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The One Who Has A “Crush” On You May Be Your Future Spouse (18+)

18+ / NSFW / MDNI

Hi, guys! I’m back with another reading! This one took an unexpected turn (as usual). I intended to look into who has a "crush" on you, but some of you guys’ future partners—and even future spouses—decided to hijack the energy instead lol! I’ve included some very specific clues like their Nakshatra archetype and other little extra details for each pile to help you confirm the identity of this person. Trust your gut on what resonates!

take a deep breath, choose whichever of the 3 images above pulls you in the most. click & zoom in on in each picture to get a better look.

PILE 1

Cards: Prxstitute (archetype), RDW 6 of Wands, 3 of Wands, Judgement 

The one who has a crush on you is a masculine who is a very confident Fire sign. This person may be a little too obvious with their crush on you, and like to show off around you. They love making secual innuendo jokes around you as they love to test your limits and see your reaction because they may see you as quite innocent (you’re not).

They may be Saturnian or have strong 10th house placements. Saturn-dominant masculines like to push, and test limits, and put their ego on the line for others’ entertainment. So this person could be the class clown, the type to pull pranks on others or on you, specifically. Big, masculine energy who can make you laugh.

This may also be a Magha masculine who may have a beard and long hair that they may like to put in a man-bun, ponytail or slicked back. 

They’re definitely chaotic, and may even come across like a “man-child” but that’s just their “after-hours” public persona. Ketu-dominant natives (like Magha) often carry an overflowing, restless energy that they struggle to contain in social settings—leading to a boisterous public persona that masks their true, quiet nature. When it’s time to work, they really work their butts off, and work over time. Work hard, play hard.

On the surface, this person may seem like they’re too full of themselves but they’re just really confident. They always get the job done. They’re not the type to wallow in self-pity as they don’t have time for that. For them, “time is money”.

This person may also have a lot of admirers (and they may have a praise kink). Everyone just seems to like them despite acting like a total menace. But, the good thing about this person is that they have strong will power. They don’t give up too easily. If they see something they want to achieve like a personal goal, people’s favor, their lover’s highest pleasure & happiness, etc. — they love to work hard to obtain it. Challenges make this person feel alive. 

They have a high leadership position at their blue collar job that pays well. They rise to leadership positions rapidly due to their insane work ethic and by having this strong, Saturnian masculine drive to please, serve and satisfy everyone’s needs around them. I urge you to look closer into this character trait of theirs because when you really think about it, it’s actually quite sweet and sexy… Just imagine… 🙈💭

They are romantic and love spoiling their partners by giving them gifts like lingerie, planning romantic dates at upscale restaurants and walks under the moonlight, and other luxurious activities.

But, just as much as this person loves spoiling their partner, they also love saving money because they’re preparing to provide for their future family. This masculine sounds like a very charming Magha/Purva Phalguni (Leo Sun, Moon or Rising) native. They seem rough around the edges/gruff, and their body type is on the bulkier side. This is that sexy masculine who is like—yes, they like to show off but they don’t care much about their appearance at the same time. 

They’re the type to come home in tattered, oil-stained workwear, completely unbothered by the grease on their hands or the dust on their boots. There’s a rugged, unrefined sexiness to how they carry themselves—they don’t need a suit to look like a boss; their work-worn strength speaks for itself. 

I’m sensing that you may have already heard of this person in your circle since they’re quite popular. They aren't subtle with how they present themselves to the world—a callback to that uncontainable, loud energy I mentioned earlier. What’s truly attractive, though, is that their confidence isn't just performative; they have the proven competence to back up every bit of that swagger. They aren’t afraid to get their hands dirty or work twice as hard as anyone else to earn what they have. Beneath that rugged, loud exterior lies a sensitivity and a quiet depth that most people never get close enough to see.

Lastly, I have to reiterate: this person’s confidence and unapologetic DOMinant energy is incredibly sexy! Their intense, heavy eye contact alone is enough to leave you breathless 💦 omg 😳😂 It’s like they’re undressing you with a single look 🫣 That’s exactly how you’ll recognize them. I didn’t expect this pile to get a lil spicy. Pile 1, please come get your man (or them) lol. 🩷

(They may also be close with their grandma)

channeled songs:

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PILE 2

Cards: Hermit (archetype), 5 of Pentacles, 8 of swords and The World

The one who has a crush on you is some type of a healer/spiritual practitioner whom you may have met online or whom may have already seen you online. They’re also kind of giving “emo soft girl/boy” or an “elder emo”, ngl.

Appearance:

Septum piercings (other kinds of piercings), religious/spiritual/Thai/Sanskrit tattoos, soulful eyes, adorn themselves with lots of beautiful accessories they’ve collected from their travels

They like to travel/travel for work and may have an established online presence.

A lot of people come to them for spiritual guidance. They’re very genuine though, and have already gone through their own dark night of the soul, and now helps people navigate their way out of darkness and illusions but they don’t do it in a way that preaches to people. They’re very self aware, and don’t wanna be that stereotypical guru with long hair and a white robe — they just simply want to teach about the cool, spiritual places they’ve traveled, and share what they’ve realized about the truth of reality and the wisdom they’ve gained from their own spiritual journey. Wow, this person is awake, pile 2. But also somehow always dreaming. They may have significant 12th house placements.

They have their eye on you online, and may have a way of keeping up with your posts and likes without you knowing. It’s not in a creepy way — well, maybe a little, lmao — but it’s just that they’re kinda shy and don’t know how to approach you so they like to learn about you first. 

Hasta, Purva Ashadha or Ketu-dominant, Ketu in the 12th, 9th house placements, “Blue Dream”

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PILE 3

Cards: Don Juan (archetype), 10 of Cups, 8 of Wands, 10 of Pentacles

What the heck, pile 3 — these are the best cards to get in a romantic reading! The one who has a crush on you is your future spouse 😆 or long-term partner. You’re either already in a relationship with them or they have already made their feelings known, period! There’s no mind games around here. If this hasn’t happened yet, then I’m just channeling your future spouse here very strongly right now.

They absolutely see you as their future spouse, and the mother/father of their kids. This person is in love with you “ten times over” — you have been with this person many lifetimes already. You’re like Noah and Allie from The Notebook. Nothing will keep you apart! True love.

Now, as for clues as to who this may be; they may have been a bit of a player in the past, which may be why they’re quite experienced in the bedroom department and know how to please their lover. This person is a big flirt! They have learned their lessons, though. They have spent years working on themselves, got disciplined, and learned not to waste their precious energy on temporary lovers. They’re well-spoken, well-dressed, and comes from a good family.

You may have met them at a formal-wear party/occasion, a wedding, a gala event, an opera concert — somewhere fancy. They saw you from across the room, and you two danced—as in there was this instant recognition between you two, and everything came alive and danced around you in harmony when you guys meet/met. The way you danced or interacted made you feel like you’re both a match made in heaven. Everything just worked together so well. I feel like this person is a family friend. They’re very family-oriented. I’m seeing a ranch wedding. Any type of countryside/Southern vibes. Children love them, and they love them back! They’re giving Daddy vibes, no matter the gender.

If you two haven’t met yet, I hope you find each other soon! 💗

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What does YOUR 🫵 future spouse look like?

1 - 2 - 3

Pick what you feel drawn to. Choose based on what you feel is right.

