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I am finally going to admit it....
The not great versions of POTO are my favorite... German POTO slapped and LND fucks. Sue me
Year 4, Juice Festival
Not my character witnessing this awkward flirting between June and Samir at the Juice Festival this year.
June, aren't you into Derek? What happened with that?
X. REVELATION
Word Count: 2.9K
*taps mic* Is this thing on? Aight, I know I said that I’d update CS every 3-5 business months, but life happened for both me & @hearteyes-for-killmonger. Let me just tell y’all how many times I wanted to completely scrap this book, simply because for a second, I fell out of love with it. I also thought that you guys were no longer interested. For our loyal readers, thank you for sticking with us! This chapter is fairly short, but MAJOR progression is made!
It’s also late, so this is un-beta’d. Any errors will be corrected in the morning.
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Skylar’s face turned up in a wide grin as O’Shea came downstairs with her latest flower arrangement. If Oya wasn’t good at anything else, she was a professional at wooing her. The bright yellow of the freshly picked sunflowers was a beautiful contrast to the deep red hue of the roses. She’d forgotten that she’d mentioned that they were her favorites.
“With love, from Bae,” O’Shea read teasingly, only making the smile on Skylar’s face stretch wider. “And again I ask, why aren’t the two of you officially a thing? The mutual attraction is obvious and I don’t think I’ve ever seen you smile this wide. Like you’re really flashing all 32 right now,” she asked, placing the vase on the corner of Sky’s desk.
“Because it’s not that easy, Shea. I have walls that need to be broken down and we both have issues that we need to work through. This is why SPT is so important. I have to understand exactly who I’m dealing with before we take things to the next level.”
O’Shea nodded. She hadn’t really thought about their situation like that. She’d just assumed that Sky was still working through ridding herself of Monica and was afraid of being heartbroken again.
“I’ve been meaning to ask about that. So is she Erik’s client now?”
“Yes. He’ll be her official therapist and draw up our plan of action as far as treatment.”
“Why does she feel like she needs treatment? She doesn’t seem to struggle sexually.”
“Looks can be deceiving, Shea. Behavior is also an indication that there may be underlying issues. Most of the clients that Erik and I treat are fully functioning. Look at you, for example.” Shea pulls a face. It was entirely too early in the workday for Skylar to be coming for her edges. She hadn’t even finished her acai breakfast bowl. “Aye, we not talking about me,” she fussed, placing her hands on her hips.
“But you fit the example. Personally, I think her excessive need to be sexual is a cover for something deeper, I just have to get her to tell me what it is.”
Sky couldn’t deny the soft spot she had for Oya. Even if things didn’t work out on the personal side of their relationship, she still cared for her and wanted to ensure she received the best treatment. Regardless of past situations, everybody deserved to be loved and accepted for who they truly are.
Can’t wait to find my ‘Erik Killmonger’ 🖤✨
IX. PHILOPHOBIA
Suggested Listening/Songs Mentioned: Tadow x Masego; Body Party x Ciara
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Philophobia: (n). the fear of love or of becoming emotionally connected with another person
In the days following their confessions session, O’Shea and Erik finally committed to having a regular schedule that was conducive to both her therapy and their personal needs.
Mondays were used to discuss the previous week’s activities, whether or not they were successful, and to plan out new activities for the upcoming week. Those activities would then be implemented on Tuesday while Wednesday was a quiet day.
During the quiet day, Erik would see other patients, if any, or meet with Skylar to discuss upcoming research projects. Thursdays were used for mid-week check-ins. O’Shea would contact Erik if she wasn’t feeling like herself or if she felt like the particular week’s activity was a failure. They alternated Friday and Saturdays for personal time outside of the office. During this time, they would go on movie or dinner dates or just chill at each other’s houses, cuddling or playing video games.
Their relationship was flourishing at a healthy rate and while excited for her best friend, Skylar couldn’t help feeling a pang of jealousy.
Hoe Ass Erik: The Classroom Treatment
Pairing: MIT!Erik x Black OC
Word Count: 1,846
Warning: NSFW, Public Sex, Nastyness
A/N: I’ve said a million times that I wasn’t reviving this story, yet here we are. You’re welcome.
9:30 am, Philosophy. Erik could think of a million and one things he’d rather be doing, sitting in the ice cold lecture hall not being one of them. He sat in his usual spot, the middle seat of the second to top row near the back exit. The rest of the row seated his line brothers and his girlfriend best friend, Hennessy. It was the only class the pair had together and the class where they found themselves the most distracted. Erik yawned and stretched, giving Hennessy the faintest peek of his v-line when his shirt lifted. She discreetly bit her lip, trying and failing to hide the flustered look on her face. Erik caught it and wiggled his hips in a circular motion with a sly smirk on his face just to tease her.
“I’m not about to play with you,” she said with a shake of her head. His grin widened as he leaned over to rest his head on her shoulder.
“C’mon, you know you like it,” he teased, using the tips of his fingers to rub up her thigh.
“Whatever nigga,” she deadpans, pushing his head from her shoulder, which he simply put back.
“Gimme kiss and I’ll move,” he fake pouts, wiggling his face caterpillars for emphasis. It worked, as she leaned over to peck his lips softly.
