jay’s eyes flicked to you, catching the way your hair was slightly mussed from sleep and the faint flush on your cheeks. The corner of his mouth curved almost imperceptibly—not in amusement this time, but in something gentler.
He glanced down at the Prada bag at his feet, pulling one of the items out. The soft, knitted material clung to his hand as he carefully tore off the tag, fingers meticulous so as not to snag the fabric. Without a word, he scooted closer until his knee brushed yours.
You blinked as he draped the scarf around your neck, the sudden warmth making you jolt slightly. “Jay—?”
“Relax,” he said calmly, adjusting it so it sat snug yet loose enough to breathe. “You need it. You’re freezing.”
Your hands went up to touch the scarf, the fine, soft knit catching between your fingers. “Jay, I… I can’t accept this. It’s Prada. This probably costs—”
“No returns, I’m afraid,” he interrupted smoothly, his dark eyes meeting yours again with a quiet finality.
“But—”
“Don’t,” he said simply, voice low but firm as he reached over again. His hands were careful, almost tender, as he wrapped it more securely around your neck. “And you’re still cold. So don’t argue.”
You stared at him, your protest catching in your throat. The scarf smelled faintly of new fabric and something warm—something that somehow reminded you of him.
“…You’re ridiculous,” you murmured finally, lips twitching into a small smile.
“Maybe,” Jay said again, his lips curving ever so slightly as he leaned back, resting an arm on the bench’s backrest. “But I’m also right.”
You ducked your head, hiding your warming face in Doobu’s fur as she purred sleepily in your lap.
Jay glanced at you once more, his fingers flexing faintly like he wanted to reach for you again but thought better of it. Instead, he moved just slightly closer, the edge of his shoulder brushing yours as the cool night settled comfortably around you both.
“So… any plans after this?” he asked, his tone casual but his gaze unreadable as it lingered on you.
You tilted your head slightly, thinking for a moment before shaking your head. “No, not really. Why?”
The corner of his mouth lifted, just barely. “So you’re free.”
A small giggle escaped you before you could stop it, the sound carried away slightly by the night breeze. “Yeah, I’m free. Why?”
He looked ahead for a second, lips twitching as if debating saying the next words. Then he glanced back at you, meeting your curious eyes. “Do you… want to eat dinner?”
Your face lit up, eyes widening a little in surprise. “Yeah—sure. If it’s not a bother?”
Jay shook his head, a small smile playing on his lips as his eyes softened. “Never. It’s not.”
He glanced down at the white ball of fluff curled in your lap, still purring lightly. “But… what about Doobu?”
You followed his gaze, only now realizing your cat had made herself at home again, her tiny body rising and falling against your arms as she napped.
“Oh. Right.” You laughed a little sheepishly. “Would it be alright if I take her back to my dorm first? I should probably change too—”
Your voice trailed off as the memory of his earlier teasing came back, cheeks heating instantly. “—before you start commenting on my pajamas again,” you muttered under your breath, burying your face in Doobu’s soft fur.
Jay laughed at that—low, warm, and unrestrained this time. It sent a strange flutter through your chest.
“I’m sorry about that,” he said, standing smoothly as he grabbed his paper bags off the concrete. “I really am. I shouldn’t have said anything.”
You stood too, cradling the now-sleeping Doobu in your arms. She stirred slightly at the movement, her tiny head tucking into the crook of your shoulder as her tail curled closer to you. You adjusted your hold on her carefully, trying not to wake her.
Jay’s eyes softened further as he watched you fuss over your cat—something unreadable flickering behind them. Then he shifted his bags to one hand and gestured with the other.
“Come on. I’ll walk you back.”
“You don’t have to—”
“I know,” he said simply, his tone making it clear he wasn’t going to take no for an answer. “But I want to.”
You bit the inside of your cheek, fighting down the smile threatening to break through. “Okay… thank you.”
Jay only nodded, falling into step beside you as the two of you started walking back toward the dorms. His steps were unhurried, his presence steady next to yours as the faint sound of crickets and your own quiet breaths filled the night.
Doobu shifted slightly in your arms, letting out a soft sigh as if content, and you felt your chest loosen—somehow lighter with Jay’s warmth just a few inches away.
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