I’m Back... I guess?
Hello everyone! I am, in fact, not dead... to be honest I don’t think many people probably noticed my absence, I am not exactly noteworthy. Anyways, this quarantine has been... interesting. Long story short I started questioning bits of my gender late last year/early this year and for the past bit I’ve kind of been looking into that... and, yep, still confused. Getting there though... I think?
So, yeah, for like the past three+ months I have been writing my thoughts out semi-daily, had to restart that about 1-2 months ago though cause that writing quickly devolved into extreme self loathing and literally telling myself to kill myself.... so, uh, yeah, not fun. Besides that I have a list of reasons for my options... like an actual list with points for each possibility, I have been reading the ‘I Want to be a Cute Anime Girl’ by Azulcrescent (not exactly noteworthy for all of this, but it is honestly just really good), and have been spending way too much time on Egg_Irl on reddit and may or may not have gained 40K karma from that subreddit alone (for the most part) in less than two months.
I have also been listening to The Magnus Archives and playing through a survival world on Minecraft. So, yeah. Life is weird and I kinda just wanted to post something here so people don’t think I’m dead, honestly though, I would not be surprised if no one noticed I was gone, again, I am not exactly important in a lot of things. So, hi... I have no idea how to end this.
