#darlingpanlix

[mydarlingpan]

I've been gone for a while, but I'm going to start writing darlingpan prompts again. What's left in my inbox right now anyway, and if anyone else has some new ones I would definitely write those.

[littlemissraysofsunshine]

Loyal hearts, Twisted Love.

Continuation of the Felix killing Wendy one Requested by anonymous   Link to previous prompt here [x]

Personal note: This prompt killed me. I just didn't know where else to take it. I'm sorry, it took so so so long but I tried!

“Do you realise what you’ve done?”

My eyes slid over Felix, unable to hide my fury. I clenched my teeth, my breathing barely making it past their rigid formation.

"Pan.. I..." My hand curled into a fist, drilling into Felix's meaty flesh. In a split second my fingers curled out, clasping around his heart. "You took my heart. Now, I'll take yours." I watched Felix drop to his knees, his eyes wide and glassy. Anger consumed me so entirely that the whole of Neverland seemed to shake. "Please, Pan." His voice was raspy as he placed one hand over mine, pleading. "I did it for you. I only ever do anything for you." There was something about his desperation that made my furry waver. His fingers tightened around my hand.

His loyalty had always been... touching.

I threw him to the ground, turning my back on him. "You better find a way to fix this."

"Fix it. But she is dead, Pan."

I raised an eyebrow. "Fix it."

I flew off, making my way towards my thinking tree. I couldn't stay there any longer, lest it be reminder of my little bird.

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I stared at the shrunken body of Wendy. Her last words echoed in my head.

Please, Felix.

Stomaching my anger, I got up and slipped her into my arms. She was frail. Far more frail than any of the lost boys. I could never understand how such a fragile creature could ever be held so roughly by Pan, or considered so highly by him.

It disgusted me.

I headed towards mermaid lagoon. I wasn't sure what I was going to do. There was nothing, even in Neverland, that could bring someone back from the dead, but if there was ever to be something, the mermaids would know.

I placed her down in the water, calling the cruel creatures to me. Fins moved through the water at dangerous speeds, circling us like sharks surrounding their prey. It wasn't safe to be this close to a mermaid, but then, I had nothing to worry about and she was already dead.

Slipping out of the surface almost seamlessly, a mermaid with long dark hair appraised her. She gave me a knowing look, placing her hand over her heart.

"This is Pan's first love, no?"

I ground my teeth in anger.

"It is his pet." I avoided her eyes. "She had an... accident."

Her lips tilted up cruely. "In all your anger, and all your jealousy, you have failed to notice the place he has for her in his heart."

I scowled at her, but she only laughed.

"And the place she has in yours."

She cocked her head softly, her hand moving slowly towards hers.

"Or the fact that she is still alive, though barely."

She yanked at her hand, trying to force her into the water. I snatched the limp body away, my eyes burning into the mermaid's. She pouted.

"What do you mean she's not dead? I killed her."

"No. You merely sent her body into shock. It's the dreamshade that is killing her."

"What dreamshade?"

The mermaid shook her head mischievously, "Perhaps the little bird wasn't so happy in her cage after all."

She disappeared in a splash, leaving me to consider her words. Wasting no time, I made my way to the Spring, the one place Pan had warned me never to go.

I submerged her into the fountain, watching her frail body float on the water. I'd never really noticed how light she was, or how soft her hair felt, or just how gentle her face looked, like she could save you from all your problems with just one simple, little smile.

I watched her like one might watch a child and the darkness covering my heart slowly lessened. I stood in the fountain with her for what felt like hours. She was deathly still, emitting no signs of life.

"That damn mermaid." Anger rose inside me again, like a snake ready to strike. "She was lying to me."

I swept the bird into my arms again, this time my aversion for it almost entirely gone. Slowly her hand twitched, grasping onto mine and I stood completely rigid, unable to move.

"Felix?" The way she said my name left searing hot blades on my skin.

"It's okay, bird, I'm here." I lifted her hand to my mouth, whispering the words into her skin. Her body recoiled slightly.

"I'm so sorry, Wendy. I'm so sorry."

The tiniest of smiles blossomed on her face.

"That's the first time you called me Wendy."