“Mr. Stevens, Ms. Chiron. Save it for after class, please and thank you,” Professor Johnson sneers before turning back to face the board. Erik’s groan echoed around the room as he reluctantly pulled away from her lips.
“Behave sir,” she scolded, placing her index finger to his lips.
“Maaaan. He actin’ like we don’t do this all the time,” he pouts, leaning his head back on her shoulder.
‘True, but it’s still inappropriate.”
“Have you met that nigga?” His line brother Kendall chimed in. “Inappropriate is that nigga’s middle name.”
“Touche,” she agrees, still rubbing Erik’s leg to placate him.
“Quit pouting,” she whispers, to which he responds by grabbing her hand and placing it on his lap. She smiled deviously before turning to him, anxious to fill him in on the thought that had crossed her mind.
“Want Mama to make it better?” she cooed, rubbing her hand across his lap. He nodded, feeling himself hardening under her touch.
“Please,” he whined softly. She smiled sweetly before dropping down to her knees in front of him. She lifted his shirt, softly kissing down his stomach until she reached his belt. She slowly and carefully undid his belt and jeans before exposing his third leg to the rest of the row.
“Y’all niggas nasty,” Kendall said with a smirk, all too used to his friends’ public escapades. Hennessy simply shrugged before licking a long stripe up one side of Erik’s shaft and back down the other.
“Best way to be,” she replied before taking him into her mouth. Erik reclined in his chair, lifting his shirt so that he’d have an unobstructed view of his girl while she worked. She looked up into his eyes as she pushed him down her throat and he threw his head back with a soft hiss.
“Shiiiit.”
One look down the row had the rest of his line brothers reclined in the same fashion, each one sneaking a glance as the freaky scenario unfolded. Just as Professor Johnson paused his teaching, Hennessy’s slurps suddenly became much more vocal.
“What is that sound?”
“My bad, Professor J,” Kendall covered. “Opened my browser to a video I had been watching.”
“Keep your extracurricular activities out of my classroom, Mr. Barnett.”
“Yes sir,” Kendall said with a smirk. Hennessy wasn’t phased. One thing Erik loved about her was her adventurous nature. Public sex and the thought of being caught were major turnons for her and he took advantage whenever and whereever he could.
“Gahdamn,” Erik moaned softly as he clutched a fistful of her curly mane. She pulled off of his dick slowly, stroking him as she looked into his eyes.
“Daddy feel better?” He nodded, grinding himself against her hand.
“Is Daddy gonna cum for me?” She asked in the soft, needy voice that drove him crazy. Kendall bit his lip as he looked down at her.
“Shiiid, keep talking like that and we’re all gonna cum for you.” She smirked as she watched Erik, who was still grinding himself into her hand.
“Come on, Daddy. I can already taste the precum on my tongue. Make this throat a daycare.”
“Jesus Javonte Christ!” Kendall called out, readjusting himself in his pants.
“Oh fuck,” Erik cried out as he gripped her hair tighter, cumming down her throat. He looked down at her, panting frantically as she licked him clean before tucking him back into his jeans and climbing back into her seat. He was spent, resting his head on the desk trying to regain control of his senses and motor skills. Hennessy glanced over at him before nudging him softly.
“Sit up baby.”
“H-Huh?” he stuttered as he sat up, his eyes low and hazy.
“You’re gonna miss the lecture.”
“I don’t give a fuck, I want you.”
“Later baby,” she placated, gently scratching through his beard. He smiled goofily as his leg bounced in excitement.
“Dog ass nigga,” Kendall teased.
“Bark bark, bitch.”
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Erik had a new pep in his step following the treatment he had received in the classroom. He whistled and sang his way through the rest of his classes while Hennessy hid away in the library studying for the upcoming psychology exam. Hours had passed and before Erik knew it, it was nearly midnight and his better half still hadn’t returned home. After a brief text conversation, he learned that she was in the library and opted to go help her “study”.
He found her on the fourth floor, her usual spot because it stayed open all night, was right next to Starbucks, and it was the floor that hardly no one came up to. He found her with her back facing the door, headphones in and caramel macchiato in front of her books. He crept up behind her slowly before wrapping his arms around her waist, kissing her neck softly. She bit her lip and rolled her head to one side, giving him more access to her sweet spot.
“Wassup, pretty girl?” he spoke between kisses to her neck.
“Hey bae,” she whimpered.
“What you studying?” he asked as he licked from her neck to behind her ear. Her breath hitched, causing her words to tremble out.
“P-Psychology.”
“How long you been in here?”
“About an hour.” He nodded softly before returning his face to the bend of her neck. “W-Where you coming from?” she stuttered out, as he nipped at her earlobe some more.
“Frat had a chapter meeting,” he replied as he pulled his chair closer to her. “I missed you.”
“I’m sorry, I needed to get these concepts down.” He wrapped his arms around her and kissed her shoulder gently as he watched her work.
“It’s fine baby. I know how you get about your studies.” She smiled softly, pushing the gold wired glasses back up on her face causing him to chuckle.
“You know, you real cute with them glasses on.”
“Thanks. I stole them from my boyfriend,” she said with a sly smile. He chuckled softly as he poked her nose.
“Yeh, I ‘member.”
“I mean.. He can always have them back.”
