If there is a Brooklyn rooftop,
if it bullies the sun in the morning,
all thirsty and cotton-mouthed,
all parched and wanting,
if it is a place just flat enough for our feet
and our wine glasses
and just high enough
for us to feel like broken rules and vagabond,
if there is something like freedom
in the way we wants boys we can't have
but have boys we can never
bring ourselves to want,
then be this with me.
Be this kind of lonely.
Be this kind of lost and
uncracked knuckles and
cheap liquor with me.
Be this stained mattress
and yellow dorm room light
and hungry with me.
I will rub the backs of your toes and
kiss your fingers and we'll mix lipstick colours
like punch and vodka and
we'll get drunk off of
the soberest feelings and I'll promise you
things I've never seen. So come,
be this kind of woman with me.
Be this kind of alone with me,
the swinging lightbulb and quiet corridor kind,
the finding ourselves kind, the forgetting kind,
the fool's gold and touching shoulders kind,
the invitation to the rest of all
of my days, all of my littles and all of my forevers,
my getting lost and
getting back togethers.
Be this kind of home with me, the
I love you and I'm not okay and I love you kind,
the maybe I can be that
kind of kind to
you, too.
Rules: In a text post, list ten books that have stayed with you in some way. Don’t take but a few minutes, and don’t think too hard — they don’t have to be the “right” or “great” works, just the ones that have touched you. Tag ten friends, including me, so I’ll see your list. Make sure you let your friends know you’ve tagged them.
The Chronicles of Narnia by C.S. Lewis
Le Petit Prince by Antoine de Saint-Exupéry
A Series of Unfortunate Events by Lemony Snicket
The Truth About Forever by Sarah Dessen
Short Stories-Tragic and Comic by Guy de Maupassant
Fame, Glory and Other Things on my To-Do List by Janette Rallison
If you could witness any historical event in person, which one would it be and why?
i just answered this and i said i’d really just like to me Clara Barton, if I could see her in action as a field nurse or even sit in on a post-war lecture that would be incredible!
What kind of sandwich best describes your personality?
oh god i have no idea maybe a meatball sandwich bc it’s messy and falling apart and after a few bites you’re not sure you want to finish it anymore.
If your crush or significant other were to turn in to a ferret, what would you do? Would you still like/love them?
oh my god if andrew could turn into a ferret that’d be awesome i love small cuddly animals that would be just as good as dating him as a person
If you became dictator of your country, and you can enact one law that could not be repealed once you are forcibly removed from office, what would that law be?
no prescription drug could cost more than $5 so no one’s pain etc would go untreated for lack of funds, slash no one would break the bank over necessary medications.
What is your opinion of Canada?
i’ve never visited so i don’t have one
What is your spirit animal?
that’s an offensive term and i don’t know because i have not been on an intense journey to find myself in the wilderness to find my spirit guide.
If you could change your skin color to anything outside of the natural palette of skin colors, what color would you choose?
uh i don’t know that’s kind of a weird question maybe lilac?
What was the last movie you chose not to watch?
ha ha we made out through cabin in the woods does that count (i love that movie but i’ve already seen it that’s why we “chose” it)
If you were a farmer, what would you grow?
potatoes
What do you miss the most?
my aunt
What is your favorite sequel film?
i haven’t seen it in years but i really liked shrek 2
Rural area, small town, suburb, or big city?
big city!
What’s your favorite branch of the military?
i guess the air force but that’s just the one i’d pick for myself
What year of school was best for you?
mmmmmm maybe senior year but junior year wasn’t bad, this past year was pretty good though
What is your favorite month, excluding whichever month contains your birthday?
i generally like april and september, and july! well i used to like july cause that’s when my aunt and i would hang out the most
What is your favorite type of pie?
PUMPKIN
Do you enjoy being single?
YEP
Do you prefer rivers, lakes, or oceans?
OCEANS
If you had to have one feature on your body changed to a canine version of said feature, what would you choose?
can i just have a tail i guess i also like dog ears
What is your favorite font?
i don’t even know
What is the highest number of cats you can imagine yourself owning?
1 and i’d have to seriously hate my dad to do that, or he’d be dead as he is highly allergic and i don’t care for cats anyway
What was your last date like?
hung out at andrew’s all afternoon, played some kingdom hearts, made out, ate really good seafood at bonefish grill, went home, played more, cuddled. nice.
Who are you?
um?
What is your least favorite illicit substance?
none i’ve liked all illicit substances i’ve tried which is just weed
What is your opinion on 80’s music?
i don’t care for it
If you could add something to the high school curriculum, what would you add?
maybe like a class on time management or on how not to get addicted to the internet
What is your favorite album artwork?
anything that the decemberists have put on their album like carson ellis is a gift and a treasure
What is your favorite non-social networking website?
those exist
What is your favorite boy band?
does keane count as a boy band probably not
What is your least favorite casual dining establishment?
there’s one specific diner in my town i can’t stand there are actually a few i enthusiastically do not enjoy
You are allowed one beverage and one candy for the rest of your life. What would you choose?
just water and god that’s hard maybe gobstoppers OR GUMMI BEARS yeah haribo gummi bears
If you had to be stranded somewhere on Earth, miles from civilization, what biome would you choose and why?
what
What is your preferred projectile?
what
You have inherited a nightclub in a major city. What modifications would you make to it?
i’ve never been in a nightclub
What have you done recently to dismantle the patriarchy?
i already answered this disappointingly
What song did you most recently get tired of due to its overplaying?
i don’t know i don’t listen to the radio
What is your favorite piece of clothing?
my “a woman’s place is in the house and the senate” sweater
What was the most awkward moment of your romantic history?
that time matthew and i tried to date was all around a bad idea but we realized that pretty quickly so that was all right
What brought you to Tumblr?
chelsea
What product or service do you find ridiculously overpriced?
all clothing and most times at the hairdresser
Why did you send the last anonymous Tumblr message you sent?
it’s appreciation august in the nancy drew fandom where we send nice anon messages and questions to each other
Who is your favorite one-hit wonder of the last twenty years?
i don’t know
How many people, outside of your immediate family, do you know the birthdays of by heart?
maybe two or three people, at the most five
What is your favorite speech?
last night i read about this time clara barton fucking smacked down the patriarchy and it was awesome
What is your least favorite song from your favorite musical?
OH GOD UH i don’t really care for rain on the roof it’s definitely like it’s super cute in performance but just popping up on shuffle is annoying, and ah, paris! isn’t the best either like CUTE IN PERFORMANCE awful on shuffle. and anything ben sings is just like you’re boring shut up
How do you feel about dating exes?
WELL
What is your favorite vegetable?
broccoli!
Who is your favorite fictional villain?
MALEFICENT
What is your favorite police procedural?
ELEMENTARY and hannibal if hannibal counts which it almost does
cundula replied to your photo: i waaaaaanttttttt this shirt! pretty colours
Wow this is adorable! Where is this shirt from!?
free people!
it's on karmaloop though and you can get it 25% off.
stil a crazy price at $90 but if you really want it better than $120 haha.
FREE PEOPLE WHY MUST YOU BE SO PRICEY :(