Aug 12
Ok.. so like how do I go from drawing lens for my Spider-Sona/OC's symbiote suit perfectly fine, but the MOMENTTT I need to go draw a standard suit lens, my ass cannot draw EITHER ONE RIGHT 😭 LIKE OH OKK
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Ok.. so like how do I go from drawing lens for my Spider-Sona/OC's symbiote suit perfectly fine, but the MOMENTTT I need to go draw a standard suit lens, my ass cannot draw EITHER ONE RIGHT 😭 LIKE OH OKK
Yall late night idea [Its 2 am], what if I make some ocs based in like the early 2000s' / late 1990s' however its the dream "Gay people do infact exist and we acknowledge and care for them" world... that also has supernatural n scary stuff in it 👀👀👀👀
Like... maybe some..... werewolf band leader who plays the electric bass.. and sings.. 👀👀👀...and... nerd guy.. who doesnt wanna hunt the supernatural creatues l... and instead wants to be something all of his own.. 👀👀👀
I LOVE YAOI WHEN A NERD IS INVOLVED
Then.. maybe a Psychic witchy girl.. meets demon/revenant spirit.. during town attempt.. murk kder... and turns out to be the vic... 👀👀👀 ideas.. ideas....
[Yes its the "Have we met before" trope with memory loss... what abt it. Its witchy yuri.. shh.]
While this earth is also mayhaps.... canon to Arthur's world.... 👀👀👀👀👀 so technically a werewolf Arthur could exist in a timeline/au... 👀👀👀👀
Why on earth is making slightly custom designs for characters you like so hard.
Like im trying to make Timothy 'no sleep' Drake, and at this point I might as well be trying to draw the incarnation of a kicked puppy high on seven monsters and espresso shots.
I can't fathom my own creative outcomes anymore. Like atp im just gonna say "Welp he's like.. 20" just so I can stop trying so hard already because over four designs in I want done. I am about to choose this design and stick to it for as long as possible.
Trust me you will NEVER see me seriously shit on comic artists after this, because wdym you have been drawing this character for like three years and you havent wanted to rip your hair out.
I needa get MY ass back on drawing.. omg I wonder why I can't improve at the rate I want, YET I WONT DRAWW STUPIDDD STUPID HE/THEYY.
Anyways.. might go awol for another year so I can improve artistry...
Me temporarily becoming a typing blog as I'm hyped tf up about my ass cooking on this actual Sona....... The switch from Ibispaint to Fire Alpaca was smart and all of a sudden I'm preheating, cooking, seasoning, preparing the table, even taste testing the drinks as I am getting the bits and pieces of this mfer drawn.
I only have the bare sketches and like two things lined but shut..... you dont see nor hear this
I have a little bit of my og sona's concept as a way to never forget..... but an entirely new and better sona with even a little shapeshifting because atp I had to give him insecurities and make him non-human posing as humanoid.... Give me my chefs hat; im coming out of Amino & Wattpad Fanfic retirement for this one chat. He's going to have an atleast five pages Google doc of the lore with a sprinkle of abilities because ATP the Mary Sue shit is back in season as this guy exists in no Canon and can do what ever The Hell I say they can, or he cannot do.
Let me shut up, lock in and finish this cretin