Who I will never forget, who I hope will never forget me in 10,15 maybe in a hundred fucking years. I know I will never forget her, and if I do, I promise I will goto hell. She never stops trying , when I get mad at her to be my friend, she is the one I look up too(I've never told her this) i don't know if she hears this she'll think I'm crazy, but I'm insane not crazy. I know that she will never be my best friend, she will be my damn sister even if she doesn't think so..she has been through so much shit I've put her through she may not realize it, but I do. I know that I'm not 'normal' (shocker) but when I got mad at her for the littlest things, I would hurt my self, and I learned how to cut myself so it wouldn't scar and so that I wouldn't have to remember the past with her or with anything. Because now at this moment, I feel sorry for my self, like I think now da fuq is wrong with me, she promised me shed never leave me(not in a lesbian way) and i want her to help me cause we are like twins except she's Asian, like hard core, I need to learn how to control my feelings for people, but the reason it happen is that I'm feeling depressed more and more, and I just want to be alone so I make things up that make me dislike the people I'm closest with and that's what happen, I hate myself for doing it but tonight when I talked to her for real shit I felt sick and like I was going to cry, and I did cry cause I was so happy that I knew someone actually cared for me, and cared a lot about being friends with me, and I never want her to leave even if I'm a bitch I know that I will take her back even if I get mad at her a million times and I'm over it in a sec, cause I start it all the time and I know that she will take me back I hope, and i know she cares, a feeling I haven't felt in a while. <3