It's gotta be so frustrating to want to express your faith and for whatever reason, your body makes the particular required profession impossible. 'I've been thinking about that visualization post all day. Like how in church I used to wonder what people meant when God "spoke" to them, and what does that mean, and how do you know, because I didn't think God was talking to me. Why not? What's wrong with me?
I still don't know what people mean by that btw but I'm highly wary of people who say it lol
If your faith is genuine, trying to find an alternative feels disingenuous, or some people reason that their diety is fair and will understand, but how do you find an alternative to visualization? Intent is 9/10ths of the law in magic, but visualization is key. And if you can't... what do you do? Convert?