Disclaimer: Nothing is set in stone and tarot is not an absolute practice. Don’t take anything too seriously or close to heart. If it doesn’t resonate, pick something else, or just leave it. Don’t listen to anything that may trigger you or stress you out. Take everything said in this PAC with a grain of salt. I don’t condone using tarot for mental health or physical illness. If you are hurting, please seek the help of a professional.

Take care of yourselves 🙏🏾

Pile 1:

Hello my Pile 1s!!! Are you into the dominant type? lol, this feels like someone whose more macho and masculine. They could be into some sort of combat sport, and so they have the body for it. I’m getting like, MMA or boxing, more hand to hand stuff. They may also have a prevalent scar from the sport or just a scar of importance. The scar may be on their face. They could be a homebody, so they dress in more comfortable clothes. I’m getting loose baggy stuff. Like sweatpants and the sort. But they may also have a more formal job so they wear this attire as well. You may see them in the formal attire more than the relaxed attire. They also look a bit rugged. They’re very divine masculine-y lol. Definitely a divine counterpart. They may also look like they’ve had it hard, like you can just see it on their face. They’ve had issues in life and have dealt with some really rough situations, but they made it out. They could also be a bit anxious, more of a worrywart. You’ll see them frowning or with their face scrunched up often. You’ll definitely find them attractive though. They’ll be your type.

They could be Pacific Islander or Australian. Just from the area of Oceania. They may also look like those dark romance protagonists lol. It’s something a bit more specific but it’s all I can think about. This may be someone that already knows you and is just watching you from afar. They lowkey may be plotting on you a bit and just waiting for the right time. They could be older than you, there may be a significant age gap. They also may be taller than you and more advanced in life. This could be someone that you had a sudden ending with and are now getting the opportunity to actually be with. You may know who this person is intuitively. For others, this could be someone you had a false start with and maybe didn’t get to know properly before they (or you) left.

Okay, I said that this person had a more athletic body before, but they care about their health. And the way they look. They take great care of themselves even if it doesn’t seem so off of first glance. Also they will worship the ground you walk on, you’re VERY dear to them and they just want to protect you. They may have wanted to marry you immediately after you met. This is not about their looks but it came through, :( they’re so sweet. They may also have big, expressive eyes. I said they looked a bit rugged before but I also think it’s mixed with a sort of softness. You may only see it when they look at you.

Channeled messages:

Your FS loves you guys a LOT. They would move heaven and earth for you guys, they adore y’all. They may have been hurt in past relationships but you guys have healed them and woken them up again. You guys bring them peace. Okay lol, now on to actual looks. Brown eyes, dark hair, they tan easily. Blue or green eyes for some of you. Heavy brows and bushy brows. May permanently have a frown on their face. They’re really sweet lol, could be your boss (ooooo👀) or someone who is a boss in some capacity. They’re like the stereotype of a divine masculine and most likely your guys divine counterpart. I don’t really have much else to say because this person is more straightforward and to the point.

More specific things:

Alien-looking (could be an Aquarius rising), prominent nose, straight hair, “tall, dark, and handsome,” stand-offish, tall, like really big.

That’s all my Pile 1s!!! If you like this reading please consider giving it a like, reblog, and following me for more!!! Take care of yourselves <33333 bye bye!

Pile 2:

Warning: 18+ messages (your fs is an absolute FREAK omg😭😭😭)

Hello my lovely Pile 2s!!! Are some of you queer or questioning? I’m getting that vibe. Your FS may bring you to some realizations about yourself lol (happy pride 🏳️‍🌈!!!) I feel like I shouldn’t tell you what this person looks like. I’m being urged to be quiet. Some of you may be getting over heartbreak and healing from that. You may be trying to take things slow and piece yourself back together. :((( stay strong Pile 2s!!! You’re doing beautifully. What I can tell you all is that this person will be lovely. This person may wear glasses and work in the tech industry. They may also be something like a private investigator (?) you’ll definitely have a happy marriage.

They could be from a well known country or place. You will find them absolutely attractive. You may meet this person by absolute chance, and they’re also very lucky lol. You’ll find them sexy and seductive, they’re veryyyyy good in that department. They’ll unlock something within you with this aspect of themselves, you’ll explore with them and try new things together. You’ll rely on each other and support each other. Some of you are in the closet unknowingly and this person will pull you right out! 😹😹😹 this is going to be someone that some of you didn’t think that you’d be attracted to in a million years, but you’ll find them to be beautiful and amazing.

This is someone that you will be with for a really long time, before and after marriage. You may be really different from each other but I think it’ll help you two grow together. They may be someone that’s a bit restless and can’t sit still, so they’ll always be on the go and you’ll always be included in that by default lol.

Channeled messages:

I’m still not supposed to say anything about this persons looks because you guys are meant to explore and awaken something with them. I WILL tell you guys about their personality and how they feel about you guys though. They will like you off rip, and will take you with them everywhere. You’re included in everything they do because they love you and literally never wanna leave y’all alone. This person is a free spirit and does whatever they want, whenever they want. I want to say that this persons looks does not match their personality. They look cute but…like I said before, they may #needthat often. LMAOOO omg, if you guys are on the needier end of things then they’ll be even worse than you. They may try to take it or give it wherever or whenever. You guys may do it A LOT. I don’t think you guys will refuse them often unless you’re exhausted because this person is very magical in the sexual department. It may feel transcendent whenever it happens. Getting off of that though, they do everything out of love. It’s like they have so much affection for you built up and they don’t know where to put it so it comes out in sexual ways. They may be very physically affectionate. And a bit possessive (?) which also comes out physically.

(Side note: your FS are very chatty and open, they’re extrovert leaning. It’s not that they don’t want to tell you what they look like, it’s that spirit doesn’t want anything to be said. They hope that when you see them, you’ll fall immediately lol)

More specific things:

I can’t really tell you guys what they look like but I can tell you guys that they’re fun and will be all up ON IT!!! They may give you bedroom eyes a lot, lots of s3xual energy. They may #needthat often idk y’all LMAO. Y’all will literally NEVER be bored when they’re around. I hope y’all enjoy this person thoroughly.

That’s all my Pile 2s!!! If you like this reading please consider giving it a like, reblog, and following me for more!!! Take care of yourselves <33333 bye bye!

Pile 3:

Hello my amazing, great, and gorgeous Pile 3s!!! I felt the need to tell you guys how amazing y’all are, so maybe your future spouses are like that!!!! You’ll find them to be really beautiful, it doesn’t matter what they identify as. They’ll just be really beautiful and pretty to you. They’re also more feminine, so if this is someone with a masculine identity he may favor his mom. Same for a feminine identity. Some of you may be lesbians here (hello my people!!!!), she’ll kind of be the embodiment of a boss lady. I also heard “Mr/Mrs. Make Shit Happen” lol. This may be someone that is a go getter, always on the move and chasing their dreams. They could also be exploring emotionally when you meet, like dating around and stuff. Some of them may be queerious, so they’re exploring that too 😭😭😭.

This person may also be Australian or from the area of Oceania (you guys may have some messages in pile 2, so check it out). This may be someone that you guys used to know but they moved away. Or someone you guys currently know that’s trying to move closer to you physically. Either way, this person may communicate with you guys soon. If you haven’t met them then get ready cause they’re coming lol. This person may be someone that’s always changing the way they look, very multifaceted. They also may not tell anyone they’re changing their look too, they just do it 😭 (me coded). They like to explore and experiment with their appearance so I’m not getting any set features currently. Aside from that, I feel like you guys already know your FS reallllyyyy well, even if you think you don’t. They may be someone you communicate with regularly, maybe a coworker or close friend. You may not be expecting them but they’re making plans and moves.

