#cottoncandygray

[clubkidandcollectives]

[cottoncandygray]

[oh-archivist]

First impression: he's such a lovely handsome young man with magic hair *^* *shows picture to friends And now, pretty much the same... Plus, I think you're really brave and strong.

Aw ;w; thanks love !

Your first impression of me vs. your impression now?

[cottoncandygray]

I had a wonderful time with harajukuproject. They invited me to their photo shot. I was representing colombianlolitas. Parasol: Distractions Headress: Bodyline Designs Wig: Gothic Lolita Wigs Faux Stole: Offbrand Gloves: Mango Blouse: ZARA JSK: Baby, The Stars Shine Bright Underskirt: Innocent World Tights: Offbrand Shoes: Karl LagerfeldxMelissa

[cottoncandygray]

I've been feeling physically exhausted, when I don't get enough sleep I can't manage to function well because all of the medication I'm in.  I'm emotionally drained, I barely feel good things lately, I mean, i barely feel and when I feel... All I feel is pain and idk. I guess I'm just tired.  My lack of empathy is affecting almost all of my human relationships and I know that eventually when I "wake up" it will be too late and I will end up alone...  It is almost my birthday and I have zero expectations for that day, as every-fucking-year since I remember.

I feel so alone yet I can't manage to maintain any conversation with someone.. or a relationship...  Being my friend must feel really shitty, I feel I disappoint people almost every second of my existence.

[cottoncandygray]

[queenoctopussy-blog]

I was the model for one of my best friend's (@CottonCandyGray) thesis! She took this great photo when they finished my make up and hair. She's a talented photographer and I'm really proud of her :3 Hope to see the results soon!!

[petitedeath]

cottoncandygray replied to your post: Do you have any sleep related issues like your boyfriend or do you sleep well?

Jon’s description reminded me of Will From Hannibal.

yeah we feel the same lol.  especially because of the content of his dreams and his sleep walking. thank god he doesnt lose time and his brain isnt melting.