#darksidepark

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Ja, auch ich wohne jetzt im #timbleweedpark sorry @ivarleonmenger #darksidepark #allespark ;)

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CHECK YOUR PHONE MRS. QUEEN-PLASTIC

im literally too busy screaming

[betternow]

sorry these messages are so long i'm just trying to get everything out. I've missed you so much and I hope that you choose to trust me again. I know trust is a hard thing to earn back but i'll try my hardest. I really don't want to screw up again. Anyways I hope you had a fantastic birthday and I would love for you to come visit me in october and go to the fair with me :) Love, stephanie

3. Stephanie, you’re lovely. You make me feel great. I feel so free talking to you. I like that you’re not perfect. I like that you respect me. I like that you tell m I'm lovely. I like that you call me pet names. You make me smile. You hurt me though. A lot. I wish you wouldn’t have acted so fast. I really thought I was special. I guess I understand. But you caught me off guard. I was jut getting use to the idea of us. You did that on my birthday, which hurts worse of all. But I forgive you. I forgive you because I see how hard long distance is. I know I’m tough to be with, and I have told you from the beginning I’m distant and I seem like I’m not trying. But please know, I try. My life is really a mess right now, as is yours. You seem to get me, we click. We click in such nice ways. I’m lucky to know you. I’m glad you talked to me and took the time to make me feel alright. I’m scared to let you completely back in, but I will. I will in time. Trust is earned, which I’m sure you’ll earn it. I want to wait a bit and have you come up. I love the ideal of a surprise. I like that you tell me things, I like you in general. I’m glad while gone you maybe had a better understanding of how much you care for me. I felt lost with you gone. I’m glad you’re here. As a friend. And hopefully something lovely will bloom. I know its goingto be rough for a bit but I just don’t want to he to say goodbye again. I want you to stay and wait to see that I’m worth this distance of 3 hrs, 267 miles. Because I just know when we meet, it’ll be fucking beautiful. Relationships are full of hurt feelings and lovely ones. It’s all about getting through them and becoming stronger. I have faith in us. In you. I know you’ll get better even if you don’t think so. I remember our first phone call. I was so nervous and I thought you'd hate my voice. But you said you loved it and we talked about bands we've seen and met. There was never a awkward second. I felt...good. I never like talking on the phone but I actually enjoy every second with our talks. And gosh, You’re so beautiful in my eyes. Everything you say sounds so lovely coming from your perfect mouth. I love that we have the same taste in music. Haha Jenna :) I just hope you’ll stick around. I’m not going anywhere. I’m here. Thank you for this, love. It means so much. I forgive you. ❤