Guys pleaseee check pile 2 for messages if you weren’t considering doing so already. You guys could’ve met this person during a one night stand or that type of chance encounter, but the situation in itself was really lucky. Because look at y’all, y’all already know who you’re going to marry. Pile 3s, I realllyyyyy feel like you guys know this person 😭 I’m sorry I keep saying it but it literally feels like there’s no way you guys DON’T. This may be someone you’re doubting romantically, you guys may feel like they’re playing with your heart. This person is coming off as sly and sneaky in their attraction to you. I also hear that they’re someone that may like to play dumb, and you’ve caught them in that so you don’t trust them. Nevertheless, their feelings are genuine and they want to continue actively pursuing you. This person may also be disabled in some way, maybe poor eyesight? Something in that field. I’m also getting a limp or bad leg for some of you. So maybe that’ll help you guys identify them.

Channeled messages:

This person is loud lol. The type to yell across the house when they come home, they’ll be singing your name too. If you want something then they’ll get it, they’ll do everything to keep you comfortable and happy. If you’re happy then they’re happy by default. They may be typical blonde hair and blue eyes. May have a big smile and big white teeth lol. I’m seeing a house, they’ll move you into one. They work hard to buy you nice things and keep you happy. Please show this person some love guys because I think they will really hand you every piece of themselves if you ask for it 😭😭😭. This person might like being outside a lot, might live near a beach or something of the sort. They don’t tan though, they burn. Please tell them to wear sunscreen. All I’m really getting is that they’re happy whenever you’re around. You bring them great joy. <3

More specific things:

Aquarius, tall, strong bone structure, androgynous, comfy fashion, oval face, darkskin (for a lesser portion of you), freckles, moles, “cheeky,” interesting smile.

That’s all my Pile 3s!!! If you like this reading please consider giving it a like, reblog, and following me for more!!! Take care of yourselves <33333 bye bye!

Sunday note:

Hey guys! <3 my first PAC is now done!!! I feel like I didn’t get many physical features for piles 2 and 3 because y’all spirit guides either told me to be quiet about it, or that there wasn’t really a way to define them (because you guys already know them and are in denial lol). I also apologize if I repeat myself a lot in the channeled message portion because I wrote it after I finished all the piles. I kept getting extra messages so I figured I’d include them all in the end. Also, if you’re apart of pile 2 and maybe feeling a bit down, please don’t be! It’s also the pile I chose before I started the reading and I lowkey think it’s beautiful. I also think you guys may subconsciously already know what this person looks like to the T. But maybe it’ll feel different irl idk. I have work in a few hours and wanted to put my first PAC out before then. I hope you guys enjoy/enjoyed it!!! Please consider giving me some feedback in the comments, I love hearing your personal experiences and what you guys have to say. Do my Pile 3s know their person fr? Lmkkkk!!!! Anyways, that’s all from me. I’m sorry, I’m a bit of a chatterbox and can go on for days, let me nap a little before work though.

Toodles!!!

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hello <3 welcome to this luv reading! this is going to be for those of you who have a little special something going on with someone and would like to get a nice little look at what this person is thinking & feeling about you, it should confirm energies you are already sensing! please remember that readings are a tool to confirm your intuitive senses and guide you to your path rather than predict a black & white/yes-no scenario. thank you! feel free to choose piles as desired!

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hiiiii heyy. pile one. i heard that you have this person ON YOUR ARMMMM. you are so disarming to this person. you know their heart better than you think, and they pick up on that. they’re very attracted to you in a magnetic, almost rule-breaking way. they just want to get past their own bs and inner dilemmas as fast as possible in order to get to you. there’s this energy that they won’t be able to hold back or resist for much longer, and that there will be no turning back with you afterwards. they believe that you will “send them to higher realms”, whatever that means, lol? this is a person who typically moves quite fast. hasn’t always been lucky in love. they may have a natural frown even if they aren’t upset. big, brown eyes. or just very doe, almond kind of eyes. you may have seen this person cry, or they’ve seen you cry. something about tears. this person may have a hidden fantasy or memory with you. like they haven’t told you yet but they saw you do something or where there at some point where you didn’t notice them/realize they were there. about the fantasy, they may have a very specific.. activity or fantasy they’d like to live out with you. umm. may involve you dressing up in a particular way or wearing your hair in a certain way. anyway. swiftly moving on. this person has a significant relationship to water, and may love to take you swimming or to bodies of water. they may drink nightcaps or enjoy the occasional drink. i just heard tequila sunrise lol Not entirely sure what that is. this person’s nose shape is very pretty to you. this is probably someone whose face you get lost in a little too often. may be youthful looking, or you feel younger around them. this person really wants to kiss you, oof. if they have already, they want moooore. but they know that you are shy. it could be the other way around, you’re the one initiating and they are shy. someone is soo much shyer than they let on and the other person finds it so cute and gets shy too. this person wants you to invade their space. pay attention to how this person blinks?? is something i’m hearing.

2.

hi 222! ♥︎ what is going on with your crushy crush. this person might be a bit silly or cute-endearing. almost childish. you can have a lot of fun with them, it’s safe to be kiddish and nonsensical. they might crack a lot of jokes that don’t make sense to you or they make jokes and you don’t catch onto them. this person may laugh it off or move past it quick as to not embarrass you. if none of that makes sense right now though, it might be that there are some slight miscommunications with this person initially or you both struggle to read each other. probably because you’re both invested and curious about one another so you’re being very careful not to read too much into things or assume wrongly. this is a touchy, sensory-oriented person. the way they talk to you may make you feel like you put them under some accidental spell? like you are shocked at how polite, respectful, or flirty they are. ummm IFBKSJFKSDLFSNKFSK the message i just got.. this person.. tastes good?;$2!;$/‘ you guys i’m just going to move on from that. this person smells good. and there’s a sweetness to them. physically and emotionally. this person has a lot of gratitude in their heart and is prepared to have you in their life. open heart. this person is either surprisingly open minded about belief systems but still keeps their traditions and own values steady. you have a way of convincing this person or shifting their mind into being more similar to yours. this person may communicate with you through your dreams or. if you suddenly feel the urge to change a way of thinking in your life or work on something and it feels really easy and conducive to your self-improvement— it is this person’s influence on you. this person loves when they are alone with you. it’s easier for them when there’s less people around. a shy cutie maybe. they could really like the color orange or have an orange cat. you make this person feel seen and understood and appreciated :( this energy makes me sentimental because this person has such a good, honest heart but for some reason they don’t see that or haven’t been cherished for that in the past. if you and this person are in a relationship, they are anticipating a moment where you can just hold them in your arms and they can burrow into you and feel comfort. i really want to cry because of this energy. this person needs to rest, and let their guard down, and just be loved. you may exchanged some calls or texts with this person/exchanged phone numbers. soft lips ooooh.. okay.. don’t let this person run. this person has been interested in you since the first time they saw you.

