Today I took a moment to reflect and just be in my own presence. I noticed that I havenāt been taking steps to become my true self, the person I want to be. The past 7 months Iāve been in such a negative place when it comes to dealing with other people. Iāve been everything but compassionate; and honestly a straight up bitch to most people who caused any kind of turmoil in my day. Ive been saying any and everything that comes to my mind without filtering it with empathy or common courtesy. Like straight up talking shit to peopleās faces about anything I disagreed with. Iām not sure what really caused this spell of assholeness but itās time for me to hold myself accountable. Not only is it exhausting but it truly is tainting my energy to the point where I wake up pissed off. Like waking up is a fucking blessing in itself and Iām already acting like a bitch. I donāt know if this happens to any of you but itās really not a good feeling to reflect back on yourself and see how horrible of a person youāve been. Despite if anyone has addressed you about your attitude or not, you should honestly ācheck yourself before you wreck yourselfā. Having that kind of energy blocks any kind of higher vibrations and blessings coming your way. Being a bitch isnāt a good look and I mean bitch as in saying things that donāt need to be said, even if you know everyoneās thinking it. You donāt have to be that person that has to be the voice of negativity. My goal for the remainder of the year is to redirect my negative thoughts into something positive to speak on instead of putting negativity out into the world. Anyone whoās tried to change their thinking feel free to message me with some tips because I can already see myself struggling with this change. Xoxo ā¤ļø