#dandy's dumb

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i was crying earlier and suddenly the hoody in my brain appeared out of nowhere, patted me on the back, said 'it's alright. here, this will make things better,' and put on absolute territory by ken ashcorp so i decided to do an artistic rendition

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siffrin moodboard pt2

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siffrin moodboard pt4

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siffrin moodboard pt1

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siffrin moodboard pt3

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hoody moodboard

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Is @inktoony haii,

Why did you PUT YOUR ALEX RAMBLE IN THE TAGS, IT SO GOOD AND INTERESTING,,,,, /nf

I will be putting all of it into my tism database, ty /gen

aaa glad you liked it! and glad it was helpful lmao ^^

and honestly i was like on the edge of a migraine AND massively sleep deprived, saw your post, and just decided to ramble off the top of my head about shit i liked about his character XD ive been thinking about him a lot lately and figured i'd use the chance to ramble!

ive also been considering doing some writing for marble hornets myself, especially brian cuz i have THOUGHTS, so i hope the characterization tips (?) helped! i did notice that apparently the tail end of the tags i left got eaten by tumblr tho :') and i was too tired to remember how i finished that off. but i did write more after that

anywag! uhh im gonna tag u so u see that i responded, but feel free to ignore if u want lmao. u seem cool tho, thanks for the ask ^^

@inktoony

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to me, like. i saw the tv glow really hit as a trans person, but also as an autistic person on the acearo spectrum.

it really hit as a trans person trapped in a home that’s never felt like home, trapped in suburbia, in the south, in so many layers of being that make it feel impossible to transition. to ever have that option.

it really hit at that clawing, festering ache inside me that wants so badly to get away, but is still so scared of leaving- worse, of not being ABLE to leave. feeling like so much of you is a mask, layers of dirt over a coffin that’s empty, wanting so desperately to have some confirmation, some ability, some change, but knowing it could ruin you if you do, but knowing it’ll ruin you if you don’t- it’s terrifying.

it’s so fucking terrifying. idk where i’m going w this, i just watched it and it’s very late and i’ve been on and off sobbing for a while. it’s just a very good movie.