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hi there 33333333. i hope you are doing well. are you into stoic, gentleman, almost boss types? well this person is.. not quite that. your person is fiery and spirited. likely very flirtatious. for a lot of you, this might not be the person you were originally thinking of but as you read this you will realize exactly who it is. let’s see. this is someone who very easily makes other people laugh or a natural entertainer. has a lion’s heart, very courageous heart. but the way they express their interest in you is kind of? energetic? they put out a very specific energy, like the elephant in the room. meaning it is a very heavy, hard to ignore vibe that you pick up on energetically. like you can feel this person everywhere in the room, and almost know with certainty that they are looking at you or thinking about you even if you can’t physically see it or prove it. this person is beggginnggg !! for you to look at them and like them as much as they like you. but you seem focused and turned away in another direction. and for some reason they are choosing to not be upfront. like they keep sending out energetic, psychic signals for some reason rather than just coming forward. it’s so amusing to me, lol. maybe you put out this vibe that you can see through people super easily so they’re like, pile 3 SEE ME. FEEL ME. SEE MY HEART. and you’re like whistling looking the other way LOLLLL. this is so funny to me. some ways to identify this person: they are very attractive, good looking, like hot rather than cute, they’ve given you a present, they’ve smiled at you with a very obviously smirk, a jokester, someone who is fond of animals, or someone who likes forests? someone who bikes? someone who slow dances? just a very alluring, promising person that you might feel like they are too interesting to be good, or too good to be true. hmmm.

this reading was super super fun to do!!! you guys truly lifted my spirits with this one. wishing you all the best, take care as always ♡ - mel

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FUTURE SPOUSE PAC

the dynamic between you both

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Voting ended onJan 26, 2025

long time no see guys <333

love reading for 2025 ! 🦪 I pray the reading resonates for anyone who engages.

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this is focused solely on your personalities / energy within your relationship, not outside or in general.

PILE ONE

core energy within the dynamic : first love, situationship turned relationship, love coming when you least expect it

Reader within the relationship dynamic

channeled song- “ pretty girls walk this “

“ foreign, private, designer, stylist “

“ I’ll throw a tantrum, now a b*tch’ll get childish “

You’re turning over a new leaf within this relationship, embracing change. You could’ve been single for a while or this is your first relationship, either way you’re inexperienced. You’ll be exploring this relationship and all the aspects of it, embracing the new physical and emotional connection. You move quickly within this dynamic, a very spontaneous energy. You might have a key to their house and pop up randomly on them. You might want to move in quickly.

I see despite you being inexperienced you’re navigating dating them freely and bravely. They make you feel confident enough to date them without being plagued by feelings of paranoia or caution. You’re going into everything headfirst within this dynamic.

Future spouse within the relationship dyanamic

channeled song - “ poison “

“ I’m not above love to cash in “

“ Anyway you want me baby, that’s the way you got me baby, I’ll be yours “

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This will sound cliche but they’ll be the ideal romantic partner. This is a lover boy / lover girl, a simp if you will. I think prior to your guys' connection they struggled with cold and detached partners, people who never could truly handle their emotional depth and yearning. This will dampen their spirit towards love in general until they meet you. The nonchalant facade will fade, and you renew their passion for love. Your genuineness towards dating and even the naivety you have towards love is shocking to them. You’re a breath of fresh air because you have nothing but good intentions, no ulterior motives in dating. Their ability to give to you is like a bottomless pit. They feel useless if you don’t ask them for anything. Want your hair or nails done? They got it. Want to go somewhere? They’ll take you. Don’t have something you need? They’ll handle it. This is definitely Mr/Mrs. Make it Happen. Gift giving is their ultimate love language to you. It’s funny because they’ll surprise you with something you didn’t even know you wanted. This person will be in a constant internal battle on whether or not they’re doing too much. Some of them want to show you the true depths of their love and just how deeply they can love you but another part of them doesn’t want to scare you off with their intensity. Their solution to this internal struggle would be “ gift giving “, a token of their affection for you that isn’t necessarily showing it in verbal / emotional way and making them feel vulnerable.

Another thing I channeled is the way they gaze at you. Even their stare has another level of intensity and yearning.

PILE TWO

core energies: expansion, extending the lineage, exploration

Reader within the relationship dynamic

( tw : mention of childhood trauma & abuse )

( promise it’s not a sad read just a small section addressed it )

channeled song- “ I wanna be your girlfriend “

“ I don’t wanna be your friend, I wanna kiss your lips “

“ I wanna kiss you until I lose my breath”

Pile two you’re never paying for anything in this relationship. It’s giving, show up and look cute and you’ve fulfilled your payment. You don’t pay attention to anything when you’re with this person in public, you’re in your own little world, content and protected. I see you in a very youthful and reckless energy within the dynamic. You may be in college/school right now and living with either roommates or parents during the initial stages of this relationship. This relationship will address and heal a lot of childhood trauma. The main thing I channeled was parental wounds. Perhaps one or both of your parents may have been emotionally absent or abusive, or something happened with a trusted guardian or teacher that formed some sort of trauma at a young age. The one thing I’m getting from this is you’ve carried a lot of burdens that forced you to think / act a lot older than you were. You may have developed a hyper independence from this. This person is going to help you release control to someone else and allow them the opportunity to help you take care of yourself.

One thing about you in this dynamic I’m fond of is your standards. You know what you want, how you wish to be treated and you won’t hesitate to leave. You have very strong boundaries and this comes from a strong self worth. You will advocate for yourself within this relationship, you will voice any opinions you have regardless if they’re positive or negative. If your needs aren’t being met you have no problem communicating it. You’re not aiming to be a people pleaser within this relationship but instead your most authentic self.

Future spouse within the relationship dynamic

channeled song - “ Alone tonight “

“ I don’t wanna be alone tonight, can you keep me company? “

“ My names known worldwide, still need someone in my life “

They’re older than you or they have more life experience or knowledge than you. They will play many roles within your relationship including your partner, protector and teacher. This is a very intellectually charged person. They’re already established within their long term career or pursuing it. They’re the more disciplined and structured individuals in the relationship. When it comes to making plans, scheduling trips or dates they’ll handle it. Look up airport couple on TikTok and you’ll get a glance into your relationship, you’ll turn off your brain in public and they’ll be the vigilant and focused ones. Another scenario I’m channeling for you is them taking you camping. I can imagine them guiding you to build the tent, teaching you how to start and maintain a fire, etc..

They will be the clean freak within the relationship. If you’re more disheveled or messy they’ll be stern about it lol. They will move quickly within the relationship. To you, they plan spontaneous dates but for them, it was already calculated and thought of days ahead of them communicating it. This person has a strong paternal/maternal instinct and it reflects itself in the relationship. They know exactly how to read you emotionally, soothe you, or show up for you way you need. It also shows in their protectiveness. They want to have your location and know your work schedule. This person's protectiveness to you is also because you represent a legacy to them, a new lineage, the chance to build their own family.

The overall energy of this dynamic that I’m channeling is

“ I can do it myself “

“ I know; but I want to do it for you “

PILE THREE

core energies: best-friends, lots of banter and bickering, US VS THE WORLD

Reader within the future relationship dynamic

( yall, I channeled these songs AFTER I did the reading and wrote everything down. CHANNELING THIS SONG WAS SO FUNNYYY TO ME 🤭🤭 the “playfighting “ I mentioned several times below was definitely confirmed lmaooo in no way am I condoning violence but im giggling )

channeled song - “ bust your kneecaps “

“ honey believe me, I have your heart on a platter”

“ they’ll bust your kneecaps, probably some other stuff too “

You try to overpower them. You’re constantly challenging them mentally or physically. You enjoy invoking a reaction from them, getting them super hype during debates or red in the face from play fighting. Prior to the relationship you didn’t like this person, they may have come across as egotistical or arrogant and it irritated you. The kind of person everyone likes and you’re just like “ yeeah okay whatever “. Somehow you two enter a partnership but I think you still have the energy of wanting to take them down a peg, not in a toxic way, moreso the way bestfriends bicker and check each other. That aside, you're very grounded within the relationship. You seem very down to earth, perhaps a humanist or an animal lover. You might have a cat lol. Your energy alone within the dynamic is a constant source of growth for you both. You balance out the love and tension well, dishing it out at the perfect moments. You get cuteness aggression with this person a lot, I think it’s the source for a lot of the banter between you both.

