#danger jacinthe

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pov you're rina midoriya

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it's this ocean of words i can't say

that makes me want to lead us astray

are you happy now?

kicking people while they're down?

i can't believe we've all succumbed to this

because i'm stuck feeling pissed

i don't care anymore. just leave me here.

i know i was never something you held dear

so just let me go and let me stay out of it

i hope you've got your wish.

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i dont care that much about astrology for my ocs you’re just born or a scorpio

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i think the color orange is useless

i see they're stuck in bed, feeling worthless

what cause is there to get out of bed?

one wrong look and you'd think they're just dead

there's just so much stuff to do

but their brain's busy feeling skewed

orange is such a useless shade

look at them; wasting the entire day

bedtime is right now

is work for them even allowed?

please get up; bed is a horrid lover

i see orange getting comfortable under the covers

sleep is their great escape

because orange just can't set things straight

the pajamas are too comfortable, they say

though they know they're dreaming their life away

what is wrong with me? they ask

their mind and body are not up for the task

the world is cruel; the world is cold

orange themself yearns for someone to hold

get rid of this bad feeling, they plead

they're just missing something; something they need

orange is just too wakeless

maybe, just maybe, that's why they feel useless

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🎵 i’m a little bit jealous about your life

you’re way too handy with a knife

it’s like you have legends about you

but all you are is a guy in blue

not that i’m complaining, of course

you’re the one i’d endorse

against the dark gray world

can you help this plan unfurl?

...

i’m a little bit jealous about your life

even if you can’t handle this strife

it’s like you have years behind you 

but it’s only three that seemed to do

i know where i’ve been headed

but your own future, you’ve dreaded

against the dark gray night

i can trust that you can fight

...

can we really get through?

are we stuck feeling blue?

the only thing we’ve shared are colleagues 

can we really reach the big leagues?

i don’t know where we’re going

(we’re not the ones so easygoing)

but we’re both running out of time

to be our partners in our crimes

dumb luck, dumb fuck, that’s who we’re working with

the thunderstorm gladiator and the blacksmith

one’s a silver screen star, nothing rhymes with orange

(that’s a lie, we’re both unhinged)

against the world, against the night, we’ll both join the fight

cause no one else is gonna ask if we’re both alright

will we miss our friends? will we be there at the end?

promise me; play defense

we’re going out tonight 

cause no one else is gonna set this right🎵

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🎵 you’d think it be common sense

not to beat me down when tense

i could’ve sworn i was a happy color

but it’s the shades of green that make me smaller

i know i’ve spiraled down too hard

but one day, i’ll hold all the cards

i’ve been lost in this forest for ages

my reflections are foxes stuck in cages

waiting for their hunter to pull the trigger

because they’re the ones who’s bigger

well, guess it’s just my luck

i’m just the guy who screams, “we’re fucked!”

but maybe, i know that one day

i’ll be the one to do it my way

i’m not the musical one of us

my lyrics feel like i’m concussed

like celebrities on the pavement

i don’t care of our disagreement

i’ve been stuck in bed for too long

but it’s not the irises that make me strong

i just need for you to trust me

i can do it with only three

(and no, i’m not talking about the the intimacy)

with a clap of my hands, it’s a melanie melody

(you know i can’t snap; my fingers can’t close the gap)

i’m sorry i’ll steal the show, my friend

but we all know it’s curtain call; it’ll be me at the end

crying, screaming, laughing

because i’ll know i’m the king

now tell me, baby

who’ll thin out the herd?

when the world’s all absurd?

i’m sorry, ruby;

your lyric quirks are just too fun for me🎵

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Tell me about Jay?

Development wise, Jay's the Orange Paladin :]! 

Originally the Orange Paladin became too self-projecty for me to safely plot for, so my bud @/ravenwolfie97 completely revamped them into “Jacinthe”! 

We also both agreed we’d probably forget how their name was spelled so we call them Jay for short lmao.

In universe-

I wrote a little description on them for my own reference, and here’s the general gist  “Jay is a lonely introvert, almost dependent on Ruby’s companionship. They’re closed off from others because of their own insecurities. Time and time again they’ve never grown close to other people, and are stuck waiting for their next relationship to fall apart.

On the flip side, Jay prefers to stay in their own lane despite their yearning for friendships. When it comes to issues, they prefer to choose their own path rather than have others choose for them. Their enthusiasm isn’t obvious, but they’re enthusiastic about their own beliefs, morals, and actions. While they know not every choice is the right one, they’re enthusiastic that their choice is theirs alone.

Throughout the series, Jay breaks out of their insecurity shell a bit more and allows themself to stay friends with more and more people. With their newfound confidence, they become stronger than they ever realized.”

In Arc 1, they start off as this sort of loser that Ruby just Lives With. They’re a bit of a pessimistic introvert, and are stuck working to design weaponry for a local blacksmith.

Because ofc Ruby brings Jay to hang with the other Paladins for ~Plot~, Jay starts coming out of their shell a little more, happy to make some new friends for once after growing apart from so many people.

Arc 1 has all the Paladins unlock their “Paladin Power” in this arc, which is triggered by showing the virture associated with that Paladin. Orange is the Paladin of Enthusiasm, which Jay unlocks by being enthusiastic about protecting their newfound friendships.

Arc 2 kiiinda just. Throws all that out the window tbh akjsndgds.

It’s Arc 2 where Jay admits that they don’t like how the Paladin title is just “forced” onto all of them without any choice by the rainbow goddess, Iris. They don’t like having to credit her for their personal achievements, when they’ve done hard work to become a better person by themself.

“Jay admits that despite being linked to Iris, the enthusiastic or selfish actions they take will be theirs and theirs alone. And they’re not going to let Iris determine their morality, either; they’re doing what’s right because they want to, not because they’ve been forced to.

Unbeknownst to them, Jay manages to control a situation for once; they’re able to find their voice and preach what they mean, as well as gain enough charisma to prove their point to someone else.”

Throughout Arc 2, Jay is the one who goes headfirst into enemy territory against other’s (specifically Rina’s) wishes. They make it clear that THEY’RE the ones making that choice, and not because they’re Iris’ pawn. They’re doing it because they think it’s really the right choice.

However, Rina definitely impacts Jay’s confidence a bit, reminding them exactly WHY they don’t wanna be just “Iris’ Soldiers”. It’s Rina that makes Jay afraid of pursuing friendship yet again. However,

A huge “haha Jay moment” with them is those two MCR t-shirts that go hand in hand:

“I don’t need friends, I got my own...

...On second thought, let’s all be friends.”

Despite all the stress they’re under throughout Arc 2, they still want to be kind.

Eventually Jay and Rina make up, and Jay becomes a bit more confident with themself as a person, THEN as a Paladin. 

Arc 3 is ONCE AGAIN... vague. 

But I think an iconic Jay moment would be that Jay (having been too insecure to try and be in a tournament) finally gets into a tournament and gets a big win for a team game. They still take on a stage name, but they’re still proud they can make a difference and win for the team.

I feel like I’m definitely missing things so just have some out of context Jay Moments(tm)

They’re definitely the most important in Arc 2 in comparison to 1 and 3, but I’m quite proud of their character arc :]

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