#cyntax

[zthebat]

portrait of a lost soul

[cynder360]

tryna be more active on the hellsite so im gonna ramble about my partner, deets under the cut lol you have been warned

omggg he's literally the cutest, sweetest, gentlest guy everrrr 🥺💘 like we've been dating a year now and i still get flustered around him. he's a metalhead but he does this cute lil voice with animals and it makes my heart go ⬇↗↘⬆⬅➡↘↙⬆ I CANT GET OVER IT HES SO CUTE. he treats me so carefully and with so much love i literally can't handle ittt

biting my pillow and shaking it side to side IM SO IN LOVE RAHHHHHHHHHHH

[cynder360]

A Christmas Karma update soon!! little behind right now but y'all are in for a treat later >:]]

[cynder360]

hey yall! lil update about today's A Christmas Karma chapter

i've had a busier week than anticipated so the next chapter may not be out for a couple of days, possibly not until next week. if i can't get it out this week then there will be 2 chapters posted next Monday to make up for it :]]

[cynder360]

Hey wait you like JoJo? I also have JoJo fics. It was my fandom before DR.

wellll, it's complicated?? jojo was also my fandom before dr, i was BIG into it for a few years, but due to some... unfortunate experiences with the fandom, i lost interest. i still doubt i'll ever love it as much as i used to, but now that i'm away from those people i'm slowly regaining an appreciation for it ^.^

[cynder360]

I didn't know you had lexical gustatory synestheia! (tho tbh I didn't know that existed at all) What does Ishimondo taste like, both separately and as a couple?

ahhhh yes!!!!! surprisingly i don't think i've ever mentioned it on here before??

for those of you who don't know, lexical-gustatory synaesthesia is basically the ability to taste words. for me, a lot of words have underlying flavours that Pop more the longer i dwell on them (though it doesn't happen all the time, not with all words, and i usually don't actively think about it)

really, it's just the way my brain thinks about words!

Ishimondo, Mondo, and Kiyotaka...

because i have thought about them So Much, these words DO have their own flavours/textures/colours in my brain! and here they are :]]

Ishimondo - kinda like a big white fluffy jumper that goes baa when you pet it :} (comfortable/cosy word <3)

Mondo - potato chunks and beans simmering under the earth Owada - carrots/wet laundry (a homely, earthy stew)

Kiyotaka - fish skewered on a stake drizzled with lemon sauce and raisins Ishimaru - vanilla milkshake/smoothie (with a few grass blades thrown in) (a wholesome--in the healthy sense--nutrient-rich fish dish) (Bonus) Kiyondo - a quiche dressed with blood Ishida - hard to describe... it's like a bite? a yawn? (vampire???)

those are the general sensations, and while they might change slightly over time depending on my emotional state, they tend to retain similar ideas simply because the pronunciations remain the same

[cynder360]

yayyy!! i finished nanowrimo!! somewhere over 20k out of my 30k goal. considering i've had writer's block for months and my focus is poor to begin with, it's a step forward :''3 i learnt a lot about long-form writing and how i like to plan for it, and had a lot of fun doing it!

[cynder360]

*looks at tumblr drafts*

*200+ drafts*

welp, looks like the time has FINALLY come to sort this tall stack of drafts out. girrafts if you will