Future spouse within the relationship dynamic

channeled song - “ super shy “

“ I wanna go out with you, where you wanna go? “

“ You don’t even know my name do you? “

They are similar to you, but can be even more immature. They are childish and allow themselves to be free and youthful around you. Within the relationship they might be the reckless one, never scared to cause commotion or be a daredevil. They may have a lot of scars or get hurt easily from this lol. They’re super active, whether in sports or working out but they’ll want to include you in it. You might go on hikes or walks or nature trails with this person, be careful though because they’ll be the type to get you lost lol. They get off on the tension / debating within your relationship. Physical touch is their love language with you, and play fighting with them will be like the ultimate foreplay. They have a big family, friend group, or a lot of external energy around them. I say this because people are naturally drawn and charmed easily by your significant other. I think prior to the relationship you’ll be the one to see past all sweet and nice exterior and into their underlying mischievous side. They may seem like an angel in front of others but you can sense the deception within it, and in turn you don’t treat them like everyone else. This will catch their interest first about you, your seemingly detachment or dislike of them. They will pursue you and seek you out first because of your obvious dislike or disinterest in them and then realize how well you connect mentally.

Communication will flow naturally and honestly I'm getting a sort of telepathic bond between you both. Not literally, moreso you can read each other’s expressions and know what the other is thinking. They can look into your eyes and have an entire conversation with you. They’ll definitely encourage this “telepathic bond”, wanting you both to be in a bubble apart from everyone else.

They’ll honestly recognize you as themselves in another body, you two may think so similarly that you both see each other as extensions of the other if that makes sense. An example I’m channeling is

“ you’re the boy version of me”

“ no, you’re the girl version of me”

PILE FOUR

core energy: breaking barriers and social norms, establishing wealth, breaking generational curses

Reader within the relationship dynamic

channeled song- “ take me to church “

“ knows everybody’s disapproval, I should’ve worshipped her sooner “

“ my lovers got humor, she’s the giggle of the funeral”

You’re in a very successful energy within this relationship. Career wise you are independent and very productive, I channeled booked and busy to be exact. You have very ambitious energy within the relationship towards finances and establishing wealth, part of this is through a stable and healthy partnership. In the past you’ve lowered yourself to meet others levels, within this relationship you stand securely within your power. You wish to combine finances and wealth and build a sustainable legacy for your future generations to come. That aside, you seem to be the more extroverted one in this Dynamic. Even if you’re introverted, people are very fond of you. This will irritate your future spouse because they feel like people are constantly “ orbiting“ around you. You may have a lot of friends or social connections, or just a well known person. You may have a large social media following. People might even think you’re out of your future spouse's league in terms of appearances or finances but you understand that shallow and superficial standards won’t secure a healthy and flourishing life. I’m not getting your future spouse is unattractive, but something about them compared to you is different. They could be nerdier than you, alternative, super spiritual, etc, goth. You may have to defend this person and explain to others you’re not dating this individual for social norms, instead you’re securing a healthy partnership. You will recognize just how well you collaborate and vibe together on an emotional, spiritual and intellectual level. You’re not dating them for them to be your trophy wife/husband, but moreso a soulmate connection that exceeds society's standards. This may also be a same sex connection you’re in.

Future spouse within the relationship dynamic

channeled song - “ money trees “

“ love one of you bucket headed h*es? no way “

“ money trees is the perfect place for shade “

They’re very fulfilled within your relationship. They daydream about starting a family with you. They feel like no one knows you better than them, and it’s something that makes them feel special especially compared to other people around you. In the beginning stages of your relationship I’m seeing your future spouse in a competitive energy with your friends or maybe even family about who is closer to you. This may cause strife within your dynamic, jealous of the attention you give to others and scared of the attention you receive, sometimes making them question whether or not they’re good enough for you. You will realize this very early on in the relationship, recognizing that they put you on a pedestal. Unlike with other people, it may particularly bother you when your future spouse does, you don’t want them to romanticize you like others. You will share with them all the repulsive sides, flaws and shortcomings you have and you will be reborn again in their eyes. This will only make this person love you that much more. “ seeing what no one else gets to see “ is what I’m channeling from them. Your vulnerability will soothe any feelings of abandonment. They will know how special they are to you after you’ve let them see past your surface level and into the depths of who you truly are. This will make them arrogant within your dynamic about their spot in your life, no longer insecure. A random example I channeled is someone offering you a certain snack / food and your future spouse answering for you and telling them “ no, they’re allergic to so and so”. They’re like a walking encyclopedia of you . They know everyone’s connection with you doesn’t nearly go as deep as theirs. They’re a bit obsessive over you, strong Scorpio energy here. You will have a very watchful and observant partner, even when you think they’re not watching, trust me they are. I think prior to this relationship they knew you and liked you, but you didn’t know this. They give me the energy of someone getting into a relationship with their crush. They have tunnel vision when it comes to you, I don’t think anyone could ever tempt your future spouse.

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[verdurous-heaven]

Pick a pile: What does your crush think of you?

Hello everyone! Hope everyone's doing fine. Please pick one or more than a one pile you feel the most drawn towards or u can simply use a random number generator for it and enjoy your reading. Like and reblog to claim.

Pile: 1

Your crush sees you as an absolute sweetheart who's gentle, kind-hearted, and generous to the world. They perceive you as someone deeply spiritual or traditionally religious, almost divinely protected, as if the universe walks with you. There's a quiet reverence they hold for you, admiring your serene yet powerful presence.

Interestingly, they also view you as someone who's strong, perhaps physically skilled in combat or self-defense. Maybe they've witnessed you during athletic activities, martial arts, or even standing up fiercely in a confrontation. They deeply admire that strength, especially because it contrasts with your otherwise calm and composed demeanor.

However, despite their admiration, they choose to admire you from a distance. In their eyes, you appear to have many admirers, options that seem far more suitable and they wonder why someone like you would ever choose someone like them. (As I write this, the clock just struck 11:11- a sign of divine confirmation.)

But don't be mistaken, they're not just passively watching with no intention. Deep down, they're waiting. Waiting for the right moment, the perfect opportunity when no one else is in the way and they can shoot their shot without any fear. They do want to make a move, but they're overwhelmed by nervousness. You have a dominating/commanding presence that makes them hesitate not because they lack confidence but because they think you might reject them as soon as they step forward.

They protect their heart n feelings by keeping their distance. You might've noticed a gaze lingering on you when you weren't looking or a quiet presence watching from afar or even subtle signs of someone frequently viewing your social media. That's them silently admiring n observing u from afar.

They're also intimidated by your communication style. Perhaps you're really cold with your words. You might come across as sharp or blunt with your words and that too paired with a resting face that seems cold or unreadable, only makes it harder for them. They think you might walk away without a second thought n that's a risk they're not sure they can handle.

