#darkvoidtrash

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Lohen...

So sad I dont have primos for you my love... when you rerun I will get you... when I finish sandrone team I will save for you my little angel

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I love how we all are foaming for him

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I know it's the 2nd of June but if summer doesn't end soon I'm going to kill myself

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CAN FUCKING SUMMER FUCKING END ALREADY!!!!

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I feel more lost than usual... I'm afraid summertime depression is back

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How did you find out (and tips on how to)?

I really don't understand myself and been wanting to for a lot of years

And I can't see myself doing more than cheek kisses and hugs but idk maybe it's the inexperience of someone showing affection towards me (or the trauma)

Like seeing sex on the TV (real life or animation) freaks me out but idk if that's normal (reading it's completely fine but I can't see anything that has it without feeling deeply uncomfortable, even if they aren't showing anything and all you see it's movements under the sheets)

I also dont understand sexual attraction or romantic attraction (I sometimes get the I wish I was friends with this person thoughts but that's all) but this could be because the long running joke in my family that I'm autistic (haven't been tested)

Could also be the lack of positive relationship on my family, I only have my media

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Today I've got told that I should lose weight and that i should gain weight

I fucking hate my family

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Just finished good omens, how beautiful

Finally a show ending i dont hate