“Nah, you look betta in ‘em,” he said as he grabbed her chin and pulled her in for a kiss which she happily returned. He sucked on her bottom lip and slowly tugged at her waist until she was straddling his lap.
“W-Wait.. I gotta finish..” she whined as he kissed up his neck.
“You need a break, you been studying all day. Come get ya pussy wet for a real nigga,” he growled as he grabbed her waist. She smirked, feeling him getting harder under her.
“My pussy always wet for a real nigga,” she purred.
“Perfect,” he grinned as he slid her arms around his neck and his hand into the front of her shorts, slowing massaging her clit with his thumb.
“Why you teasing?” she moaned as she worked herself up by grinding on his lap.
“Good question,” he replied as he slowly pushed his joggers down and moved her shorts to the side, still tempting her with sweet torture.
“You still talking,” she whined. He bit his lip at the needy edge in her voice before sliding her all the way down on his length.
“Damn,” he moaned as he used his hands on her waist to guide her movements.
“Shiit,” she moaned softly, not wanting to attract the attention of the few other patrons that inhabited the other side of the floor. He bit his lip as he continued to slowly bounce her on his lap, the sound of her arousal ringing in his ears. She bit her bottom lip, focusing all of her attention on keeping quiet. He used his thumb to pull her lip from between her teeth before pulling her down with a kiss as slow as he was fucking her.
“Oh now you wanna take it slow?” she teased as she rolled her hips to meet his upward thrusts. He smiled, gold slugs gleaming in the light of the library as he began bouncing faster.
“Oh you want the Killa stroke? Right here, right now?” He teased as he thrusted harder, causing her skin to clap against his.
“N-Nah.. I like it slow,” she whined. He slowed his strokes again, using his grip to pull her slowly from hilt to tip repeatedly.
“Yeessss,” she hissed. He had her now. She threw her head back and started rolling her hips against him, causing her essence to drip onto him.
“Gahdamn bae,” he moaned into her neck.
“What? You wanted me to get wet for a real nigga.”
“I know, but shit. It feels so fuckin’ good. Fuck.” She smiled, happy to know that she was affecting him just as much as he was affecting her. She leaned down to suck at the sweet spot on his neck while simultaneously moaning in his ear.
“You sound so fuckin’ good,” he growled as he grabbed her ass in both hands.
“Cuz my Daddy is making me feel good,” she moaned in the soft and needy voice that drove him wild.
“Shit,” he growled against, thrusting against her gspot repeatedly.
“Daaaddyyyy,” she whined in his ear as she came in his lap. He slow grinded her through her orgasm before cumming shortly after her. He kissed her deeply, swallowing each of her moans as she rode out her high.
“Thank you Daddy,” she mewled, thoroughly sated and more prepared to focus on the task at hand.
“You’re welcome, pretty girl. You wanna stay here or study at home? I was gonna make ramen.”
“Oooh, I’ll take homemade ramen for $500, Alex.” He smiled and kissed her forehead before lifting her from his lap and readjusting their clothes.
“Homemade ramen it is, Princess.”
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INTERLUDE I: NOLA MEETS ERIK
July 2003
“Are you sure you want to go to school all the way in Los Angeles?” Papa Simon asked from my doorway as I began packing up my room.
“Dad, we’ve had this conversation already. This is my dream school and they gave me a full-ride scholarship. How could I possibly turn it down?”
“I know, Skybear, but Papa Ruben and I are gonna miss you so much. You’ve never gone this far away before.”
“You’re right, I haven’t but that’s all the more reason for me to go, right? I have dreams and things that I want to accomplish and unfortunately, I can’t accomplish them here.”
“Simon, leave that girl alone. She knows what she’s doing and we’re only a phone call and a plane ride away should she ever decide she wants to come back home, right baby?” I smiled wide, knowing my Papa Ruben would always come through with the defense.
“Right, Daddy. I love you both.”
“And we love you too, sweetheart. Let’s get these bags packed.”
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Present Day
“Sky!”
“What?!” My head snapped up quickly, completely distorting the design I was currently working on. I was testing a 3D dildo generator for my website. The tool would basically allow potential shoppers to design their own dildo or strap-on and it would be 3D printed and shipped to them. Thanks to Shea and her outburst, mine was now a whopping 15 inches long.. whoops.
“My bad, didn’t mean to scare you, you just didn’t answer my question.”
“Repeat it, I was working on something.”
“I asked how you and Dr. Nigga met. Y’all strike me as failed lovers.” I laughed at her comparison. She was partially right, but there was more to it than that.
“We weren’t lovers, but we have messed around. We went to the same college, The Sigmund Freud School of Psychology and Psychosexuality in LA. He was a sophomore, and I was technically a freshman although I had already taken all of my gen-ed classes thanks to a dual enrollment program at my high school. He was helping the underclassmen move into their dorms and as soon as my dad laid eyes on him, he goes ‘He looks like his dick ruins lives’.” O’Shea cackled, nodding her head in agreeance.
“Was that Papa Ruben? I feel like Papa Ruben said that and Papa Ruben is never wrong.” I nodded, because she was right. One thing about my dad, he could always spot a snake in the grass and his accuracy was unmatched.