From their perspective, you seem incredibly dedicated to your goals. Your focus and commitment to your work are admirable, but it makes them feel like a confession from their side might just be a distraction in your life. So, rather than risk creating unnecessary complications, they choose to silently step back, prioritizing your peace over their feelings since they feel you alr have a lot on your plate in your personal life.

There's a quiet sadness in this unspoken affection. They often find themselves thinking about you late at night, letting time pass as they continue to care for you from afar. Even if it means never confessing, never getting close, they seem willing to wait or even let you go and just to keep loving you in silence, without causing you any distress.

Channeled song: Halazia by ateez

Pile: 2

Your crush perceives you as someone incredibly calm and composed, someone who values their peace and privacy deeply. They think you're not actively seeking a relationship at the moment, instead choosing to focus on your own space and growth. Yet, despite this, they feel an undeniable magnetic pull toward you, an intense, almost surreal connection that feels too powerful to be a mere coincidence. To them, it's as though you've met before, perhaps in a past life. They fantasize about you day n night.

They dream of crossing every barrier that separates you from them just to hold you close. You've consumed their thoughts completely, day and night, you linger in their mind like a beautiful melody. They envision a future where you're together in a loving marriage, building a peaceful home filled with love, laughter and little versions of you both running around. These daydreams have become their emotional sanctuary n they're afraid it's just a dream or a facade they're seeing n won't come true irl.

They actually wonder if you've cast some kind of love spell on them, because no matter how hard they try, they can't seem to think of anything or anyone else. Just kidding lol. To them, you're the guiding light in their life, the one person they believe can lead them through the darkest path of their life. They're completely enchanted by you, so much so that it' feels like a borderline obsession. But beneath that intensity lies a genuine sadness, the fear that this connection may never become reality.

And yet, they remain hopeful. They want to step forward, confess everything, and build a life with you. They're willing to face any challenge, overcome any circumstance n do whatever it takes to be by your side. There might be a chance that someone else may also be trying to win your heart but rather than engage in conflict, your crush wants to show you through actions that they are the one most worthy of your love. Am I sensing a love triangle here???👀You are their shining star, and they are determined to earn your trust and affection. They genuinely wanna woo you with their love.

To them, you're precious, delicate even. They adore you with a purity that feels like a puppy love. Every time they see you, their heart melts. They look at you with heart eyes. They wanna protect you from the world n hide you in the warmth of their hugs. You're someone they would treasure with utmost care, almost afraid that if they touch you, you might slip away like a dream. You're their wish come true, and they're scared of doing anything that might hurt you. So, they keep you in their thoughts, cherishing you in silence, day after day.

Channeled song: Smart by lesserafim

Pile: 3

Your crush sees you as nothing less than a queen who's graceful, powerful, and accomplished. You give off the energy of a self-made CEO, someone independent and self-sufficient, almost as if you're too strong to fall in love. They view you as someone intuitive perhaps even spiritually gifted, as though you simply know things without needing to be told.

They feel that you're currently focused on your own growth and healing, not seeking any romantic connections. There's a sense that you've been through emotional turmoil possibly betrayal or heartbreak in the past due to past relationships or situationships if any, that has made you hesitant, maybe even fearful, of opening your heart again. They sense this pain and genuinely want to step in and help heal those wounds with their love.

They think you've surrendered everything to the divine, trusting in fate to bring the right person into your life. Yet, they feel a bit shut out like you don't want them close or perhaps that you're unaware of their feelings. Despite that, they think you are the one, their one true soulmate sent by the universe. Their love for you feels sacred, almost spiritual. They don't just want to love you, they want to woo you, court you, and remind you of what real, gentle love feels like.

They sense you're going through or have gone through a major transformation. You're not in a space to pursue romance right now, maybe waiting for something or someone extraordinary to come along and sweep you off your feet. And they are more than ready to be that someone. They believe you are divinely protected and carry a mysterious, almost ethereal aura. There's a part of you the world hasn't seen, a hidden softness or vulnerability n they're eager to discover it and protect it with everything they have.

To them, your connection feels pure and destined. They're angered by the thought of anyone who has hurt you in the past and feel a strong urge to protect and nurture you. While they know there may be other people interested in you n fear you might not choose them, they're still gathering the courage to express their feelings. Expect a heartfelt confession soon. Their love is patient, determined, and ready to prove to you that love can be safe, healing, and magical. Gosh, I'm so happy for you guys. Goodluck<3

Channeled song: Young and beautiful by Lana del rey

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[vintagetimetarot]

What does your crush think of you? 💭

+ do they like you back? 💓

It’s been a LONG TIME since I’ve made a PAC. I’ve had a lot of challenges this past year, which is why there has been such a lack, I hope I am forgiven. But this is a topic that excites me and something I’m dealing with too, and that I do not see very often. We’ll know from this PAC by the end what your crush thinks of you and the big question, if they like you back or not! I will be honest, so beware. This PAC will be a bit shorter. Take what resonates and leave what doesn’t, it’s a general reading. As always, pick a vintage image below using your intuition, don’t overthink it too much. Have fun!

Pile 1:

Your crush has a complicated view of you, but another better way I’d say is balanced as well. They are some parts of you they really love and admire, but do notice some flaws within you. I think their first impression of you may not have been the greatest. They view you as a little too sensitive, and you don’t handle conflict and challenges very well in their eyes. You come off a bit melancholy and nervous in your interactions with one another. I think they know you like them, and the way you present themselves to them makes it clear. Have you and your crush not talked much recently or at all? I’m getting hallway crush or that sort of vibe. I think some things they hear about you are based on other people or in group settings. Despite these flaws, I think they find you to be a very mature person and they know you take things seriously, and would take things seriously in a relationship as well. Your crush seems to think of you sometimes in passing, but not too much. I’m getting that this is still early stages. They sort of wish to know you more, like they want to move on and break the ice with you. They are secretly hoping you get over you shyness more it seems lol. They also find you to be physically attractive, and that you have a very out there and positive personality. I think they’ve only seen one side of you, but they know that there’s much more depth to you and that you can be a very lovely and vibrant person to be around. They also find you to be a high achiever, and think you do a good job and getting things done.

Do they like you back?:

Unfortunately but unsurprisingly, this is a no. Stages are just too early and they don’t know you well enough. They have other options romantically they seem to not want to invest in, and they are happy with where they are. They don’t want to change their romantic situation right now or they are already in a committed relationship. If this isn’t the answer you want, don’t fret too much yet, because there is still a chance to grow this connection because it’s early, at least as a friend.

Pile 2:

You seem to know your crush well already. They may be a longtime friend, or just someone you’ve know for awhile now. They honestly think very highly of you it seems, pile 2. They admire your generosity, kindness, and how well you are in interacting with people. For some of you this person may know or may be close with your family, for some people this person may have a different cultural background than you. I see that they think you are a well rounded person with admirable qualities! They always rely on you for good judgement and you’re a really good role model to them. They find you curious and venturesome, and they enjoy spending time with you, ESPECIALLY when you guys are traveling. They may think about going on trips with you or you have had been on trips with your crush. They think you’re so wise, and that you have so much to offer to this world. You may be very passionate in a certain field you wanna pursue as a career, and they think that it suits you, and they love that passion about you. For some of you they may not vocally express enough appreciation for you, because to them it’s common knowledge you know that you’re great! They can almost like sit in peace with themselves even if they don’t see in years from now like “yeah, they’re gonna go out and cure cancer!” That kind of energy.