I peered down at her with an expression that was almost foreign to me as I brushed the hair out of her face. An emotion I'd only ever felt for one other person rose inside me.

"You know, now that you've been in this spring you can never leave. You will forever be lost in Neverland."

Her eyelids fluttered almost as if she were reliving a nightmare behind her closes eyes. "No."

"Yes," I whispered. "You will forever stay here, lost with me."

[littlemissraysofsunshine]

Peter finds out Felix is going to kill Wendy he tries to save her but gets to her right as Felix kills her peter is broken holding his bird and rocking her back and forth

But I Never Fail

There was something in the air. It clung to everything, almost as if a sense of foreboding had coated the island so thickly that it was impossible to think.

Peter…

Her voice filled my mind, flushing out  all other thoughts plaguing it.

Peter…

A shiver ran down my spine. The island was trying to tell me something.

I snapped my head to the right, catching the scent of danger. There was a sudden pang through my body as another voice nestled in my mind.I’m doing this for him. “Felix.” I clenched my hands into fists, allowing my mind to travel through the island. Trees warped past me as my consciousness blended into Neverland’s.   Felix was hovering over the crumpled form of a girl. There was a fierce determination on his face. She scrambled along the ground, trying to escape him, but he only cornered her against the tree. She threw her hands up, trying to block his blows. I knew at once it was Wendy. It was my Wendy. “You’re a burden on, Pan,” Felix chastised, lowering himself to her level. “You’re changing him. Even I can see that. You’re making him lose focus. You’ve put some kind of spell on him.” “I haven’t,” Wendy pleaded, her brave facade dissolving into the fear she was trying to hide. “You have,” Felix muttered, tipping her chin up to look at him. “I know, because you’ve put that same spell on me. I can’t escape from you. My only thoughts are you. I can’t get you out of my head.” He raised a hand, a flash of indecision breaking his stern mask. He dropped them onto her shoulders, lowering his forehead to hers. “You’re coming between us. Pan and I…You can’t stay here anymore.” He pulled away, averting his gaze. “But no one gets off this island without Pan’s permission. Not unless they…” He clutched at the dagger adorning his belt, lifting it over her head. “I’m sorry,” he murmured, almost as if it pained him to say it. “I have to do this.” The image faded, my focus becoming blurred. The trees of Neverland rushed past me as my consciousness returned to my body. I snapped out of it, a peculiar feeling curdling in my stomach. It was almost like anger, but different. It had a bit of sadness in it, a bit of fear. It was like a mix of emotions, but I couldn’t pin point what it exactly meant. “Felix.” My body shook with rage. “That’s my Wendy.” I was there before I knew it. I wasn’t sure what had sparked inside me, but I knew I had to stop Felix. I couldn’t have him take away something that was mine. My hand slipped around his hood, dragging him away from her. I ignored the red splotches covering his attire, my eyes focused only on my Wendy. “Felix, what have you done?” I rushed forward, clasping onto my little bird desperately. I didn’t understand why I felt so empty, why there was such a painful feeling sweeping through my body. “Wendy.” I swept the hair out of her face, my eyes fixed on hers. “Wendy.” “Peter,” she whispered. She stroked my cheek softly with her shaking hand. “I…” “Shh,” I scolded through gritted teeth. “You’re not allowed to leave me. You’re mine. I won’t allow you. I won’t.” “Peter,” she tried again. She glanced down at the hole at her side where Felix’s dagger had pierced her, her hands grasping onto her night gown. “No!” I yelled. “I won’t let you leave me.” The winds lapped up as the skies darkened.  “Pan,” Felix groaned from behind me, his eyes tracing the trees nervously. “I did this for you.” “No!” The ground shook as I watched the light from her eyes fade to nothingness. “Wendy!” A storm swept up, ragging against the Neverland forest.  “Wendy!” I held her tightly in my arms, rocking her back and forth. A drop of water trickled down her cheek and I wiped my face, realising that somehow that drop had come from me. I didn’t understand what I was feeling. I didn’t want to. She couldn’t be gone.She couldn’t. Peter Pan never fails. “You,” I rounded on Felix, my eyes piercing right through him. “Do you realise what you’ve just done?”