#cryingtoomuch

[mae-est2020]

Breaking Down

I wrote a new song.... 

I let you see parts of me no one has seen. I let you in my head and in my thoughts. You’ve got me wrapped around your fingers. So tightly that I can’t escape your hold. You tell me you care, but your actions speak louder than words.... You keep messing with my head. You keep toying with my heart. You’re making me fall down. It’s getting harder to get back up. Your making my heartbreak down. It can go through this pain again.... Everyday I see you my heart aches. You never approach me, are you ashamed? Sometimes I wonder if i was only dreaming. I wonder if you only used me. It all just feels so wrong.... You keep messing with my head. You keep toying with my heart. You’re making me fall down. It’s getting harder to get back up. Your making my heartbreak down. It can go through this pain again.... I’ve had enough heartache to last me a lifetime. I don’t need you adding to the pain. You can do whatever you want but it won’t be with... me... You keep messing with my head. You keep toying with my heart. You’re making me fall down. It’s getting harder to get back up. Your making my heartbreak down. It can go through this pain again.... You keep messing with my head. You keep toying with my heart. You’re making me fall down. It’s getting harder to get back up. Your making my heartbreak down. It can go through this pain again....

[sophiedawg08-blog]

Sometimes I just sit there and get quiet and in those moments all the bad things that have ever happened creep in and capture me. I am stuck in my own worst nightmares and there is no way out and no one to help.

[itsacaceedactyl]

So, have it mentioned that my Corgi’s kidneys failed, and I have never in my life been so upset about anything? It’s been about five weeks since she left me and I just can’t deal..so I moved 1,440 miles away from home to escape it—and it’s getting easier but, my god, do I miss my best friend. Who would have thought that a small little thing could make such an impact on my soul. My babygirl was the first thing I would see and love in the morning and the last thing I would cuddle and love at night.

She’s still with me in ways, I know. But man- when I find those corgi hairs it still stops me in my tracks.

Hug your puppy babies close, and appreciate the unconditional love they give you. Those selfless little creatures give you all that they have and you never know how much you will miss them until they’re gone. I can’t deal with the hole in my heart, and I swear I’ll never find a girl like my corgs—but I can’t help but be thankful for the six years I was able to spend with Olive. The tears still come at night..

Whiskey on a Monday night makes you a little too sentimental…

Xoxo, babygirl

[bermudakolmnurk]

Oh my...

The last episode of the Vampire Diaries was crazy. I mean, I literally cried 3 times. I cried the most when Tyler died cause idk their relationship with Caroline was just too perfect. Shit,im still crying-.- Seriously wtf why do I cry so much..