Do they like you back?:

They don’t like you back, but they do think so highly of you and deeply appreciate you. They are honored to be in your life. I really get this is especially the case if this is a longtime friend of yours that you happen to be crushing on. They would be really saddened if you guys cut ties with one another or if they ended up upsetting you.

Pile 3:

DAMN, your crush has a lot to say about you Pile 3. First of all, they ADORE being around you. You give them purpose! They feel so giddy and happy around you, you really make them feel like a little kid. Every hangout feels like an adventure with you, and like they are really making some good memories. They notice that you have a strong personality, but they are attracted to that and love that about you. They love that you are a leader, and seem to be well respected by most people they know that know you. This person acts really childish around you. I think they are generally a a reasonable person, but when you “act stupid” or childish they can’t help but find it contagious, but in a happy way. This person seems to be relatively new to your life it seems. They seem to really love you, honestly. They can really see you in their life forever or a very long time. They want to watch you accomplish and take on big tasks. I think you are a very ambitious person, and they love that about you! They also like your friends, and if they met your family they like them too. You just bring such positive energy to the table that it inflicts upon them, and they LOVE IT!

Do they like you back?:

Oh definitely. They REALLY like you, love even. Though you guys are still progressing, they envision a romantic future with you as well, and I think for a good bit, like 60% of you they are probably planning to ask you out or have been thinking about it but have gotten too scared to ask. Things are moving a bit slowly, but they definitely have feelings.

Pile 4:

They love being around you, really. You may be very social around your crush, and that’s where you spend most of your time whether it be school clubs, parties, etc. They find you confident, and even flirtatious. They also find you very physically attractive. If you are a woman or female presenting, they find you so feminine and beautiful, and they love how you style your hair and do your makeup. Overall though regardless of gender they find you very physically attractive, and especially your body, regardless of how it is they love it. Your crush thinks you are easy to get along with, so they have no problem conversing with you. They think you respect their time well, which they deeply appreciate. They seem to offer you cups and pieces of affection here and then. They find you to be so passionate, like you’re a real go getter to this person! They think you’re fierce and confident. You may have a stronger personality, and they like that. You’re overall just very easy to get along with. They just get caught up in your little world together of conversations and hanging out, it’s very charming. They think about you in passing, sometimes they even miss you when you aren’t around. Your presence is just really defining to them.

Do they like you back?:

They do like you back, and actually have strong feelings for you, but the thing is, they don’t know how to manage them that well yet. This person is scared of intimacy, and may let their fears override, so they avoid relationships. They think fondly of you and love you, and miss when you’re around but still right now aren’t ready for this relationship. You need to give this person time to catch their breath and let things unfold naturally.

[nikitallymessy]

how does your crush see you?

because it's fun to contemplate about this

reminder: this is a general reading made for entertainment purposes, so please take what resonates and leave what doesn't.

how to pick a pile: close your eyes, take a deep breath, and choose the picture to which your eyes are drawn to.

pile 1 | pile 2

PILE 1:

how do they perceive you? - the magician, reversed

They see you as someone with a lot of skills or talents but they feel as though you're not putting them to use. They see you as someone with untapped potential like you could do more but you aren't. Depending on how they are with you, they could find this either frustrating or intriguing.

how do they subconsciously feel about you? - page of wands

With the magician in reverse, I feel they want to see you succeed. They feel like you are someone with great potential in your life and they want to see you reach your highest self. You may be a new person in their lives since they feel excited about your person. You bring something new in their lives that they haven't experienced before from other people, something that excites them subconsciously.

what role do you play in their lives? - seven of wands

I think they see you as competition! This could be in an academic setting, or in the workplace. I'm seeing the academic rivals trope in romance novels. This is probably why they subconsciously feel that they want to see you succeed, even if you are their competition. They may feel like they have to prove themselves around you as well, like you're someone they have to prove themselves to.

shufflemancy: Maladaptive Daydreaming - sonhos tomam conta

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PILE 2:

how do they perceive you? - four of cups

They see you as someone uninterested in them, you could be withdrawn from them, or not interact with them as much. They don't really know much about you, which could lead them to feel bored or uninterested in you as well. Additionally, for other people here, they could see you as someone with high standards or with many suitors, thus making you seem uninterested in them. They're the fourth cup of wine you're ignoring.

how do they subconsciously feel about you? - the fool

They feel like you're a new beginning, a possible new chapter in their lives if you were to date. They feel excited, curious, and even admire you to an extent. The Fool card here also tells me that they could feel giddy when thinking about you, like when they're thinking about taking the leap and asking you out on a date.

what role do you play in their lives? - six of pentacles, reversed

I'm seeing that they could like you more than you like them! There's an imbalance going on where one of you is giving more to the other person, it could be them feeling under-appreciated by you since in the four of cups, you seem uninterested in them.

shufflemancy: Cherry Waves - Deftones

[secretress]

❝𝐏𝐀𝐂: 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐢𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐭𝐲𝐩𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞. 𝐒𝐨 𝐫𝐚𝐰 𝐲𝐞𝐭 𝐬𝐨 𝐩𝐮𝐫𝐞.❞

What is your future spouse’s aesthetic?

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Pac Summary!

🍊Your future spouse's aesthetic.

🍊How they feel about it in the future or in the present moment.

Moodboard | Divider

Pile I

Your future spouse's aesthetic. 

As I was shuffling, nothing came out. So I went with the assumption; perhaps they are lost with who they are. They are trying different aesthetics and seeing what makes them happy. I believe having a title like an aesthetic can bring us down if we don’t know what makes us happy, and that is the same with your fs. They are struggling to see what fits their standards of aesthetics.

Reversed nine of wands.

The reversed nine of wands confirms my thoughts. Right now, they are struggling with everything. They remind me of the tower tarot card. This is seen as something negative, but I see it as a breakthrough in life. Because if there isn't a negative situation, then you can never become uncomfortable or grow from the experience. You need those negative emotions for growth even if it’s sabotaging yourself. You become self aware throughout and teach yourself to not be your own enemy. I’m still feeling hopeless energy with your fs. So right now, the aesthetic is baggy clothes. They are struggling to become comfortable with their skin and what they like. They have tried fancy and luxurious suits. They have tried the swag or baddie aesthetic. They have tried sexy dresses, etc. They keep going for materialistic outfits, and intuition says you will meet them in a month or two and help guide them out of that hell hole. So when you do meet, I see them going for a flowy or relaxing aesthetic. It reminds me of a bit of boho and a soft aesthetic. And those who are into men, I see them actually painting their nails. Now, I've seen people associate nail polish on men with the LGBTQ+ community, alternative/emo/punk, etc., but no. Nail polish is about expressing yourself like makeup; the same goes here. 

How does their aesthetic make them feel in the future?

I kept shuffling the cards, but wasn’t able to get anything. Then I realized they wouldn’t feel much about it. I don't see them caring about how other people perceive them because of you. You were able to guide and heal them in a positive manner that made them realize they don't have to try so hard to impress others and that impressing themselves is more important. And you also taught them that materialistic aspects won't last in the long run; appreciating the small things you have in life is important. Beautiful life lessons; thank you for sharing those with them and elevating them into someone they love. So there isn’t a feeling here, but more of a thank you note from them to you.

‘’Thank you for showing me something that I thought was lost. Thank you for being there for me when I struggled and put money, charm, and looks on a pedestal. It was because of you that I realized that those weren’t important. What matters is the inside of us, our soul, and how we actually do things for other people. Without you, I wouldn't be able to understand who I was—I wouldn't be self-aware of the flaws I had, nor would I understand the struggles I put you in when I was so self-absorbed in the fashion world. Forgetting how toxic the industry has been. So thank you for being by my side and allowing my wings to flutter open as I escaped hell and finally met you in heaven. In our heaven.’’