“That was definitely Papa Ruben and all me and Papa Simon did was laugh because although it was hot outside, he still looked like a super fuck nigga. He had on a black muscle shirt, body and tattoos gleaming because of sweat, black and red basketball shorts with matching Jordans and that damn Cuban around his neck.”
“Wait that nigga got tattoos?!”
“Yesh.”
“Did he have the fronts back then too?”
“Yes ma’am, but he had top and bottom ones. A bitch was hot!” I explained, fanning myself. “Anyway, he comes over and introduces himself to my dads before taking my trunk of clothes from Papa Simon. He smiled that pretty ass smile at me and in true Erik fashion, tried to flirt. Now mind you, I definitely thought this nigga was fine as fuck, but back then I was still figuring out who I was and what I liked so I lowkey dismissed him. Not on purpose, but it happened. To my surprise, he simply laughed it off and continued helping me take my stuff to my room. He even mounted my tv and showed me where my classes were. Like he was a genuinely nice guy. Fast forward to the second semester of my freshman year, we have the same psychology class because, again, I had already taken all my gen-ed classes. We were almost always paired together on projects because of our intelligence, another reason his ass stayed trying to holla. One day he asked me why I never responded to his advances, seeing as how it was clear that I was feeling him. Which I was, but I was also feeling someone else too, I just didn’t know how to tell him. I avoided him and the question for about a week until he cornered me in the library and demanded that I give him an answer. I smiled sweetly, looked him square in the eye and told him that I wanted to fuck his girlfriend.” I looked over at O’Shea and she looked back at me like I had grown 3 heads.
“Bitch no you didn’t tell him that!”
“What? He asked, hell. This was like the second semester of my sophomore year and by this time I had had a few girls and boys and I realized that I preferred women because they were softer and I understood them better. I didn’t and still don’t have time for the fragile ego of a man.”
“So what did he say to that?” I paused briefly, thinking back to that night in the library.
“Did you seriously just tell me that the reason you don’t wanna fuck wit a nigga is because you wanna fuck my girl? What kinda shit is that, Nola?”
“You asked. I figured you wanted my honest answer.” He kept me pinned against the bookshelf, his eyes searching mine for any hint of a lie. He finally let me go once he found none.
“You something else, Nola.”
“My parents named me Skylar.”
“And your best friend named you Nola. See you in class.” He winked at me, flashing that million dollar smile and walked out of the library, leaving me a little more than hot and bothered.
“He laughed and told me that I was something serious and let me go on about my business. At some point during my junior year we developed a friends with benefits type relationship because 1.) We were both single and wanted to remain single and 2.) His dick was very bomb. I even taught him how to eat pussy.
“You taught him that?!”
“Yes ma’am. At first all he would do was rub and suck the clit aggressively. I was the one that taught him that he had to lick every part of the pussy, get it nice and wet and flick the clit with his tongue.”
“Ok, you can stop talking now. I haven’t talked to this nigga all day and I intend to keep it that way,” Shea interrupted, crossing her legs.
“Papa Simon was kinda disappointed that we didn’t end up together, but he also loved my ex, so I guess it balanced out.”
“I was meaning to ask, what happened with that?”
“That’s another story for another day,” I concluded, not wanting to take a dive into my feels especially since I had so much to work on.
“Ok so tomorrow then?” She tried again. I shook my head, knowing this conversation wouldn’t die until I spilled the beans about Monica.
“Fine, I’ll tell you tomorrow, now tell me about your date with Fathead.” Shea rolled her eyes, as she had been actively avoiding this conversation, not wanting to relieve the horrific incident that she was sure almost ended whatever it was she had going with Erik.
“It started off fairly well with him teasing me about how much I love ice cream and him calling me a child because I wanted to watch Hercules.”
“Fuckin’ child,” I responded out of habit.
“Shut up! That’s the same thing he said!” O’Shea pouted, crossing her arms over her chest for further emphasis of her point.
“Okay, okay, I’m sorry. Please continue,” I coaxed, rubbing her arm to let her know I was done being an ass.
“Anyway, we basically had a whole Disney marathon. We watched Hercules, then Mulan, then The Emperor’s New Groove and were getting dummy high the whole time. So midway through Kuzco’s shenanigans, I tried my luck with him again because I saw how mellow he got when he was high. Like I was even able to fully appreciate how good he looked when he wasn’t in a suit and tie. Your best friend is a work of art, sis.”
“Oh, I know,” I said with a smirk.
“So I’m just sitting there, practically drooling over the bulge in his pants and this nigga looks at me with the straightest face and asks if I’m gonna suck it or just stare at it.”
“And I oop! That wasn’t Erik, sis. That was Killmonger.”
“Who?”
“Don’t worry about it, finish the story.”
“So, not one to back down from a challenge, I dropped to my knees and started doing the Lord’s work. He’s loving the shit, too. He’s cursing and moaning and praising me, telling me how much of a good job I’m doing. The shit was great. Then just as I was finding my groove, I fucked up.”
“What you mean you fucked up?” O’Shea paused and I could tell that she was having a hard time continuing, but she did anyway.
“I’m not sure how it happened, but his dick got caught in my braces.” I didn’t want to, but I simply could not help the screech that left my lips at the mental image of Erik losing his shit about his dick being caught in her braces.
“Did he cry?” I managed to choke out through my laughing fit.
