Are you aware of where your sadness comes from?
Or do you just run with the pain
Saying and doing things that later cause you shame
Playing the blame game, pointing fingers left & right
Not knowing which battles you should or shouldn’t pick
Not knowing when to back down from a fight
Regret brews in your solar plex
Of those you gave parts of yourself to
Through the action of sex
Swapping energies with negative entities
Till eventually they corrupted me
Leaving me
Bleeding
Furiously
My negative thoughts leaking uncontrollably out into the world...
But I’m just one, singular girl
A woman scorned
Yet I crave to be reborn
& freed from the darkness in me that desperately craves a space in the depths of my soul
Every moment the demons grow closer, I can feel the body growing cold...
WAKE UP!
He yells at me as he looks over me
- Unplugged.
The war has just begun.
Naami Soya
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