Masterlist.

Pile II

Your future spouse's aesthetic. 

I was seeing a dark, winter night. The wind is flowing around the dead but beautiful trees. Beautiful white snow is raining down from the clouds, and there is a haunted house. Well, that is how the rumors spread, but in that house was a single father with his sweet daughter, trying hard to survive in the winter. Though it was hard to survive time to time with rumors being spread, people coming to throw hate, and such, the only thing that helped them cope was the love they had together. Before, I check what the card is. Intuitively though, they give me the aesthetic of gloomy winter. That softness that comes from the winter days, the excitement that comes out when it’s winter break, and when you want to go to the fireplace and have a nice cup of hot chocolate while being sneaky and adding marshmallows for yourself. The darker days of the winter as the moon glistens over a river. Or when the days become cold you must isolated from your friends. This is what your future spouse’s aesthetic. It’s complex but that’s the beauty of it. They allow people to spread false judgments while they express what they love, their aesthetic. They portray softness while appearing rough, a contradiction that works beautifully like dead trees allowing the snow to pile on top of it. Eventually the tree grows back and blossoms once more. That’s the irony of your fs.

Reversed four of wands.

A smile appeared on my face because the energy matched. Even though it is reversed, it’s a siren (bird form) on an apple tree, as weapons, i believe arrows, are pointing at her and targeting her. Do you see the resemblance? The weapons are the rumors. The siren are the people in the house, or in this case, your fs’s house. And the apples are the love shared with the family. The tree is what your fs holding their family together. Their family has accepted what your fs change in their traditions/culture which has made them happy. Thus causing them being comfortable with themselves and wearing the aesthetic they like despite it being frowned upon. I am getting a conservative family with them, but the family was able to heal because your fs took the stand and changed their views. I heard the family had no idea of the pressure given to their children before everything went down.

How does their aesthetic make them feel in the future?

The first word that popped up in my head was refreshing. The biggest weight came off their shoulders; it will be so rewarding. Everything they wanted has already come their way, and to top it off, you will be their last reward. Their wishes are coming and you are the last wish. They are manifesting for someone like you; you are their dream person, and the thought of being with someone like you makes them go nuts. Think of the craziest TV show character you know and amplify it by 3-5 times. That’s the excitement I feel with them, but with a healthy mindset. It’s just something they have been dreaming about for so long, since their childhood or teenage years. 

Reversed seven of wands.

Yeah, so with the reversed seven of wands, this is about a turning point that will lead to a positive situation occurring in someone’s life. And you are their positive aspect. If they didn’t stand up for what they believed in and speak with such vulnerability and power, then you guys wouldn’t be meeting in three to four months. Everything would’ve been delayed. And as I channeled this, I kept hearing soulmates. I know all (other than the 3-4% who believes it) of you don’t believe it, but that’s what I am hearing. So if it’s not soulmates for you, then it’s a relationship that is meant to be.

Masterlist.

Pile III

Your future spouse's aesthetic. 

Two of wands.

Your future spouse’s aesthetic is daring. They like to try new things, always getting out of their comfort zone. Sometimes, they enjoy pissing other people off because they live in a traditional area. Wearing something that is provocative or very showy bothers the people around them, but for them, it’s similar to adrenaline. I see someone riding on a skateboard wearing ripped jeans, showing their bruised knee. A grin is on their face as they are wearing a crop top, accentuating their curves and body. People look at them with disgust, but all they can see is their reactions. People record them to make fun of them and yet, they do not care. This is your future spouse’s energy. They genuinely don't care what other people think of them unless it comes to you.

Their fashion is fun and bold. It makes you think about them as they stay on your mind. In terms of aesthetic names, I get punk and emo vibes and lots of tattoos or piercings. Someone has vampire teeth, or they add them in. For some, your fs loves wearing spiky boots or making their ponytail in a spiky motion. Others, think of alternatives mixed with cyberpunk. Very wild and bright colors too. They know what they want when it comes to life and their fashion taste, and they are very straightforward about what they dislike too. So when there is a communication issue, they will be upfront about it and you both can resolve it quickly. 

How does their aesthetic make them feel?

Ten of pentacles and queen of wands.

Honestly, they feel blessed that they are wearing what they love. When you live in a traditional area, it’s hard to wear the outfits or do the things you enjoy, but they were able to push past their fears and become confident. Their outlook on life changed drastically, and they became comfortable with their real selves. They also feel thankful for how you will accept their fashion. They felt hesitant around you because they assumed you wouldn’t like their fashion style.

Masterlist.

Pile IV

Your future spouse's aesthetic. 

When I was shuffling your cards, a card flipped by itself, and then it became lost. At first, your future spouse kept changing their aesthetics constantly. They didn't know what looked best with their facial structures. They have a mother who is into cosmetics, so they know how to work well with fashion, but the idea of being perfect has affected their mindset. ‘’Perfectionism is my downfall; I know that, but I am working on it.’’

Reversed strength and reversed the high priestess.

Their mother has always been strict with them. Always putting their imperfections on their child because they couldn't handle their insecurities. So your fs has absorbed what they said onto them, thus causing them to become a perfectionist. The high priestess reversed is focused on trust issues and a lack of personal harmony. Their mother pressure has caused a strain in their relationship, and the amount of projection has made your fs doubt their fashion style. That is why the card disappeared and became lost. That is their energy right now. Their aesthetic is kind of like piratecore mixed with richness. It’s very attractive and will make you feel flush. I see them wearing a corset tank top with a white blouse top, showing their breasts slightly, or they will show their chest and torso in a laid-back way. They will have black pants that are tight to accentuate their body and to match their eyes. They will wear a black steampunk or some type of long jacket with buttons resembling a pirate’s captain. It’s going to fit very nicely. They will leave their hair loose to create that effect. And I am also seeing that sometimes they will switch it and wear a suit while still allowing their chest to show. I'm getting a strong nonbinary aesthetic too. They don't focus on what is feminine or masculine; whatever appeals to them and makes them look attractive in their eyes is what matters. 

How does their aesthetic make them?

Reversed six of wands and the empress.

There is already a huge cliff between their mother, and their fashion focused on piratecore and rich/luxury has drifted them a bit. Their mother isn’t noticing their hard work to find what they like; they are supposed to be into only classy outfits. Everything must be hidden and modest, and they break that. So that has pissed off their mother. The six of wands reversed is about a temporary setback and a lack of recognition for achievements. In the future though, I don't see much of a difference between them so meeting their mother isn’t a likely occurrence. On the bright side, they love their aesthetic, which makes them love themselves more. They are able to rebel against their mother and find comfort in this. The amount of changing things up to fit their mother’s standards killed a part of them, and to be able to gain it back and become resilient is something they are thankful for. They have a strong connection with themselves, and it makes them want to learn how to make their own clothes or design them. But no, this is a hobby and not their major or what they want to have as a career in the future. I also hear that they find themselves to be beautiful now, and a huge weight is off their shoulder. In a way, they are their own mother now (accepting their feminine side and taking care of their inner child), and when you meet, they will prorate a nurturing and mother-like nature. Tranquility is what appeared in my mind; you will feel peaceful around them. A true gemstone amongst the fake ones. 

Masterlist.