“No, but he was pissed. Like so pissed that he got up and left.” I stopped laughing then. How dare he leave her in such a vulnerable state knowing what he knows about her little personalities and how they operate. Shea must’ve caught my mood change and quickly came to his defense.
“He made up for it, though! He came and picked me up and we talked about it and then we went and got ice cream.”
“Of course he made up with ice cream.”
“Aaand he took me to Disneyland and got me this.” She held up her wrist so that I could see the charm bracelet in all of its glory.
“Oh that’s beautiful. I’ll be back in a little bit, I have a 12:00 meeting with Dr. Nigga.” I quickly grabbed my bag and keys and headed out the door. Dr. Stevens and I had a few things that needed discussing.
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VII: WAITING
Suggested Listenings/Songs Mentioned: Overstimulated x Jhené Aiko; Loaded Gun x 6LACK; New Apartment x Ari Lennox
A/N: Instead of writing a separate chapter, the prompt that you picked is in this one @heybriheyyy!
The sound of heels clicking against the black and gold marble floors of the hallway alerted Erik of Skylar’s arrival. The pair had agreed to meet in his office for lunch to discuss his date with O’Shea and other methods of therapy he could implement going forward. For this to be merely a meeting among friends, she was dressed to kill sporting an ivory turtleneck sweater and black pinstripe pencil skirt that hugged her physique in all the right places. On her feet were a pair of black Priyadora Louboutin open-toe sandals and her signature gold wire-rimmed glasses held their usual place atop her head.
She walked in and shut the door behind her, a silent cue for Harper to cancel his appointments for at least the next hour.
“First of all, you’re an ass for leaving her the way you did. I understand that you were upset at her for laughing, but you could’ve handled that so much better.” Erik dropped his head. Though he rectified the situation, he knew that there was no way he would be able to escape Sky’s wrath about how he reacted to his phallus getting caught in Shea’s braces.
“I fixed it!” he declared, throwing his hands up in the air in defeat.
“Oh I know. Disney, huh?” Her lips were twisted into a knowing smirk, much to Erik’s disdain.
“It’s not what you think,” he lied unsuccessfully.
“Oh it’s exactly what I think, Stevens. You’re falling for her.”
“I am not.”
“Then what do you call it?” He paused for a moment, avoiding her face at all cost. He was reluctant to speak because it was a question he had been asking himself ever since he dropped O’Shea off at home the previous Friday. Sky must’ve sensed his dilemma because her demeanor softened as she took a seat in the chair across from him.
“Ok, let’s try this approach: why are you so drawn to her? Is it personal or purely experimental?”
“Is it selfish to say both?”
“Not entirely. Elaborate.”
“I can say that I like her, but it’s the way that I like her and the reasons why that is a mystery at the moment. On a personal level, she’s incredibly smart and beautiful. She challenges me much like you do and I genuinely like being in her company. On a professional level, I’m curious to how each of her personalities react in a true relationship setting. I could use that information to possibly determine why her past relationships failed and ensure that it doesn’t happen again.”
Skylar listened intently as Erik explained before giving her insight to the situation.
“That may be well and good but the fact still remains that she is a patient and a colleague of mine. Are you prepared to completely cross that line or do you want to solely as a means of furthering your research?” She didn’t give him a chance to answer as she continued her lecture. “Furthermore, if you choose the latter, are you prepared to handle the possible blowback? As free as you are with your methods there is still the review board to report to and they will ensure that every step you take is well documented down to the flavor of lube.. and ETHICAL. Tread very softly. I don't wanna see you lose your license over some emotional bullshit that could easily be straightened out.”
“That’s actually the part that scares me the most. I need to figure something out and fast.” Skylar agreed before grabbing her bag.
“Well let me know what you come up with,” she replied as she began making her way out of the office, leaving Erik with his wayward thoughts. He pulled out his phone and scrolled through the text thread between he and O’Shea, chuckling to himself at their playful banter.
“What are you doing to me, Ms. Powell?” he spoke aloud with a sly smile, completely oblivious to the woman that now occupied his office.
“Dr. Stevens?” the young woman spoke, her soft voice causing him to lift his head. She sported a black biker jacket with blue jeans and timberland boots, her hair a curly mess atop her head.
“Yes, how may I help you?” he asked as he sat back in his chair.
“My name is Oya Ramirez. We spoke on the phone briefly the other day.”
“Oh yes, Ms. Ramirez, please have a seat.” Though her smile was bright, her eyes held pain. He could tell that life hadn’t exactly been good to her, but she was trying to make the best out of a bad situation.
“What brings you by, Ms. Ramirez?” he inquired as he sat up straight and grabbed a pen.
“Well, as of late, I've been having trouble achieving orgasms. I know what I like and I know all of the things necessary to get me to that point, but nothing seems to be working. I’ve scared off all of my usual partners because they say that my sex drive is too high and it’s unattractive, which I find absolutely ridiculous.” He looked up with one eyebrow raised, staring at her as though he’d seen a ghost. Everything she said was exactly what O’Shea had told him on their first meeting and he was starting to wonder if he were being Punk’d.
