@crimescend (delilah), i don’t let myself want things i can’t have.
his eyes stay stuck. retracing her face from memory. willing himself not to forget. “s’a shame,” breathless. ‘em hands twitching at his side, but gus won’t reach out. not yet. so many things he wants that he’ll never have. “ain’t never gon’ touch them stars.” fingers finally brush against her skin, in a whisper, “but i’m still looking up.”














