Fall in love with yourself.
Fall in love with yourself at 1:13 PM today. Look at yourself and notice the tiny details nobody ever noticed, talk to yourself and look at the moves your neck makes. You might get self-obsessed. Dress yourself with passion and cope with being alone. Don’t cope with being fragile, it’s not beautiful. Fall in love with your content darkness, it’s so you. The one thing only you know how to love and understand. Don’t buy a pet. It’s already lonely enough. You both don’t need each others’ company. At 5 PM, sit in your room and have lunch, see that happy couple from the window, don’t feel alone anymore, you won’t feel the emptiness inside if you stopped thinking about curing it. You’re your own partner. At 4 AM, take a look at your tired eyes and messy hair, I bet you’d want to kiss your own pain away. At 5 AM, you still aren’t able to fall asleep, you’ll learn how to be gentle to yourself, you won’t wake up to think about harming yourself and pushing down on yourself too much to get an image of yourself that will not make you happier. At 5:16, you’re still thinking about how they left, remove it from your head, take a shower and wash them out of your hair. At 6AM, close your eyes quickly, for they don’t need to be tired. At 8AM, wake up and feel fine, look at how your fingers touch your skin and slowly move through your hair, how they touch your lips when you don’t know if you should go back to sleep or think about it all again, fall in love with it all. Go back to sleep and cuddle with yourself, go back to sleep knowing that you have you. And that you’ll make it through, at 11 PM, wake up, again, realizing that it’s all fine now, and that you love yourself too much that you don’t feel a bit of sadness about it anymore.
-crystallizedbubblegum.