“I read this article in a psychology magazine about how you help women with that sort of thing and I was wondering if you could help me.” Erik couldn’t tell if it was fate or if God had a twisted sense of humor, but this was exactly the sort of thing he needed. He could use the treatment methods he used on O’Shea as a placebo to see if they would truly be practical enough to incorporate into his usual routine. Maybe leveling the playing field would also help him gain clarity of the O’Shea situation.
“Alright Ms. Ramirez, what are your kinks?” As she rattled off the list, he learned that she was a bratty lesbian looking for a dom to tame her.
“Well Ms. Ramirez, my schedule is pretty full at the moment, however, here’s my business partner’s card. She’ll be more than happy to assist you with your needs.”
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“A business trip? For how long?” O’Shea pouted from her seat across from his desk.
“It’s only going to be a week, but in that week I want us to not contact one another. Instead, I want you to try and implement other methods to destress.”
“Did I do something? Was it something I said?” Buttercup begged in a tone so pitiful it almost made Erik cancel the whole trip and cradle her in his arms like the baby she was. He could see Sky in the back of his mind shaking her head and he could hear her saying, "Unhealthy attachment. Transference." And this is exactly why I need to go. We both need clarity.
“I’m not abandoning you, Princess. Trust me, this time next week we’ll be back to our regularly scheduled program and I’ll even have new things for us to try.”
O'Shea blinked at the thought of something new and interesting brought in specifically for her, curiosity softening the blow of temporary abandonment. Afterall, it was only a week and she'd gone longer without attention. She could probably do it again.
The thought crossed her mind to call up Cameron or Michael, past contacts she'd usually turn to in moments when she needed something quick. Neither Bennie, Buttercup, or Bianca would be satisfied, but at least O'Shea would be getting something. However, just as soon as the thought came, it left again. They just weren't worth it, besides there was something sexy and a little charming about waiting. Maybe distance would make their hearts grow fonder.
“Okay, I guess I can deal with that. Just don’t be tryna replace me while you’re gone,” she fake pouted.
“Someone sounds possessive,” he teased as he lead her out of his office, his hands by his side as to not complicate things further. She merely smiled, and continued out to her car, trying hard not to let the bratty beast within her loose before their little experiment had even began.
“Not possessive, just confident. There’s only one O’Shea Powell, Dr. Stevens. Have a safe trip.”
With that, she slid into the driver’s seat of her Benz and drove off into the sunset, leaving Erik yearning to be in her presence once again.
Crushing the line // cutting the line // crossing the line// Bumps in the night // Got me over here overstimulated // Crushing the line // cutting the line // crossing the line // Bumps in the night // Got me, got me over here, over
The first day without Erik was quiet. O’Shea went to work and back home and curled up with a book to ease her mind, her Something Chill playlist playing softly in the background. Though she didn’t want to believe that it was her fault that Erik had left, that’s where her mind kept drifting. She tried to convince herself that their interactions were nothing more than patient/client, she couldn’t ignore the obvious. Regardless of what was going on, no one would willingly purchase a Pandora bracelet or any other token of affection if there weren’t some feelings involved. Could it be that he too felt what she was feeling and was distancing himself to put those feelings into clarity? If so, then why wouldn’t they just talk things out like adults? Separation only gives way to doubt and doubt ruins everything. O’Shea sighed and closed her book. This week was about to be a long one.
“Ade due Damballa, give me the power I beg of you! Leveau mercier du bois chaloitte. Seciose entinne mais pois de morte. Morteisma--”
“Girl, what the hell are you doing?” O’Shea stopped mid-chant and opened one eye to find Skylar standing over her, one eyebrow raised in suspicion.
“I was tryna bring my nigga back, damn,” O’Shea pouted, placing the Pandora bracelet back on her wrist. Skylar doubled over in laughter at the meek woman before her. Erik had only been gone 2 days and she was already acting crazy.
“First of all, stop it, you look stupid. That only works for the transference of spirits and you need the actual Heart of Damballa in order for it to work.”
“I keep forgetting you a wholeass Creole voodoo priestess in your spare time,” O’Shea remarked, pulling out her sketchbook to draw more prototypes.
“And you’re acting like a lovesick puppy.”
“I don’t know what it is, Sky. Like aside from the bomb ass head, I actually miss our conversations. He listened to me, made me laugh. Hell he was the first man in a while that actually cared about how my day was going and how I was feeling throughout the day. I know that’s his job as a therapist and all, but something about it seemed different.”
“Do you think you’re possibly starting to grow feelings for him?”
“Absolutely not!” Shea lied. In actuality, it was a thought she’d mulled over several times since their Disney adventure.
“Why do y’all insist on lying to me? Tell me what’s going on with you,” Sky said, pulling up a chair beside her. O’Shea sighed heavily, not really wanting to expose her true feelings, but Skylar wasn’t just anyone. She was a confidant and also a neutral source. If anyone could help Shea sort through her emotions, it would be her.
“I honestly don’t know how to explain it. Like on one hand, he’s strictly my therapist. Someone more than qualified to help me address my current issues and find and adequate solution. On the other hand, he’s Erik. An incredibly smart and equally handsome man that has put me in my place more times in the last few months than I can remember. I haven’t even laid eyes on the dick yet and I’m already acting like a prized poodle in the Westminster Kennel Club. When he says jump, I want to ask how high and that scares me. Instead of being turned off or annoyed by my little personalities, he embraces and nurtures them in a healthy way and I’m having a hard time distinguishing whether he’s this way because he genuinely wants to be or because, as a doctor, he has to be.” Skylar nodded, absorbing everything that O’Shea had to say before adding her two cents.
“So, I’ll ask again, are you growing feelings him? Before you answer, think about this: if you are growing feelings, are you capable of continuing a professional relationship with him if those feelings aren’t reciprocated?” O’Shea hadn’t thought about the fact that Erik may not feel the same and hearing it now had her stomach in knots. Skylar sensed her dilemma and continued her speech.
“Now I’m not asking this to scare you or to send you off the deep end with your emotions, but I’m being realistic. I honestly think you two need time apart so you both can get clarity of the situation as well as come to terms with whatever y’all are both feeling towards one another.
“He’s going to Wakanda for a week. He suggested that we not call or text one another the entire trip, something about finding other methods to destress.” Leave it to Erik to already be three steps ahead.
“Good. While he’s gone, I have a yoga class I think you’ll be interested in and we can go together.”
“Eww, I hate yoga,” Shea complained.
“You’ll enjoy this, trust me.”
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The sunset in Wakanda was always the most beautiful part of visiting his aunt and cousins. It had been a few years since he’d visited the advanced nation and each time, something new caught his attention. This time, it was the customizations she had made to T’Challa’s Black Panther suit that caught his eye. She had added a stealth mode, meaning he could go invisible if needed be when he was in battle. His younger cousin never ceased to amaze him with her genius nature. One he’d gotten his belongings put away, he set out to find his aunt Ramonda. She was his second mother and if anyone could help him gain clarity of his current predicament, it was her. He found her seated in the floating tea room that overlooked the lush garden at the center of the palace. It was her one of her favorite places in the palace. She always came here when she wanted to get away and clear her head. She was adorned in a white Wakandan lace robe with a matching headdress.
“Auntie, can I talk to you about something?” She beamed, giving him a knowing smile before beckoning him to sit down beside her. She took his hand into her own and squeezed it gently, letting him know that he could speak freely.
“Tell me about her,” was all she said, noting the troubled look in his eyes.
“Who said a girl was involved?” She stared up at him incredulously before chuckling.
“You ask that as though I do not know you, N’Jadaka. You’ve checked your phone every 10 minutes since you got here and I can always read the trouble behind your eyes. Now, tell me about her.” He sighed, hating that he could never hide anything from his aunt.
“It’s one of my clients, I think I’m falling for her.” Ramonda chuckled softly to herself as she studied Erik. She could tell that the topic was a difficult one for him, noting the way he tugged nervously at a lone dreadlock that hung loosely in his face.
“Didn’t you say that you’d never get involved with one of your patients because it’s messy and unprofessional? What changed your mind?”
“I don't know Auntie. There’s something different about this girl. She intrigues me on a level that no other woman has before. She’s witty, and the culmination of her different personalities create a very interesting and sharp young lady," he smiled recounting the times her mouth had been quicker than he could anticipate.
"The man is asked to explain his attraction and he talks about multiple personalities," Shuri tsks making her presence known.
“Obviously I am needed! N'Jadaka!" Her hand clapped hard onto his back as she stood between him and the queen gazing out into the garden ahead.
"Figure out if she is an experiment, a patient, or a lover, but don’t use her to fill your emotional gaps. You’re a jerk if you do,” Shuri scolded before heading back towards her laboratory. "Thank me later," she called as she disappeared from sight. Erik stared after her for a beat before turning back to his aunt to squeezed his hand once more.
“She may be young, but she is wise beyond her years and she knows what she’s talking about. I can give you all of the advice in the world, but at the end of the day, it’s your decision to make. Lord knows we don’t want another Lynda situation,” the Queen concluded as she stood.
She stepped to the side and followed Shuri's path to the exit leaving Erik to gaze solemnly out over the garden and into the grand horizon. He thought back to his relationship with Lynda and how it ended, concluding with himself that O’Shea definitely wasn’t a Lynda. She was an enigma, but a goddess in her own right. She deserved someone that could give her his whole heart and love her as hard as he knew she loved. She deserved to be catered to and spoiled, but also disciplined whenever she stepped out of line; she was a submissive after all. She deserved a lover and a provider and he wasn’t sure that he could be all of those things for her, but he was more than willing to try.
“Dammit. I think I’m in love.” He whipped out his phone and called Skylar, remembering some things he forgot to tell her before he left.
“Wassup lover boy? Miss me already?”
“I always miss you, Nola,” he smirked, hearing her soft gasp at the nickname he hadn’t used since college.
“Real funny, Stevens. To what pleasure do I owe this phone call?”
“I know you don’t really do therapy, but I referred you to someone, Oya Ramirez. She suffers from the same symptoms as our bipolar beauty minus the other personalities and I figured she’d be a good experiment for you. She should be stopping by some time this week.”
“Oya Ramirez,” Skylar repeated, jotting the name down in her notebook for reference. “Got it. Anything else?”
“Nah, that’s it. I’ll be back in a few days. How my girl?”
“Oh, now she’s your girl?”
“You know what I mean. She doing ok?”
“She’s pretty good. We’ve got a yoga date tomorrow.”
“Yoga? She hates yoga.”
“There’s weed involved.”
“Ah,” he states with a nod. “I knew there had to be a catch, but yoga’s good. Good way to get her mind off things.”
“I’m well aware, Dr. Stevens. I’ll keep you posted on her progress.”
“Thanks, Nola. I owe you one.”
“You’re eternally indebted to me, Stevens. I thought we had this discussion already.”
“You right. I’ll make sure I bring you back something dope. Peace.” Erik ended the call and returned to his suite in the palace. It was a room he’d tried and failed to duplicate in his condo back in LA. The color scheme was black, white, and gold with a huge Alaskan king bed trimmed in black and gold in the center of the room. The walls were decorated with paintings of African and Egyptian royalty, including Queen Nefertiti and Anubis from Egyptian mythology. A large floor length mirror hung on the back of his bedroom door and his closet was its own ensuite. The floor was black and gold heated marble, the inspiration to the floor in his office and the ceiling changed to mimic the sky outside, no matter the time of day. He undressed and slipped under the covers, trying and failing to keep his mind from drifting to the current object of his affection as 6LACK‘s mellow voice filled the room.
I got women callin’ my phone like I owe them some’ // It’s kinda my fault // I guess I showed them some’ // No shit, I treat my dick just like a loaded gun // Point that shit away // These hoes gon’ blow what comes
He shook his head, smiling softly at the image of her little pout and the way her eyes lit up when he surprised her with the Pandora bracelet. He would give anything to see her smile the way she smiled that night again. The slight dip of the bed caused Erik to raise his head, only to drop it back against the pillow one he realized who the intruder was.
“I missed you too, Massika,” he murmured as the jaguar made her way up the bed and to her usual spot beside him. She purred softly, rubbing her nose against his face before settling down beside him. She had been his baby ever since he’d rescued her from poachers the last time he visited. Everywhere he went, Massika followed and he made a mental note to introduce her to O’Shea once they were official.
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Today felt different. The sunlight crept through the large bow window, casting an ethereal glow throughout the bedroom. O’Shea woke roughly 20 minutes before her alarm, something that typically only happened when she was stressed. She stretched and said her morning affirmations before finally slipping out of bed, a small smile creeping across her face.
“Hey Alexa, play Something Chill.” As the device came to life, O’Shea retired to her bathroom and allowed Ari Lennox’s smooth voice to help her get ready for the day.
Pop my woo-hah in the sky // ‘Cause nobody here to judge my life // Leave the dishes in the sink // Do some cartwheels // “Cause my furniture ain’t came // Standard shipping thing // I just got a new apartment // I’m gon’ leave the floor wet // Walk around this bitch naked // And nobody can tell me shit
Since she was awake early, she decided to indulge in a relaxing bath with her newest bath bomb from Lush, called Royalty. The floral scent of the bomb permeated the bathroom before being replaced by a hint of vanilla and sandalwood. She watched as the water turned from a warm golden to soft red and green before slipping into the water. She loved how soft the soy milk powder left her skin, smoother than a baby’s ass fresh from its mother’s womb. After a 30-minute soak, she retired from her bath to get dressed, choosing to slick her curls up into a high puff while sporting a white, floral mini dress and a jean jacket. She felt good, a genuine smile crossed her face as she glanced down at the Pandora bracelet that rested in the center of her jewelry box for the past 3 days. She’d chosen not to wear it, fearing that she would be plagued with thoughts of Erik and be tempted to call or text him. Thanks to Skylar, the week had gone by a lot faster than she’d expected and he was due back home within the next few hours. A quick swipe of her Fenty gloss bomb and she was out the door, a newfound pep in her step.
The jingle of the shop’s bell pulled Shea from her sketchbook. She looked up to find a short, light-skinned woman coming over to the counter. Her hair was braided into cornrows and she wore a white cropped hoodie, blue jean shorts, and white Fila tennis shoes.
“Hello. My name is Oya Ramirez. I was sent here by Dr. Erik Stevens. He told me to ask for Skylar.” O’Shea regarded the young woman for a bit before walking to the back to get Sky.
“Oh Ms. Ramirez, Dr. Stevens told me you’d be stopping by. Follow me this way.” Oya complied, walking with Sky to the back of the store. O’Shea smirked, watching the way Skylar’s eyes followed every move Oya made until they had disappeared somewhere among the tall shelves. Once they were gone, O’Shea turned her attention back to her sketchbook. Since the dildo generator had been approved, Sky had tasked O’Shea with designing preset models that could be customized for potential clients that didn’t want to design their own tool from scratch. Just as she was getting back into her groove, the bell jingled again.
“Hello, welcome to —”
The cocoa skinned woman held up her hand to silence Shea.
“I’m Monica, where’s Skylar?” Almost on cue, Sky emerged from the back of the store with Oya, both giggling like schoolgirls. Once Sky’s eyes met Monica’s however, her smile faded.
“Baby!” Monica tried, attempting to throw her arms around Sky’s neck, but stopping once she saw the death glare Sky was giving.
“Oya, call me tomorrow with updates. O’Shea, take your break.”
“But I just got here,” O’Shea complained.
“I said take a break!” Sky repeated, raising her voice slightly to emphasize her point. Shea seemed to take the hint, leaving Sky and Monica alone in the shop.
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